by mosaic72 » June 25th, 2020, 8:33 pm
I have just read all the posts from about the last month. This is my first post but I have listened to feminization files for a couple of years. For me, it affects me only in the moment and does not affect my behavior...I think. I still have a leader sort of personality, and opportunities are presented to me because of that. I do think that some feminine characteristics can make a better leader BTW.
I have had thoughts about men, mostly just their penis, erect, but best if not actually attached to a guy which sort of disgusts me. A trans girl thought excites me but I am not looking to change my life....I am married, and happily so. I have met up with a guy one time, a couple years ago. I sucked him, he sucked me, he came in my mouth, I couldn’t get an erection. Looking back I am glad I did it, just for the experience, but would not do it again.
I guess where this incoherent rambling is going is that I think, for me, these files are fun fantasies, but they don't have an effect on my life afterward. I have listened to al lot of files but, for me, there is no long term effect. I think if folks are having an effect, it may be the direction they might consider pursuing.