by gswcz » May 18th, 2016, 6:00 am
I'm a married man, got a family, etc. My wife and I have always had a D/s relationship, and my wife now has a lover. Over the past year, I have been listening to Curse Forced Gay, sometimes three or four times per day. What I found was that over the first month or so, I began to imagine cocks a lot more during sex. Then I began to imagine being fucked as I fucked my wife. Then over time I found that during sex I began to lose my erection, which made me more nervous.
Eventually, it reached a point where my wife actually asked me if I wasn't gay. We concluded that I was likely bi. Then I started seeking out guys on Grindr whilst on business trips, and now, with my wife's encouragement, I'm seeking out a dominant boyfriend who I will begin seeing on a regular basis. What my wife doesn't know is that I am asking men to convert me fully which will likely end my marriage.
I don't deny that I had latent homosexual urges in the past, but I never found men attractive. Now I not only want the sex, but find myself feeling strangely comfortable in the arms of men, and completely disinterested in straight sex. In fact, if I never had straight sex again, I'd be happy. This file works, maybe not as hypnosis, but it does as a form of brainwashing to out your real desires and reinforce them. I went into this actually hoping that was what would happen, as I am submissive and love humilation. But if you are not totally sure, but know something is in you, then don't do it.