Your Other Half: multiple personalites

[Lilith_Kuraihime]

could this file help if someone has a tulpa but is having trouble to fully manifest them or wouldif just create a new personality instead?

[OxyFemboi]

[Lilith_Kuraihime]

thanks for sending me the fle oxy. I listened to the file atleast two time before i went to sleep, i had fell asleep during the middle of the second or third rep. I heard my tulpa's voice telling to wake and turn the file off and go back to sleep. then she woke meup this morning and told me good morning and said she loved me. I still might have to listen to the file some more to help me focus (i have autism and its difficult for me to focus on things for a prolonged period of time) and increase her presence/sentience and to be able to see her instead of having to close my eyes to seeher.

[Chibisuke]

i'm starting to notice more and more she's liking most of the same VideoGame music i like especially Time's Scar from Chrono Cross, i should have money aviable to get Cael a dress in a week or so to help her out ^^;;

and while the photo used is older than much i had this suited the idea better, this is her and i together ^,=,^ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13073052/

[Lilith_Kuraihime]

[Lilith_Kuraihime]

bump

[Zafari]

Being the more thinkey one, I'd say it isn't necessarily a bad thing to be able to not differentiate thoughts. Especially in the beginning, when each being is still trying to find their own voice, it may come off as a lot of mental noise. I'm usually the one flooding her with thoughts, or however that works(?), but I think we're better at figuring out who's who.

For us, it helps to have conversations where we're more directly addressing each other. That way we can hear whose noise belongs to who, and it starts to separate things out. But we're still working on it.

Also, at some point I was considered not following this thread, so I haven't gotten any updates on here in quite some time. Apologies.

-Z (& J)

[pczelda]

Hey everyone been quite a while since I've been here, and I've missed talking to my friends here, hope everyone is doing well.

I have some questions I wanted to ask of anyone willing to answer/who has been in situations like I'm wondering about.

1) Those of you who have to hide the new personality from most/all people you interact with, of anyone like that who knows you well (let's say friend A), even if [she (your alternate personality)] isn't out at the time, has said someone (friend A) been able to tell anything different about you/your personality (as a whole), etc? That could be a potential problem to anyone considering the use of this file.

2) Any of you who can't let [her] take control much, (have a job or family that's very demanding of your time etc) to the point where you'd only be able to relinquish control rarely and/or for very short periods of time, where you'd have to take back control immediately at a mere family member calling your name or your job suddenly calling on the phone, what do you do? How does [she] take this?

3) I'm sure everything's not perfect, even though this file is an alternate [extremely feminine] personality formed from and based on your personality, have you had any fights where you don't get along? This could be a potentially scary aspect of this file, because no matter how well the file is worded, eventually things could potentially go wrong, and there's no way you 2 can be separated, while I'm sure one of you can take time out and stay separate and hidden for a while, it might still be awkward at times because you'd both know the other is extremely close by always.

Anyone have any thoughts on this?

[JackDrago]

[pczelda]

[Zafari]

We think there's definitely female traits that pop up, and I do have to get better at giving her more time out, but I personally believe a lot of what you might experience will wholly depend on how you view your feminine side. I've never really felt that J has been overtly feminine; we haven't purchased anything over the top or flashy.

I also believe that if you're still having doubts, or think you won't have a "proper environment" for *any* other personality, then don't use these files. This is essentially an additional person, save for the extra physical bits, and they want to do things too (in general)

Anyways, best of luck with your decision,
-Z & J

[Lilith_Kuraihime]

I listened to the file again and it seems to have helped me hear her voice better. we started to have conversations more often. we haven't really switched places since we haven't a need to. we had tried once but we weren't successful, also she gives advice and can only use my arms. She seems to be a bit more obsessive/protective over me though.

[pczelda]

[pczelda]

[JackDrago]

[CyrilMtl]

I have a question for JackDrago, Oxy and the other 'multiple' here,
when you trance on a file, is it only the 'one in charge of the body' that trance ?
does the others know about the trance ? observe it from 'inside' ?

[pczelda]

[JackDrago]

[JackDrago]

Just created a FetLife group for people with hypnotic alters
[url]https://fetlife.com/groups/129481[/url]

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[OxyFemboi]

[OxyFemboi]

So far, our height is varying between sixty-nine (69) inches and seventy (70) inches, with an occasional dip below sixty nine-inches. As it's varying between those two numbers, we feel justified in reporting it. There is an occasional dip below sixty-nine (69) inches, but it is never sustained.

We hope to start shrinking again soon.

[ArcherT]

[JackDrago]

[ArcherT]

[OxyFemboi]

[ArcherT]

[JackDrago]

[ArcherT]

[OxyFemboi]

[OxyFemboi]

[OxyFemboi]

[blanketcross]

Oxy. There is a manga/graphic-novel called "Rosario+Vampire" that has a character with 2 personalities. One was locked away by a rosary and the other one is the one who is mostly active. It gets really in depth around Season II, Book 6-8.

I am not sure you would enjoy it, but it is definitely interesting to read. In fact, I think I am going to start listening to YOH now.

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[blanketcross]

Referring to my previous post, I was not explicitly talking to ox, I was talking to all of you!

[ArcherT]

[OxyFemboi]

[OxyFemboi]

We thought we had cross-posted this in the Your Other Half forum. We hadn't. So we're posting this now.

There have been a few changes. Holly got very tired of Ox and Yoshi continually misspelling her name as "Holy". She didn't yell, she was very patient and calmly said, "You misspelled my name ... again.", then ask them to fix the typo while they were trying to get another thought on paper. Can you do your best work when someone is glaring at you about misspelling her name? We couldn't -- so she changed it to something they couldn't mess up. Honey and Holly were her two final choices, so she switched to Honey, which is from the Bobby Goldsboro tune of the same name.


Here's the link to the song: https://youtu.be/UKAeeGnAYBo

Ever since Snake came on board, Holly (from Neil Diamond's "Holly Holy" https://youtu.be/RQwqQwD6OOw ) felt that her name was not appropriate. A demon sharing the same body as a refined lady named Holy ... er, Holly (sorry) is about as appropriate as a Satan worshipper named Christian.

Spike changed his name to Rocky after seeing both the Rocky Horror Picture Show and Rocky in one weekend. He likes Rocky much more than Spike.

We're sure we posted this in the Your Other Half Forum. We hadn't. ~sigh~

So far, none of the new people has cooperated by choosing a name that begins with "I", so we could spell YOSHI. It's frustrating ... especially for Yoshi. (We tried to think of male names that begin with I and came up with Ian, Ichabod, Igor, Ishmael, and Ivan. Ox came up with the GIlbert & Sullivan opera Iolanthe, though Iolanthe is a female fairy/elf. So far, Honey is the only female. -- Ox

The rest of this post is new information.

We have some new additions to the family. boi is what happened to Ox's reading and fascination with BDSM. Apparently all those books and vividly imagined sex scenes were vivid enough to create another alter. "boi" is apparently the total bottom/slave who lives to do all the shit work his Master -- that is, the rest of us -- wan to heap on him. Well, we need someone to do the picayune detail work we -- all of us -- are avoiding assiduously.

Sir, yes, Sir! Thank you Sir!

Then there's the new addition to the family, Dick, who is ...

I'll take over from here, Honey. Hi dudes. I'm Dick, the resident evil shit who doesn't give a flying fuck about anything or anyone but myself. Obviously I'm not going to get our shared body into trouble, but ... anyone else is potential prey.

yes, there are a few of us who are Satan worshippers ... like me -- Oxy

Me too, and then there are a few demons among our alters -- Yoshi

I like Snake, but really ... I'm not really into this type of ... rebellion ... even though I did (and do) think James Dean was (and is) sexy as Caleb Trask, JIm Stark, and Jett Rink. ~~sigh~~ -- Honey

Yes, there's me and Apollyon, who came when Ox performed a ritual in the late 1970s to sell his soul ... well, actually it's more of a redeemable mortgage ... I think that's the first time I ever saw anyone -- mortal or demon -- outbargain HIM. Ox has so many outs in his bargain. It's being taught as an example of "what not to do." That was ... impressive. -- Snake

I don't do religion or spirituality or worship. Souls aren't my thing, dudes. I really love working out and taking care of our bod, dudes. That's our thing, dudes. I'm sure Rocky means "area of expertise". -- Yoshi that's what I do. The other shit is up to the other alters. -- Rocky

Sir, i just do what i'm told, Sir, and believe what i'm told, Sir! -- boi

Well, Satan and I have a lot in common, so Satan worship/self-worship -- I see no difference -- is a perfect fit for me. -- Dick

[ArcherT]

Hiya Yoshi-chan and the gang, special hello to boi and um, Dick. Can't say that gracefully.

Anywho and first of all, try Irial for Yoshi's new name? In the Wicked Lovely book series (give it a look see), Irial is the King of the Dark Court. Suave, strong, dependable, intelligent, the list goes on. I think he would be a great character to be named after!

Work has been...let's just say I'm ready for my chair in Hell now, haha. Most of my alters are either blocked because I can't take anymore physical and mental strain or have kind of faded...maybe? I know Apollo is sitting on the edge of my mind but I'm usually too exhausted to communicate with him. Quite frankly don't know what to do. Feeling hella bummed.

...and after break it was like this rotating merry go round. Everyone popped out but mostly Apollo (Jock) and King (inner demon). We're all ready to collectively die.

[OxyFemboi]

[Chibisuke]

its been along time. we've been busy, our mother's death still on Cael's Mind, day to day stress making us Both want to retreat (this is Tom as my real name goes [Thomas] but i've still been using the new online name i've taken Dracari) but I've been dealing will bills for my brother, i've been kinda sortof a defuser for some friends arguments over the months. i've been wrapped up in a Tabletop RPG run by a few friends ( i think it was cael who pushe dme to try i've alway sbeen afraid to try one as i use dto be bit of a "God Mode" RPer as a teen)

This is Cael, i wanted to start using Blue for myself there's no color to match my Fur. its been very taxing to Surface i have to push hard like Scream. Tom or Dracari as he calls himself has indeed been under alot of stress especially dealing with his health. he has to take Testosterone cyponate injections due to the Thyroid problems and Teeny Weenie (i've managed to get him to Stop listening to it Neither of us Enjoy the weekly 2inch long Needles he has to use for the stuff.) i'm so tired from this i'll let him speak now.

this is as far as cael's been able to get, but lastnight was exhilarating Vocal responses, we were bouncing back and fourth like she was laying down on the couch i sleep on with me! it might be because we're alone 90% of the day, as my brother every other 2 weeks takes over-night watch on our elderly grandma (she's 83 and suffers from Dementia and even Combined the family as a whole would be able to put her in a home but we'd all be $$ wise Destroyed.) but this has been progress on our own part. if it isnt getting up right into gaming looking things up on 3DS hacking etc that we forget to sit down and listen its by the time at night i'm dead tired and its out like a light.

when she talks back she pitches up my voice,i can almost mentally retain it too! when its freely done as simple as blinking an eye where we can just sit and talk or switch places, i think some of our stress will be gone because we both desire that day to come sooner than later.

she understands i dont have the $$ to even go garage sale hunting for her clothing, what i get $$ wise comes from friends and always to my paypal account (got teh Paypal Debit mastercard) but i've promised her when i can i'll get her something. we both need sleep but we're Excited to goto a furcon at the End of may w/ a local friend here. Nini for now

[OxyFemboi]

[dkumd]

so what are you guys using to develop personalities that aren't feminine?

[OxyFemboi]

[dkumd]

sent you an email.

[OxyFemboi]

Sent a reply. Probably a bit premature but ... welcome to the club.

[dkumd]

thanks! i listened right away...not sure how this is supposed to feel, or what i'm supposed to experience, but it does feel like something...someone...is up to something.

[OxyFemboi]

[dkumd]

haha well i'm glad things are right on schedule then! i (we?) will be sure to keep you all informed on how things go.

[OxyFemboi]

[dkumd]

ok, so, i think i'm understanding now. i didn't really think about this much while i was at work, but as soon as i got in the car, i started hearing his voice. by the end of the drive home i was answering him out loud, and he was begging to come out when we got inside. sure enough, as soon as i closed the door and locked it behind me, miguel took over. he's 25, mexican (as you might guess from the name), and loves to give dave a hard time.

yo wat up its miguel lol. soon as we got home i told dave we doin things my way for a while. dave gotta get me some new clothes tho bro, these boring ass jeans and fuckin soccer shoes aint gon work lol

i told dave we sleepin naked tonite bro, he dont like that shit but he gonna let us try it bro and see how it goes lol