First of all I want oto make clear that i do not consider that is needed to be str8 to be an alpha male jock, just want to point that is my goal in order to discuss that and bond with people with similar goals.
I am starting this thread in replacement of the previous one i made in "Jocks and Masculinization", now more adequated to here.
My goal is clear: i want to make myself an str8 alpha male jock, but asolutelly not a dumb jock. I have an impulse to change my sexuality from mostlly gay to at least mostlly str8. Feel is the right thing for me. But i do not know why i have this impulse and i atually feel a little ashamed of it. I live in a gay friendlly envioroment and this impulse could actually be seen has a bad thing.
Also wanna change from the nerdy, small, shy type to a more jock, strong, masculine and athletic one.