by darkstorm » October 1st, 2014, 6:11 am
Dear GoddessGracie,
here my answer for this interesting questionnaire, i hope they wont disappoint you, i am still shy to blossom my sissy self, i am, anyhow, pretty sure, that with your help, it will rise up to the surface, i hope also that my answer are understandable as me, being a non native english speaker, i also apologize if i use rude words
Thank you
1. What is your sissy name, princess?
I choose the name Lucy, and i choose it because i think its simple and feminine at the same time, and also because it is a name of a transsexual porn star (Luciana Bakony) and she really is beautiful
2. Why are you such a sissy, and what is it that makes you so inherently different from real men?
I think i am a sissy because i am not strong, yet virile, i prefer to be dominated rather than dominating, i love to wear feminine clothes, and id love to be treated as female, last but not least i dont like my male shaft...i wish it was smaller and softer, a true alpha male surely would not want this
3. What is your favorite color, and why?
If you mean for dressing up, i adore red, cause red is passion, but also clear colours like white and pink...cause they are the display of femininity
4. Who is your favorite hypnotist?
Havent tried many but GoddessGracie, EMG and Sarnoga
5. What is your favorite Goddess Gracie file, and why do you think this is?
Limp Clitty, because, what is more feminizing that making it limp and soft all the time :-)
6. If you were to have a custom hypnosis/brainwashing file made just for you, what do you think it would involve?
I would love a file that surely would unlock all my fears and made me a t-girl, id love to be convinced to take hormones and surgeries to become as much feminine as i can, id get big boobs and id shrink, (but not remove ) my sissy clit, for sure id remove the balls, and id have a strong desire for men, a strong desire to please them every way i can
7. Why do you think sissies are so drawn to pretty feminine things, and so repelled by masculine interests such as cars and sports?
It is simply because it is their nature, as bees are attracted by flowers, as moths are attracted by light....
8. You consider yourself:
A) A crossdresser (male who occasionally dabbles in sissification and crossdressing)
B) A true sissy (someone who is closer to female on the spectrum of gender and is naturally inclined towards sissification, cocksucking and the color pink.)
C) Transgender
D) Cuckold
E) Other (Please explain in as much detail as you like)
I would say i am a C
9. What is it about Goddess Gracie that you love so much? And what is it that makes her files so wonderfully special?
I think because she truly understands what a sissy needs and she surely know how to use the right words at the right time
10. Describe the earliest instance in your life that you recall feeling like somewhat of a sissy. Perhaps you were staying with your Auntie and Uncle and you felt compelled to try on your Auntie's pantyhose after shaving your legs and clitty all smooth? Maybe you saw a hunky guy in the street with his pretty girlfriend and you felt a deep longing to be the pretty girl holding your boyfriend's hand as all the guys stared, the mere sight of you driving them wild with lust? Don't be afraid to go into detail sweetie Smile
It happened when i was just a teenager and started to watch my first porn movies, contrary to many of my friends who wondered what could feel like being the big guy making love with the little girl, i was imaging ( and i was quite envious ) of the little girl and her body, her ass, her luscious breasts
11. Do you think sissies should be able to get erections and masturbate the way a real man would? Or do you think it is more appropriate for their little clitties to always remain soft and girly at all times?
I think that sissies should do whatever is in their power to make their clitties as more useless as possible, possibly irreversably and permanently, also to do any hormonal or surgical treatment to ensure that thing would never be useful sexually
12. What is your ultimate sissy fantasy sweetie? Don't be shy, you can tell me anything Smile
I would love to be forced (altought it wont be forced ) to become as much feminine as possible by a master or many masters, id get a body and mind desigend for pure pleasure (not mine, of course but others ), hence, very feminine face, curvy body with a nice set of breasts and a round ass, only left with a pathetic clitty, to show my true nature and to show men i gave up everything for their pleasure, of course the clitty wont be useful at all in terms of giving pleasure, but it could be used for humiliation or punishment as it could be beaten for example if i disobey
13. Research suggests that true, pathological sissies are more inclined to be under-endowed than regular men. Many sissies experience strong feelings of shame associated with their itsy-bitsy little clitties, whereas some sissies eventually grow to be proud of their glaring lack of manhood. Do you believe there is a correlation between being tiny down there and having a feminine and submissive nature?
As an average sized sissy and being very submissive i am not sure if there is a link between these two things, i actually found that there are big endowed sissies, and they, like me, dream of making the shaft a lot, lot smaller....
14. How do you think a sissy should behave in the presence of a woman?
A sissy should be respectful, obedient and totally submissive and of course obeying all the requests, if asked for sex they should kindly say no, or, at the very list, they can only please them orally like a woman would please another woman, but for all the rest, like cleaning the house or helping shopping they have to say yes
15. How do you think a sissy should behave in the presence of a real man?
A sissy should completely offer its body and mind and never eny any request, trying to please the man every way possible
16. Do you feel jealous when you see a heterosexual couple together sweetie? And if so, do you envy the man for getting to be with the pretty girl, or is it the other way around? Do you have a deep longing to be a good girl for him sweetie? Why do you suppose that is?
I do feel jealous, yes, and of course i am jealous of the girl, especially if he is a handsome hunk and she is a bimboish girl, i suppose is that because i was born this way and there is not anything i cant do to stop these feelings
17. If you have listened to my files you will be very aware of the fact that sissies are not useful to women in a sexual capacity. What are some nice ways that sissies can make up for this to women? Tell us all about some of the things you think sissies could do for women as a way of apologizing for their failure to develop as adequate males?
A sissy can be a woman best friend, could help her in lifes event and in practical things like cleaning the house, or advising about makeup and clothes
18. Is it true that all women are inherently superior to all sissies, and why do you believe that is?
Sissies are weak, and naturally submissive, so its easy to tell that women, especially strong ones, and its a fair thing that they really are superior, while a sissy would cry like a child, a real woman would go on, and face any issue
19. What sort of favors should sissies do for women as a way of making their lives easier and more fulfilling? Do you believe that sissies main purpose in life is to please men sexually and serve women in other ways (i.e. cooking, cleaning, shopping, helping us get ready for dates, makeup application etc.), and do you think this is entirely fair?
I do think this is completely fair, as the sun for the day and the moon for the night, its a perfectly matching role for a real sissy
20. What would you most like to receive from a close female friend on your birthday?
A) A hot, passionate kiss, just like she would give a real man who she wanted to have sex with.
B) Money (keep in mind it would be extremely inappropriate and frankly absurd for a woman to ever give money to a sissy, birthday or not)
C) A playful tickle followed by a big warm hug and a deep, meaningful conversation about life, boyfriends, emotions etc.
D) Sex, including a 'blowjob' which would culminate in you ejaculating all over her breasts.
E) Other (Explain in detail)
Id say C, but it would be nice to go together to a mens streptease show, and having me pleasing the men, or having a session in a beauty parlor
21. Describe in detail the most feminine and submissive feeling you have ever experienced, and what you were doing when this occurred?
I am unfortunately still quite shy, regarding my sissy nature, i only did cam whoring dressed up as a girl for a man knew on an adult dating site