The forced gay success thread...

[OxyFemboi]

[OxyFemboi]

[chibicure]

I get it. I'm being selfish here by doing this in secret, but I think it is understandable to want to figure out what I really want and need before sitting down to tell everyone who could be impacted. I mean if this is just a momentary fascination with a feeling, I don't want to make a big deal of it.

On the other hand, if this is more than that, I don't know who I am to even tell anyone yet. I am so hot for this right now that I don't know if I'm just in lust mode or really making a change. Today I was leaking precum in my dress slacks at work just reading thoughtful pms from members and this thread. That hasn't happened since I was a teenager. There was a guy at the cafeteria who I may have freaked out by staring him up and down so unabashedly. And a girl I met with today who I always checked out who I felt kinda blah about today. It is the most waking pleasure I can ever remember feeling.

But like most erotic drugs, it probably will lose its potency after a couple of hits. It can't feel like this forever, right? So won't I know then which direction is right for me? I want this to keep feeling good and wish we could enjoy it together.

[Sherardp]

chibicure lets evaluate the facts. You mentioned you never had a gay thought before listening to the file. Now you are, to me this we can deduct that the file has changed you.

Next you have a family whom you still care about. And your using a fact that she isn't putting out for you anymore. As an excuse to finish the process.

Here is the thing the moment you are gay the marriage is over. Do you have kids? If so you will chance not getting to see them anymore also.

My question to you are you willing to loose this? If so then tell your wife now. If not tell your wife the truth and talk to her. Tell her you made a mistake and need help. Also keep in mind women only put out when they feel loved. Maybe she hasn't felt love or the romantic spark in a while.

My suggestion is your family is more important than your newly derived sexual problem. This problem is due to something you decided to do, which I am in the same boat maybe not as extreme but I am.

Honestly, if your honest with her and tell her the truth, you might realize how much she actually loves you or she might want out of the relationship. Either way you will know the right choice from her actions.

I was raised in a very religious family where being gay is a sin. I do not say this to preach at anyone, but I say this because I think you should pray about it. God still loves people who are Gay. Pray about it beforehand. No one can give you the answer you want to hear but your family, God, and yourself. You will ultimately make the right choice. In telling you this I need to do the same for myself, I am still feeling the urges and I am thinking I listened to the file 3 weeks ago.

[jan]

chibicure, I agree with Sherardp - work on resolving your current relationship now, either fixing it or ending it. Jumping into gay sex while still being in this troubled relationship is not a clean choice. It is your unhappiness that is making this so attractive, and you are thinking with your cock, not your brain.

CFG will still be there afterwards, if you still want it, but it makes your current situation even messier by pursuing it now.

My two cents, and worth every penny you paid for it:)

jan

[santi777]

[chibicure]

I guess I've really done a poor job explaining me and everything about me. I wished that I would have started with an explanation of the fantastic night I had in college with a girl who was stroking me and teasing me about hooking me up with her gay friend and taking me to a gay bar to see how hot it would be to try and land a guy there. How I had probably the best orgasm of my life that night. How I found an Advocate magazine in my college friends' dorm and stole it from him to read it and got so hot reading it. But then threw it out because I felt so guilty. Gay and bi fantasies have been suppressed my entire life to make "the right choice."

I've always done the "right" thing because even cumming to the idea of other choices led to extreme guilt and bad feelings afterwards. I never dealt with those feelings, I admit. I just did the right thing and got the right girlfriends and the right job and the right house and the right wife and and and...

The right thing was never to admit gay or bi fantasies to the right wife. To never share them or try to be okay with them myself. They only came in very sporadic (like once every couple of years) spurts of interest in being submissive to men/master/daddy/cock as concepts. I couldn't even look at pictures or porn because that made it too real and refocused the guilt. I suspect some of my aversion to seeing male couples together or kissing was a sick type of jealousy that was making have too much of an opinion. But stories without faces have been hot for a while. Except for the guilt that followed every time.

I can see this only through the light of the difference that I have experienced in the last several days. Maybe it is being "forced" to do something that I've deep down never let myself admit I wanted. Maybe it is about someone taking away all of the excuses and taking away the ability to find the "right" choice and just go in one direction.

I'm not saying that there aren't consequences... i'm just saying that I've always chosen the path with the least controversial consequences no matter what. To be free to experience another path and to realize that I haven't had an ounce of guilt when I am done with the file. For the first time ever I've looked at gay porn and relaxed into the hot horny feelings. I'm sick and tired of always doing the right thing...

I'm not sure I understand why, when this pandora's box has been opened, am I supposed to run back to my wife, reconvince the two of us that we should be having sex, seek counseling if we don't, and then declare a failed relationship to listen to an mp3 that is helping me feel so good about gay. Frankly, just the more positive interactions I've had with gay men at work has been eye-opening.

But I respect your opinions, I really do. So I'll stop banging away at this thread and do my best to leave the gay files to the single men. I'll go back and do the "right" thing. Once again. Best.

[santi777]

[Sherardp]

I mean no offense to anyone by the but you just sounded like a gay man. But I think the point is you need to decide what is best for you and you just need to include your spouse asap. Its your choice on how you want to lead your life no one elses.

But your choice affects others still, and that means you need to be a man and step up and give them what you want. If you have been struggling with being gay for years then you know this is prolly the best thing for you.

I personally have not struggled with it, but I have struggled with Gender Identity Disorder. My spouse although she doesn't understand it knows that about me. She is the only person how knows this secret about me.

If you have been struggling with it you owe it to your family but most importantly to yourself to do the right thing. And the right thing is what makes you happy. If your just starting to have these emotions in spite of something you called a failed relationship, then that is wrong. I do not think any of us can truely understand your exact situation, because there are to many unknown variables.

But from what you have told us, and how I have interpreted what you said, I still think you need to call a family meeting. And in this meeting you need to tell your family what you want.

[OxyFemboi]

[Alien4420]

[JoyofSub]

[robindf1]

Sooo...I've been waiting for a modified version of this file. Is there any other gay file that's as effective as this one I can listen to in the meanwhile?

[santi777]

Hello Joy:)
I love your look! You look really amazing!!! Have you used any feminization files? And if so, what are your favourite ones?

[OxyFemboi]

[JoyofSub]

[santi777]

[Jack_909]

Huh, this forum is...interesting.

Can anyone answer a few questions about CFG?

To explain, I just stumbled across this forum recently, and was shocked to see this venerated CFG alter so many people's lives. That Dave guy, some dude named Alan, and some poor soul named Ryan. I'm sure there were others, but it's been about a week or two since I skimmed through this forum, and I'm sure I'm missing some details.

Anyways, as a 20-something relatively straight dude, I was shock at the hype surrounding it. However I wanted to give dating some guys a chance and decided CFG might be the gateway for that. I bought it, and the results were....not what I expected.

(No offense intended to whoever produced/voiced this CFG file by the way, given what I'm about to say.)

It started with this weird raspy voice trying to put me to sleep-----not trance sleep, just sleep-sleep-----and eventually leading to a "hypnotic induction", I think it's called. Seriously, the guy sounded like he was either begrudgingly reading the script, or had a bad case of phlegm in his throat. (And if I wanted to listen to a guy begrudgingly shouting out instructions with phlegm in his throat, I'd go to my the nearest Denny's. The cooks and cashiers there are especially well-trained in that skill.) Anyways, I eventually get to the point in-trance when he's telling me women disgust me, which they don't, and that ---- instead. He then talked about how these changes are *permanent* in some ominous sounding voice, and then the file ended.

I tried to re-listen to it a few more times and I felt nothing. Not gonna lie, kind of regretting buying into the hype. It's like being taken blindfolded to a movie that everyone around you claims is amazing and world changing, and when you take the blindfold off and the movie begins to play, you realize you're watching Zack Snyder's Sucker Punch.

I'm not really mad or frustrated at CFG as I am surprised. But perhaps my lack of a reaction is just because I'm immune to hypnotism? Beats me.

So yeah, I just have a few quick questions, if anyone would like to respond.
1. Why is everyone treating this like the second coming?
2. Has the guy who voiced this file thought of applying for a job on NPR radio? He could be a really great fit.
3. Why are so many people demonstrating personality changes to this file? I've listen to it enough to remember there isn't anything specific toward's ones personality. That Alan guy, Dave(to an extent), and others all changed their personalities to an extreme (at least as implied by posts on this forum), for better or worse. Aint gonna lie---that's kinda creepy. There's a difference between same sex attraction and being a flamboyant over-the-top person (not that there's anything wrong with the latter, but apparently some people think you can't be one without the other. Huh.)
---Just one last comment on 3., I guess you could argue that the file triggered some psychologically repressed/unaddressed insecurities within some listeners, that resulted in the change in personalities? I know only a bit about psychology, but I'm assuming that could be one explanation.
4. Any other(preferably free, as I'm not so keen on making the same mistake twice) hypnosis files I could try that could promote same-sex attraction?

I'd appreciate anyone with the time to respond to some of the questions I got, as I'm still very surprised about my reaction to this file lol

[ftslave67]

Chibicure, what's "right" is what's right for you. I think people are just expressing that you need to consider your wife's feelings in the process, i.e. put yourself in her shoes. Doesn't necessarily mean total disclosure. Doesn't mean sacrificing yourself to please her. Maybe go to couples counseling and put some things out on the table.

[jan]

Jack_909 -

There are many people who don't 'get' EMG's style of hypnotic induction, but there are several other versions of the script, such as azureogon's and Samantha Bandler's. Before you put down the script, you might want to try some additional flavors.

jan

[Alien4420]

[Sherardp]

Just to show how powerful this file is. I listed 1 time back on May 2nd. And today May 27th is the first time I have not thought about man parts only female and I have completely lost the desire to listen to the file. I will say my libido during this sky rocketed and it made this really hard to quit.

Any straight guys who want to list the warning is for real on this file. It starts with yours then leads to other peoples.

The way I quit was by not listening, and when the urge came on to listen I had to get myself off. That was the only way to keep myself away from it.

[CyrilMtl]

[Sherardp]

I cant say that it was fun or not. I am married and my spouse is pregnant so I knew I made a mistake the moment I listened. The libido being up high was extremely fun, but I am not going to cheat on my wife. To me it felt weird that I was turned on by any men cause I have never had that before.

I do not plan to listen to again because I know that it would not be fair to my wife and I have a very religious family. I wanted to listen to the file so bad everytime I was horny, but I made sure I got off right then.

I really feel like it has faded because my attraction to women is stronger again.

[avalon69]

OOHHHH MYYY GAAWWDDD!!!

I just listened to mira stern's curse pussy aversion, ohshitohshitohshit :-D I think it's finally ridding me of attraction to boobs and girly down below bits :-D

I'm SOOOO Happy right now :-D


ava
xxxxxx

[Alien4420]

Sounds like a hot file.

[bostonmarc]

Mira Stern's files are really good and they are powerful. I had listened to a few of them from her Gay Washing series. They are a little different but effective.

[OxyFemboi]

[avalon69]

[macdaddy]

I was a poster early on in this thread - my first post was in 2009. (post# 37337). (LOL if 2009 is early in a thread - my gawd this has to be the longest forum thread I have seen anywhere in my personal surfing of the intertubes. Hope it will never die because it is also one of the most helpful ones - a true counseling session for the ages.)

I have not listened to this file since 2012 - and before that only a few times since 2009/2010. The total effect has mostly - but not all worn off; it has changed my sexuality enormously.

I no longer feel totally gay - but I feel like I should be.
I am not gay - but I am not straight either.
I am not straight - but I am happy.

I am married, my wife dislikes actual sex, though she likes to cuddle and be affectionate. We have a great relationship. She is my best friend. She does not know about my 'gay' experiments in 2009/10 and I doubt I'll ever tell her. She knows I masturbate using online porn, knows I need some sexual release. She does not know what I masturbate to.

The positive side of this file is that I used to occasionally make use of the services of a professional woman to relieve my sexual tensions. Have not done that since 2009. No need.

I did try real time gay encounters several times due to CFG - but where I live it is very difficult to do this discretely. And I did not want to end my marriage - and I had the same guilt feelings I had when using an escort service. Though I enjoyed sucking and fucking and tasting and smelling big delicious cocks enormously.

I have come to terms with what others may say is my twisted sexuality now - I only do virtual sex - and due to CFG and my hypnosis fetish I have come to the realization I am a submissive sexually though I am a high powered Alpha type in my professional life.

Again, I emphasize that I stopped listening to CFG totally in 2012. But I am still feeling the effects and hearing the words in my subconscious thoughts when it is occasionally manifested to my conscious mind; the tape is still playing and because it is a curse it will never entirely stop. Keep that in mind reading the below.

I only masturbate to online porn anymore - and I do not feel guilt, or indeed even miss actual sex with another person.

This is because that through my search for forced gay porn online caused by my affinity for CFG, I discovered I enjoy following online dommes - watching their clips that emphasize forced-bi/gay/fem and cuckold fantasies, and I fully enjoy their brainwashing clips that persuade me that I never want actual sex with a woman again; I only want to serve them by giving up my sexuality to their desire to make me a worshiping gay cuckold pet for them only.

I now enjoy watching cuckold and straight porn films that feature big huge ginormous juicy cocks. I enjoy watching Transsexual porn. I enjoy fantasizing about the beautiful dommes and starlets I see forcing me to turn gay for them.

I am still sexually attracted to females - though they must be Alpha females. And they must tease me into wanting to be gay for them. To show my devotion to them by giving up normal sex and learning to be their pet.

This is how I have adapted my life after CFG. I am happy and well adjusted with my sex life even though it is largely a fantasy based one. My wife is happy because she senses this and no longer feels she has to satisfy me that way - and I no longer feel the guilty pressure to perform. I give her all my real life love - let there be no doubt that she is the love of my life and my best friend - the online scene is only a fantasy life and I have no affections there but fantasy ones. That said the online mistresses I serve (none are or ever will be real time mistresses; it it is all anonymous and they do not know my real name) are happy.

So I have to thank CFG for saving me from myself - it gave me the strength to stop physically cheating on my wife in secret which would have eventually destroyed me because of the guilt I felt.

Hope this helps others to realize that there are many paths through life. I still feel the occasional urge to listen to CFG, fantasy's about Big delicious cocks and giving up women forever still fill my fantasies - but I realize that these are fantasies, they will never go away entirely - and I am happy that they won't. The Curse works - but thankfully it can be tree of multiple fruits.

Sometimes I am wistful I have not turned out a happy gay person, or that I am one who can boast they are one of the few who beat the curse. There is nothing wrong with either result - I envy those who have had those results. But I am satisfied with my life today and I do not recommend anyone follow my path - unless they want to.


This is truly My Real Life Success story. Thanks again CFG and EMG.

[Dreamin4Men]

I've been listening to these kinds of files on and off for about a year so. For the past few months I was actually not listening too much. What got me into it again was when two hung black guys were jacking off on chat roulette. Suddenly the the pleasure from r he files came flooding back over me.

I'm not sure how far along I really am. I'm watching a ton of gay porn thanks to this. I don't know how my arousal for women is. I honestly haven't been trying to ignore them, it's just the gay thoughts and porn make me hornier than I have ever been while watching any kind of porn.

I hope you guys can help me get even gayer and hornier

[Alien4420]

[Alien4420]

[avalon69]

[OxyFemboi]

[psiboi1977]

Are there samples of the before and after vocals?

[OxyFemboi]

[rigsby]

[OxyFemboi]

[transformed]

My wife is very similar. She likes everything Mac's wife does except sex. I wonder tho whether it's the fact she might be asexual or just quietly resents her suspicion (correctly so) that I'm gay so the sex with her doesn't really interest me?

[transformed]

Just curious...CFG is a fabulous file and I've listened to it about a half dozen times but I can never seem to get myself into a full deep trance to really appreciate what it can (& I want it to) do. Has anybody found a good remedy for getting us hard-to-trancers get into trance deeply and become fully accepting?

[OxyFemboi]

[transformed]

Thanks so much for the suggested files Oxy! I'll certainly give them a try and hope. It seems strange that while I've been wanting this for years my mind can be so stubborn about allowing myself to fully embrace trance!

[Veral]

Hi there!

I'm new to here (been registered for a while but not using it) and I admit that I'm gonna join those to become gay by using CFG.

I always had some bi tendencies but I have finally decided that I wanna be totally and 100% gay, so... here I am.

I've listened to the file yesterday for first time and I still hadn't feel anything but a desires of listening it again. I guess it needs more time to make me gay :P

[Dreamin4Men]

This file has definitely done some good work for me. I went from being grossed out by gay porn to watching it on two monitors while jerking off with other horny guys in a video chat.I'm almost ready to act on this hardcore new arousal and it makes me feel hornier than anything ever has

[transformed]

[transformed]

[rigsby]

@transformed: Before CFG changed me, I did find some guys attractive, but I was always put off by a dude showing off his cock in a photo or a porno vid. After I was listening for a while, cocks of naked men started to seem more funny than anything else. It didn't take long after that for gay porn to start turning me on, and now the feeling of another man and his cock sharing my bed is just wonderful.

I never imagined that being naked together with another man and gently holding his hard cock could feel so warm and positive, but it's truly amazing.

[Dreamin4Men]

[Dreamin4Men]

Oh my God... I think I've been 100% converted to a little gay twink. I haven't watched any straight porn in 3 months. The past day or two I looped CFG and played all my favorite gay porn vids on my monitor. I think that is what sealed my fate. Just thinking of a horny man makes me have to jerk off. I love that I accidentally became a little gay turnee.