Feminization-looking for some advice

[Lucaseq]

Hello.

Firstly, I have to say that feminization is a huge turn on for me. I've been dreaming about it since childhood, no matter how strange it sounds. I've been thinking about it for a while and now I really want to give it a try. I don't, however, be forced into wearing woman's clothes- I much more interested into the psychological aspects.

I'm already shaving my whole body- including legs- and it feels great. But that's basically all. Also, I sit every time I pee.

So, here is what I need help with: would you like to suggest which files should I listen to? I'm gay so files making me attracted to men aren't neccessary, but I've been thinking about making myself attracted to women, turning myself into a lesbian- what do you think?

Finally, I want to discourage myself from using my penis- I love to play with my nipples! But, in fact, I'm not sure whether a sissy should or should not touch herself down there.rnI'd love to hear your suggestions and take *orders* which files should I listen to.rnPS I can access only free files.

[Endo]

Obviously, you're male. So, do you consider yourself "female"? That's one of the first steps. If you're an androgynous "female", at least you're female, right?

I can see that you're pretty dedicated to this, which is good. That will help in the long run.

There are 2 things you need to do for this to work out well for you.

1. You need to define exactly WHAT you want to become. That will dictate what suggestions you will want to look for in a file. Are you interested in MORE physical changes, or do you want your body to be roughly the same? Do you want more mental changes, as you've stated? "Becoming female" is pretty broad, do a bit of exploration on the subject, and if you already have, then please provide some exposition on the subject. This will also help you/us figure out whether your gender preferences.

2. You will need PRACTICE. I'm not sure how new to hypno you are, but if you are new, you'll want to spend a few weeks (months even) getting used to going under, accepting suggestions, exploring techniques, etc.

Once you've got ^^^all that^^^ figured out (and taken care of), then you can start the main leg of your journey. (You're already on the journey, coming here was part of the first steps.)

Figuring out what you want to be will help you decide how you want to treat your penis, (Do you want to be a female with a "large clit", or a femboy or a "shemale"?) which will also help you (and us) choose the right files for you.

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[OxyFemboi]

[Lucaseq]

[Endo]

Okay. Since you mentioned your prostate, how do you feel about anal? There are plenty of file that address enjoying anal without mentioning gender or changes or anything, and there are plenty of files that address anal in conjunction with your gender.

[Lucaseq]

Well, anal is still quite a difficult topic for me. I'm often fantasizing about it, sometimes I even put a finger or two into my anus, but that's all. Moreover, I'm afraid of negative side effects and any feeling of pain takes all the pleasure away. On the other side, as you have probably guessed, I have almost no experience with it.

[Endo]

That's perfectly understandable, anal can make a lot of people nervous. If you want to advance on that front (as it can be verrryyy enjoyable) then the first thing you should obtain is an enema kit, and the second thing is a small dildo and lots of silicone lube. Go slow, go carefully, and you'll be fine. There aren't any real health risks associated with anal, assuming that you warm-up properly, use lube, don't force anything, and get everything cleaned out before hand. I had trouble with it at first, too, but now it's one of the most enjoyable ways for me to have sex now.

[Alien4420]

I think anal is a great suggestion if you want to deemphasize your cock and be more like a woman. There are some files that make it so you can't get hard or masturbate your penis anymore and if you combined those with an anal orgasm file you could become a good little sissy who never touches her boy thing. I think you'll find that with the files and anal play you'll overcome your fear of pain. The prostate pleasure is just so great that I've never known anybody who didn't end up loving it. And as a sissy, you want to be the plaything of big, strong, masculine tops, right? And they're going to want to use that pretty girl hole of yours.

Also agree with Oxdude that you might want to consider Teeny Weenie, which has a lot of nipple play. It does involve penis play too but only when you're soft. So it's more like rubbing your clit and the orgasms from nipple and weenie play are very female orgasms, you build gradually and you can have them again and again. Plus your cock and balls shrink so again, more girl like without being a girl.

I'm not sure how the lesbian thing would work, there are certainly women who are into sissy boys but if you want to deemphasize your boy clit, I'm not sure what you'd do with them. Seems to me that being gay is right for a sissy boy like you. Only real men get to use women and prancing, effeminate sissy boys.

By the way, I've found that interests can change pretty radically with hypnosis so while you'll probably get the quickest effects building on your existing desires, whether overt or hidden, you will find that your desires change as you listen to the files, molding you in ways you didn't think possible. For example, I always wanted a girl's body -- just the body. I didn't want to act fem and I didn't have a desire to crossdress, when I tried it was like "Uh, OK" and it didn't do anything for me. Then I listened to Curse Stroke Sissy. I'm not mentioning it to recommend it -- it's pretty extreme since it makes you dress full time -- but Stroke Sissy had me acting fem and wanting to dress in no time. It was all I could do to stop before it made me dress full time. So I think that's an example of how a file can not only enhance what you already want but change what you want.

Not that you necessarily want or need to change -- being a femboi who doesn't touch her little clit actually sounds like a pretty good plan to me, particularly if you listen to something that leaves the useless organ limp -- just pointing out that the files will change you, so you have that option if you want.

Also, I've found that files lead into one another. As they change you, they lead you in related directions, like feminization files getting me interested in cocksucking which led to me listening to Curse Forced Gay. I'm a very different sissy now than I was when I started out. And sometimes that can take you in a more practical direction. I don't know that any of these changes are intrinsically better or worse, but some are more *practical,* e.g., for me, turning gay was a lot more practical than getting SRS. And the more practical a suggestion is in terms both of real life and your sex life the more likely it is to stick.

[Lucaseq]

Well, I think that I'll give anal at least one more chance then. So, are there any files you would recommend? Teeny weenie seems to be a must (at least I see that it's considered to be a great file) and Vive's Feminine Conditioning seems really interesting too, but what else? Curse castration maybe? I know there's plenty of files, but what would you choose if you were me and had to pick it?

BTW Alien4420, you seem to really understand what I'm into :lol:

[Alien4420]

[OxyFemboi]

One comment on anal: to make it painless, all you need to do is concentrate on pushing out when someone is trying to enter you from the rear. It's counter-intuitive, but it's true. Your body relaxes your anal sphincter (yes, there are about fifty other ones; "sphincter" is a medical description of a type of muscle) when you are trying to push out a big one while you're sitting on the toilet. If you try to resist, it's painful. If you try to push, it's painless.

[Lucaseq]

After listening to some of the files mentioned above, I've made my list (prioritized in this order):
Feminine Conditioning- it's really interesting file, makes me feminine in the way I want it to;
Curse of Teeny Weenie- tiny cock definitely isn't really masculine, also the file itself is really addictive. Not to mention playful nipples;
Sarnoga's Sissy Boy Training series- I'm not sure if I'm gonna use all of the files, but some of them are very interesting, this one with panties for example. Although I'm not really into wearing them, the rest of the file is great. So, maybe soon I'll have to buy a pair of panties for myself...
G-File;
Sarnoga's Teenage Bitch Boy- I'm still trying to decide whether I should use them or not.

Also, a funny fact. After listening to teeny weeny for two times, I could actually feel a difference- instead of trying to stay semi-erect all the time, my penis seemed to stay flaccid most of the time. I won't have much time to listen to the files in the upcoming week, but after then, I'll start to listen to them on a daily basis.

On the other side, I still need a nice file that would encourage me into anal and maybe discourage me from touching my boystick.

:D

[Alien4420]

I think you have to be careful since touching your boy stick is part of Teeny Weenie. You don't want to introduce conflicts between files since conflicts will weaken the effects of the files.

Truth is, after five or six months of listening on and off to Tweeny Weenie I'm losing the inclination to touch my own boy stick. I don't know why, maybe because it's so tiny and useless and limp. I can still get weenie orgasms but now it's like I'll go all day without the urge to do so, even though I'm constantly obsessed with sex and even leaking cum.

Otherwise, I'd focus first on TW and feminine condition and add other files as you have the time and inclination. If you listen to too much at once you'll overload and some of the files won't sink in. Also if you're short on time you want to give priority to your primary files. I think you can always leave sissy boy, boy bitch, g file, and the others for when you're curious and have a spare moment. Also once TW is in it has suggestions so that any sarnoga file will make you shrink.

BTW, what you've noticed about being less hard right away seems to happen to everyone. It's one of the cool things about the file, you start seeing effects almost immediately, even though some of them are just that you aren't getting as hard anymore. But you're in for an exciting ride, in fact, it wouldn't be so bad just to focus on Tweeny Weenie for five weeks because that's when the most rapid shrinkage occurs.

[OxyFemboi]

[Lucaseq]

Thanks a lot.
As I've said before, I won't have much time in the upcoming week, but right after then I'll start my trip. I'll keep you updated on my progress.

[Alien4420]

[OxyFemboi]