by Alien4420 » May 7th, 2014, 10:21 am
It has a lot of suggestions to trap you. First, it tells you that the file is a curse and is irreversible and can't be undone. It also forces you to keep listening regularly and says the file is addictive. It tells you that whenever you try to escape, you'll find yourself compelled to listen to Curse Forced Gay again and again until all you can think about is being gay. And it tells you you aren't good enough for a woman anymore, that you won't be able to get hard and if you try to have sex with your girlfriend you'll go soft and be humiliated.
Well some guys have listened for a bit until they were gay and then used Curse Forced Straight to turn back but after you've listened for a few months, forget it. I tried and the best I could do is be straight for a day, I'd get off on women and then the next day I'd find CFG had kicked in and i couldn't get hard. Or I would suddenly find myself downloading the file and listening to it again and I couldn't stop myself. I'd try not listening and letting it wear off and it would seem to be getting weaker and then as soon as women started making me horny I'd find myself putting my headphones on and listening again. So eventually I just felt like I wanted to give in completely and accept that it was a done deal.
I know of only one guy who's been able to escape after listening for a long time. He struggled for many years, he had the hardest time of any of us with giving up women because I think of the suggestion about feeling bad about not being able to have sex with them, and eventually he got desperate and ended up bi. Also another guy who reversed it with Forced Straight early on said he ended up bi rather than straight, and someone else never turned completely gay, he was still screwing his wife and he ended up bi. But I wouldn't count on that, at least one guy has had to leave his wife -- and she was actually the one who made him listen to it in the first place!
I think editing out that suggestion about feeling bad about women may have left me more trapped because now I feel great about being gay, rather than having to fight all the time. But when I talk about it I start feeling like I have to listen to that version again, so I'd better stop. :-)