by CalMark » April 7th, 2014, 8:19 am
You guys made me feel better too. rugbyjockca and xavious are brilliant.
Even before I discovered hypnotism in the site., I was engaging in some fantasy, self-delusion, dreaming, and yes - some acting - to move myself toward who I am now. I hope it continues. It's fun, it's a turn on, and I feel like I'm simply becoming more comfortable being myself.
As for being vapid and narcissistic, those words are music to my ears! :lol:
And oxdude, even if you had said, "fuck you you little shit!", I probably would've just laughed. lol. I know I've got a mean streak and some asshole tendencies. Like you, I try to use those as opportunities to improve my self-control. Sometimes I fail, though. But when I do, I try to just enjoy the moment. 8)