by oddboyx » October 30th, 2013, 6:25 am
Well, I started back at work in August. In September, I saw Mr. Daniel's had posted the Bunny Study in his Castle site. The Bunny Study was what really made me like Mr. Daniel's site ages ago. The thought of a new, updated one just sounded so good.
That evening, I found myself purchasing another 3 month membership. (Was a member from Feb to May before life interferred.) Within a day I was back in the Castle with access to everything there.
Within two weeks, I found myself slipping on hose and heels, and putting on lipstick to study his flash files every night. It just felt so right. (All hypnosis is self-hypnosis, right? So if you want to have fun, you should go along with the file.)
By October, I found myself giving up control over when I could orgasm. The files kept encouraging only orgasming with Mr. Daniel's permission. I went from daily orgasms to only orgasming when Mr. Daniel gives me permission. (Which currently is about once a week, but it's a little random, might be 8 days between, might be 4 days.) The orgasms just feel so much better now. I knew I had submissive tendancies, and well, Mr. Daniel is a fun online master.
Probably a good thing there's not an adult store with booths nearby. The flash studies have often left me feeling a need to serve and please others. If I had access to glory; I'd probably want to go there to much.
Yeah, I'm a wannabe slut. I was one before running into Mr. Daniel's files. Now, it just feels stronger. (Not that I'm complaining. I'm 29 now, didn't actually try contact with another until 27. I've got lost time to make up for!)
Maybe I should just start a journal... this got long.