The forced gay success thread...

[AlanH26]

[rigsby]

[avalon69]

[little_n]

I have been listening to CFG for about a week or so every night. My wife is away so i do it just befoee i go to sleep. I always feel very tired and relaxed and nod off easily. I do not get hard thinking of women any more. Ir jus doen't happen, but men... thats another story!

A bit about me; we are a cuckoldi g couple, at my instigation. I have always had crossdressing tendencies, particularly for ladies knee boots for some reason. But while a sissy at heart, definitely not gay, never been with a man. A ral man. Now, i am looking for it. I want to be all femmy and submissive for an older guy. Someone to teach me to be the sissy i am meant to be.

Last week i de ided to test my raction to various pictures of men and women. The womed were dressed in various different outfits as weee the men. I noticed what rhe women weee wearing, thinking how it would look on me, how they did their makeup, if I liked their boots and so on. But no arousal. For the men, i have no idea what they were wearing, i saw past their clothes, aaw their manhood and muscles and ot immediate arousal. I went back to the women and lost it.

My advice is only listen to this file if you arw sure you want it. As for me I am looking ror an older guy in Hampshire, UK, if you know one... ;0

[AlanH26]

How interesting that so many of you lovely men are able to see how much better it is to be gay. :twisted:

[rigsby]

[AlanH26]

It is bewildering, Rigsby. It's amazing how you start off believing that it's all a bit of a joke and that it can't really work and then Wham! you suddenly realise that you're only into men. Even now, there's a part of me that still can't believe it. I love it though and wouldn't change a thing.

One thing that I've noticed with some of you turnees, is that you become camp. I'm not sure why this is since the file doesn't really suggest that. It happened to me too and I absolutely live being a complete Queen. I just don't know why that happened. It's like CFG latched on to my feminine side and unleashed my inner Princess and certainly any relationship I've had with a man, I've been the 'girlfriend'.

[hypnoslave85]

Oh my God I do not know what came over me yesterday but I ended up ordering a dildo off of amazon on an impulse then afterwards I kept thinking why did I do that I should cancel it but each time I went to my orders to cancel it I could not bring myself to do so.

It arrived in the post this morning and as soon as I held it held it in my hands I became instantly hard, harder than ever before, thoughts a long the lines of I love cock, I want cock, I need cock, I need this inside me so badly other and other again went through my head. I had fight the urge to use it right away as I have other things I need to do today and just know if I gave in, I would not leave my room at all.

I can no longer get hard for women any more they don't have a cock and their breasts are just nice bumps.

I think its safe to say that CFG is really kicking in now.

[foxbarking]

Well before you go out to day, you should hold the dildo again and see how hard you get with it in your hand :) If you can resist using it, just imagine how hard with anticipation you will be all day...

[AlanH26]

[rigsby]

[JoyofSub]

[avalon69]

OMG super quick emergency update!!! it's saturday night an I'm out with the girls from my office.. they just said i've been hanging my wrists lately. I don't know how to take this :-s

[JoyofSub]

[Ryan83]

[AlanH26]

I think we all know the answer to that Ryan. You've struggled more than most haven't you but it'll come.

[Alien4420]

[rigsby]

[JoyofSub]

[Ryan83]

Really considering trying to reverse this. Pretty sick of all of it.

[rigsby]

[Ryan83]

The fact that this is not who I am. Anything other than my default position is not ok with me. No one will convince me otherwise.

Edit: And now I'm going to go listen again. :(

[rigsby]

[Dave564]

Alan and Rigsby,

I guess this is kind of an interesting point, I've been told by quite a few people that they consider me to be camp. I never planned or really understood why it happened, I didn't notice the change either so sometimes it's really hard to make sense of. Some of my friends and family who no longer speak to me (my brother for example) insist that they never had a problem with my homosexuality but always had difficulty adjusting to my "new" personality and lifestyle.

I think meeting my boyfriend was probably the most likely cause of it as he encouraged me to start experimenting with new clothes and exploring different genres of music, maybe this stuff subconsciously adjusted me I don't know - its hard to say because I never really felt a change - it was always just so normal to me.

I suppose changing sexuality is an enormous alteration of your life - once you go through that changes in personality, mannerisms, clothes, interests etc all seem like no big deal

[Ryan83]

See, I WANT all those changes (clothes, personality, mannerisms, etc.) but so far it hasn't happened at all.

[AlanH26]

[AlanH26]

[danny1988]

[legeth]

[Ryan83]

[danny1988]

[Dave564]

Alan,

Hello Hun! Yeah I don't really get to come online as often as I like, but I absolutely have no regrets - I've never been happier. Of course things haven't always been perfect (nothing ever is right?) and 5 years ago if I could have looked into a crystal ball and seen myself today I probably would have been terrified, but I'm happy with the new me.

Looking back I would have handled things a bit differently, I wish I didn't lose contact with so many friends and family, and coming out on Facebook probably wasn't a great idea.


Ryan,

Those changes are never going to come from listening to that file, and if you WANT those changes already then there should be nothing stopping you from having them already.

[rigsby]

Dave,

Thanks for coming back to visit this thread. It's encouraging for newbies like me to see that there is life after the file. (Not that I'm unhappy; it's just that I was all but certain that one silly audio file could never bring about such an enormous change.)

[Ryan83]

...Or maybe I'll keep listening and try to give up all resistance. Maybe I've gone too far to stop now. I feel like I've never been able to fully accept it before. We'll see.

[Dave564]

Rigsby, thanks very much - I hope to be on here more often in the future, I find it hard to believe this thread has gone on for as long as it has - I'm flattered people even remember me.

Ryan, I was referring to the camo / personality changes in my last post.

[Ryan83]

^^Oh, I know. I was jumping back to talking about just the gay part again.

So I came out to a friend last night and then immediately sent her another message this morning and took it all back and said I wasn't sure.

I have to find a tist to undo this. I can't take this anymore.

[AlanH26]

[Dave564]

Ryan, I think that's really good advice from Alan. I actually did a very similar thing with my own sister years ago.

Out of interest do you have any friends - male or female that have any interest in the clothes, music or stereotypically gay interests you've thought about beyond the contents of the file?

[rigsby]

This may be the wrong thread in which to bring this topic up, but I never understood "coming out" before I was changed, and I still don't.

If someone asks me whether I'm gay, of course I'll tell them the truth (which is yes). And if a particular person has a reason to know, I'll tell them as well. But the idea of broadcasting it makes no sense to me whatsoever. Why annoy and alienate people by getting in their faces when they really don't care about your orientation at all?

[Dave564]

Rigsby, you would have hated my "coming out"it was about as outrageous as it could get - looking back I do regret it.

[Ryan83]

[Tangy]

[Dave564]

Ryan,

I understand.

[Ryan83]

So, I talked to a professional hypnotist tonight and she made a really good point (that I know has been made here before, too)- she said that my subconscious would reject any suggestions I didn't want, so even if someone told me to be gay, it wouldn't work unless, on some level, that's what I wanted.

So, that made me feel a bit better. Then we did a session- my first professional hypnosis session. And it was amazing. And she made suggestions for me to be feminine and also made suggestions for me to find men even more attractive and afterward I was feeling pretty ok about it. I was telling her that I really wanted a boyfriend and how much I want to have sex with a guy. Right now I don't regret doing that session, and I might be feeling a little better about things. That could change, but I'm feeling a bit more positive at the moment.

[ftslave67]

Rigsby, I think it's partly political--to want to be seen & counted, to have people know that someone they know is gay. That gay people are not just "those people" as defined by the media--you know the stereotypes, I'm sure. I would agree with you, except that gay people have nowhere near equal rights in this country and the default assumption is that you are "straight". That being said, it still has to be a choice.

[Tangy]

[rigsby]

ftslave, gay rights have progressed amazingly far in recent history. Keep in mind that 50 years ago a man could actually lose his job for revealing a gay preference. In addition, so many public figures have come out recently that the stereotype you refer to is losing its grip. (Of course, coming out for a public figure means something very different than it does for an ordinary person.)

Tangy, I'm sure that plenty of gay men have absolutely zero interest in being women.

[Dave564]

I find it amazing just how frequently people assume (maybe because of how I dress or talk?) that I want to become a woman - so wrong.

[ftslave67]

Rigsby, depending on where you are (most places in the US, actually), you can still lose your job for being gay. My state, for example, has "at-will" employment, so they can fire you for any reason or no reason at all. If you are a member of a protected class, such as a minority or over-40, you can sue, but you would have to prove discrimination. Sexual minorities are not a protected class under the law.

I don't consider it a preference, but an orientation, BTW.

Another reason is that some people want to be open and not have to watch what they say all the time.

[rigsby]