by rugbyjockca » July 19th, 2013, 4:33 pm
Sorry dude. I didn't mean to upset you so much. Seriously. I can be a sensitive person, too.
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To explain myself, I want this forum to be a place where dudes into the jock fetish can feel safe and supported. It's one of the few places on the internet where I can talk about my deepest and darkest fantasies, some of which are pretty horrible if you think about it for 2 seconds.
There IS a self-destructive streak in wanting to be dumbed down, and it flies in the face of all of the well-meaning loved ones who've been waiting my whole life for me to realize my potential. I'm a smart, kind (really!) guy, so why am I still floundering? Shouldn't I be a successful doctor by now? There's a lot of pressure from people I love for me to be different than who I want to be, and this fantasy is one of the ways I have to escape that pressure even for a few minutes.
Even innocent questions can sound like accusations or like the well-meaning questions from friends and family, and just add to the pressure that I'm trying to escape by coming here.
So, I AM sorry that I came off as aggressive as I did. As much as I love the idea of jock transformation, I don't want to ever be the jock bully. I hope you feel better soon.