The forced gay success thread...

[Alien4420]

[Ryan83]

@samhash- That's really hard to say because everyone's different and I don't know if I started straight and became gay (or bi...I guess...but I'm not even sure of that) or if I was always this way but it was suppressed. All I know is, I have finally started (keyword there being 'started') to come around to mens' bodies (other than the cock which is the most amazing thing on planet fucking Earth...I already came around to that a long time ago) but I am losing a LOT of my resistance. Years and years of "I love this...no wait, I hate it...I love it...I hate it..." have turned into "I am going to a strip club and I can't wait to have guys rubbing all over me OMG CAN WE GO TODAY?!" There's still a part of me that wonders if this is wrong, but it's not nearly as bad as it used to be.

@Alien- Put it this way- I don't remember ever, UNCONSCIOUSLY, having the occasional limp wrist. It just hit me last week or the week before- what the fuck did I just do? I couldn't believe it. And then sometimes I will put my hand on my chest in a very feminine way, like when a woman says, "Oh, I am SO sorry to hear that" and then puts their hand to their chest. Totally, completely without thinking, just did it. I don't remember that happening before. And I could have sworn I was swinging my hip while walking the other day but I'm not sure if I'm just misremembering.

I will say, I don't feel the least bit submissive, I don't feel like a sissy, but I definitely am starting to see these feminine traits popping up. It's either CSS or it's Curse Feminine Mannerisms, but I only did that one once or twice about a month ago and haven't even thought of them since, whereas I've been actively listening to CSS. So...I don't know. Now it's just this incredibly difficult choice, night to night, whether I listen to CSS or CFG. Since I have tomorrow off, I might do both (plus Curse Susceptible is now an absolute must prior).

[Alien4420]

I had another one of those moments of doubt this morning, convinced myself that this was all nuts, it didn't make sense, etc. And then, an hour later, I realized I was going to listen to Train Susceptible and Forced Gay again. As if it wasn't already obvious that I'm not going to get out of this! So I'm back to focusing on making the process complete so I can be free to enjoy it. Every time I am, I feel happy and contented, and when I fight it, I just feel anxious and frustrated. I have to remind myself of that.

On the positive side, I'm finding that the same discipline I'm learning to keep my critical mind/superego at bay in trance can be applied when I'm awake with similar effect.

[Ryan83]

I made plans tonight with my friend to go to a male strip club with her next weekend. It's done. This is happening. This time next week I will be sitting in a club while a naked man gyrates on my lap and in my face, his delicious, beautiful cock touching my body and making me wonder how I ever lived without it.

Tonight I listen to CFG to prepare. And over the next week. I'll report back on how it goes.

[jacktag]

I'm a 29 year old straight guy, but I find the idea of suddenly being turned gay and trapped that way permanently extremely arousing. Like discovering that as hot as women get me now, guys suddenly get me - both physically md emotionally - and knowing I can't change back, having to totally change my lifestyle. But frankly, I don't believe these mp3s can really do that. I tried listening to CFG a few times and just got bored.

[AlanH26]

[jacktag]

Can you tell me more about how it caught you? I just find listening to the file pretty dull and end up thinking about other things. I just have a hard time imagining that this could ever trap me. That I'd one day look at my girlfriend and find her unappealing while wanting a guy to put his dick in me.

[AlanH26]

Well I just kept at it and after a few weeks I noticed little changes. Things like staring at a guy's crotch when I was out or noticing his big arms. It was weird at first but the excitement of the change took over and my mind would soon wander and think about what it would be like to kiss another man.

I found that once I'd accepted that there were parts of men that I liked, I started to notice other parts: his lips, his thighs, his ass. More and more I'd fantasise about being with a man and I soon found that I couldn't see women in the same way. I knew they looked good but the thought of what was underneath the clothes was a total turn off. But, I found myself getting on with women better generally. And for some reason that I've still to fathom to this day, I started to feel and act camper. Before long I realised that I was only ever fantasising about men and had no sexual desires towards women at all. The realisation that I'd turned completely gay was one of the most liberating moments of my life. I wouldn't swap back for all the money in the world.

What I would say is that if you've got a gf, you should be careful. I had one when I first listened to the file. When you get to the stage where you can only perform when you're thinking about men, it's a worry. And then soon enough even that's not enough. If you keep listening to the file, and let it in, you won't have a gf in a few months' time. Or at least not in the same way. She might be a girl, girlfriend but she won't be your lover.

[jacktag]

That's incredibly hot, but I still really doubt it could happen to me.

Did you ever try to fight the hypnosis and regain your heterosexuality?

[AlanH26]

Honestly, no. Once I realised that I liked men and I was becoming gay I found that I wanted to keep going. I loved the change because it made me feel like a totally new person. I was no longer a man who wanted a girlfriend then a wife and kids. I was a complete Queen who loved looking at men and who now would love to be a wife to a lovely man. The change was nerve wracking and exciting at the same time. And coming out to some girlfriends is still the most exciting and liberating thing I've done.

I know you say that it couldn't possibly happen to you but many have said that before and have turned to gaydom. I was a bit sceptical myself but here I am now. As gay as gay can be!

[jacktag]

And this all happened in a few months? Did you have to do anything to get yourself into trance?

How did it go the first time you did anything with a guy?

[jacktag]

This is all really hot, btw. I'm definitely going to listen - but I don't honestly expect anything to happen.

[AlanH26]

Well it's good to try new things hun... Don't expect changes straight away. It might be a few weeks but if you read Dave's story when he started this whole thread years ago, you'll discover that after a few months he was living with his new boyfriend and was really happy. That can be you too!

Just keep us posted :)

[jacktag]

I will. And I hope it works. I really think the hottest thing ever would be to realize one morning that I had turned myself gay and could never go back. I'll keep you updated. I'll listen once tonight. I really don't expect much though.

[sr5]

Hi, 30 y.o. male here. I guess unlike most of the guys listening to this file, I've actually had gay sex and would describe myself as bi, though my sexuality is fairly confused and confusing, which is maybe part of the reason i'm listening to it, to unconfuse it. The idea of having my sexuality changed like that also turns me on.

[jacktag]

Listened last night. Still nothing. Argh.

[AlanH26]

It'll take a bit of time Jack. Just give it some time.

[Imperiator]

[jacktag]

Ok. I'll keep at it. I may hate myself foe this one day - by I'm too tempted to see of this could really work.

I think it would be interesting to hear accounts of guys first gay experiences after listening for a while.

[Korusi]

You should really keep a journal and mark it by day. This way you can keep track of the effects yourself.

[jacktag]

That's a good idea. I started listening to this Blank to see if it would help. So far still nothing.

[danny1988]

[Imperiator]

[jacktag]

[JoyofSub]

[sr5]

[danny1988]

[hypnoslave85]

WOW I JUST LISTENED TO:

TRAIN SUSCEPTABLE

BLANK

CURSE FORCED GAY

ONE AFTER THE OTHER AND WENT DEEPER THAN EVER BEFORE I HAVE NEVER FELT SO GOOD, RELAXED, REFRESHED AND JUST WOW.

DECIDED TO USE TRAIN SUSCEPTABLE AND BLANK BEFORE CFG BECAUSE ALTHOUGH I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO CFG ON AND OFF FOR A FEW YEARS NOW AND I HAVE HAD SOME LUCK WITH IT, IT NEVER TOOK FULL EFFECT, I AM TIRED OF TRYING TO GOING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN WANTING IT TO WORK AND HOPING IT WOULD NOT ONLY TO BE DRAGGED BACK TO THE FILE.

I CANT WAIT FINALLY BE 100% GAY

[Korusi]

[Alien4420]

[Alien4420]

[ikilledthehobo]

So, I posted a little while ago, talking about the effects of the file and whether or not it's working. Well, two days ago I listened to it on loop for like 4 times total, and yesterday and I had an urge that seemed completely natural; to meet a guy on Craigslist, like, immediately. I was emailing two guys, but they both backed out, which was a major bummer. I was completely ready to meet up with them and see where things went. So I listened 2 more times yesterday, and already once today. I think the file is finally taking a real hold on me, and I love it :D

[JoyofSub]

[ikilledthehobo]

I actully only used train susceptible once, and I havent been listening daily. But I have been listening multiple times a day for the past week. Just today, I've listened 5 times already. I've just finally accepted that I will be happier if I am honest with myself. And to be honest, I'm like really craving cock. I'm ready to go. I've come out to one of my friends. Now, to find a man. I will keep listening, and will update about my search lol.

[Alien4420]

[rigsby]

This little experiment I'm running with CFG might be giving me a way to improve my gay-dar.

First, some background: a few years ago, one of my bros taught me a trick about talking to women in whom I might be interested. The trick is to (inconspicuously!) think about what it would be like to have sex with her, and think about it at the same time you're interacting with her at that first meeting. If the attraction is mutual, she'll flirt; if not, she'll be distant (but probably still polite). This trick actually works fairly well, and it doesn't require any risky behavior.

The other day, when I was out with friends in a busy area, I found myself people-watching, as I usually do, and that's when it hit me. I caught myself, for the first time ever, looking at a random guy going by and thinking what it might be like to have sex with him. Now, I'm no stranger to gay dates, but in the past I had always set them up online; this was the first time I ever looked at a completely unknown dude in that context. The few, rare guys who did anything for me were always people I already knew something about.

So I got to thinking that, if I applied this trick to guys I spoke with as well as girls, it might be an effective way to identify how 'available' they are. I'm going to have to try it some time soon.

[danny1988]

[JoyofSub]

[Alien4420]

[samhash]

This file worked really well on me. I was able to relax and drift off with no issue at all, very relaxing to listen to. I don't remember much about the file at all, but i feel good about it. I have not followed it up with a trance file yet, but just thought i would share my experience so far.

[ikilledthehobo]

Back for another update. I've been listening regularly for the past few days again, and things feel completely different. I've been speaking to a very nice man on craigslist who is willing to get together and just sit down and chat, see if anything clicks, and we can go from there. He's very busy, so not sure when we will meet. But I'm very excited!

[rigsby]

[Alien4420]

In my experience and that of at least one other person here, loss of interest in women seems to be one of the slowest parts of CFG. Though in my case I never wanted it so tended to reject the suggestion. Sometimes even now I notice a perverse effect -- I'll listen to the file and then find myself hornier for women. But it doesn't last more than a day at most, and then if I try anything, I'll start to go too limp and just end up frustrated.

[JamesW]

listening to this file on and off for a few years now. definitely a yo-yo effect. havent got up the courage to meet with any real guys but did get the irresistable urge to order a couple of really life-like dildos. I am a bit obsessed with them now. definitely not something i would have done without the file

[avalon69]

I've been listening to the fille for about 6 weeks, I think I'm turning now... I'm starting to love men's big hard bodies, I'm not so much loving soft titties anymore :-) x

[rigsby]

I can't believe there have been so many changes in less than a week, but they all arrived pretty much at once at caught me completely off guard:

1. As of my last post on this thread, gay porn didn't arouse me; I just felt neutral about it. Now it actually turns me on. And of course, thinking about men's cocks when I masturbate is now the fastest way to get me to come.

2. When I'm out among crowds or at home watching TV, I find myself admiring various men much more often than I ever did before.

3. Freakiest of all: Occasionally I get a random thought in my head about stopping this or undoing it, and when that happens, my anxiety level just skyrockets. (Not fun.) I've stepped in with my conscious mind, telling myself just to ride out the changes, and when I do, I'm completely relaxed again.

As I said before, I've accepted the gay aspect of my sexuality for years, but it was never very strong. I honestly thought that there was no possible way to strengthen it, but clearly there was. Trippy, but very very cool.

[AlanH26]

[Ryan83]

I'm pretty sure I'm about to come out to my first friend as officially gay. I've said "I might be gay" or "I think I'm bi" but never "I'm gay. I'm sure this time." But...I'm pretty damn sure at this point and I don't WANT to go back, which is amazing.

If she's online right now and responds to my message then I will probably tell her. If not then I may or may not change my mind later.

[AlanH26]

[rigsby]

Don't forget to tell your friends that you're the same guy in every other way. Because it's the truth.