by jan » January 23rd, 2012, 9:03 pm
Goodness pennyT, what a mind-boggling adventure! I don't have your kind of courage. I'm still dealing with my reactions to the LMS files. I have been quite shocked at the conclusions they are driving me towards.
Denial is a fascinating phenomenon, as it cuts off thoughts before they can form, and blocks the natural subsequent thoughts which would have ocurred without that cutoff. This leaves you not really allowing yourself to have the thoughts you would have, and blocks you from seeing your own nature.
Due to how dependent others are on me, I may have to choose the "Denial Door", but the LMS files are not allowing that to be a comfortable choice. Its hard to put the toothpaste back in the tube.
I would love to hear Godess Gracie's files, and no doubt will when they become free - but I might have to resist listening to them a lot!
Good luck, pennyT, and please report on more of your adventurs back here!