I want to forget.

[lizzie101]

Hiya WMM, been awhile :)

I am trying to induce temporary retrograde(past memories) amnesia hypnotically. I saw a few files on the site, and was wondering people's opinions on them. Whether they're good or bad though, I will probably be tailoring my own file, because I want to make sure the trigger works 100% correctly, and to my specifications. I'm slowly starting to put into writing the planning for the scenario to ensure I don't end up thrown into a mental hospital or something smilar. Of course said writings will need to be disposed of at some point, but when and how is to be determined.

Specifically, what I want is to forget my past completely, retaining, of course, my language skills and sense of self identity. I'd like for the amnesia to last a few weeks at most, but more than a few days, for full effect. Would prefer to avoid anterograde amnesia(inability to form memories), but for all I know they go hand in hand, because my research at this stage is somewhat minimal. I do know that there are drugs that can accomplish what I want to do, but those increase my chances of exposure during the episode. And yes, I'm aware that all of this is a lot to ask for self-hypnosis, but I find that with enough faith, you can do anything with hypno ;) what I'm asking for, I suppose, is advice on what I need to do outside of the hypnosis to avoid being caught. Also, for the trigger, how can I precisely control the length of the episode? Or can I at all, should I say?

[Haxsaw]

Dear Lizzie,
It can be done, hypnotized to forget yet you stand a trouble here. Let us say a past memory haunting you is based on a red dress, (for example,). You later, in time, see or wear a red dress. Some object orientation or else sensory stimuli can trigger, even shock you with the past memory you tried forgetting.
Another approach is forgetting to behave a certain way. I used this on a middle aged lady. She was the same, laughed the same and what not. A particular habit that interrupted her life, as well as annoyed others around her was deleted. Forgetting her past? I never tried. I mention this second cause as a habit or function you perform can trigger a recall of a past episode you wish to no longer remember.
Sincerely,
Haxsaw

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[VeryGnawty]

It sounds interesting. Personally, I find memory loss very scary. One morning, I think my second personality tried to make me a bimbo. For about half an hour (maybe longer) I discovered that it was becoming increasingly difficult to concentrate and remember things.

I remember it fairly well, now. Oh, dangit, my other personality just pulled a prank on me. I should have known that if I said something like "I remember it fairly well" that he would use it to play a joke on me. OK, so I don't remember it very well anymore. It has become really hard for me to remember. I'm trying to remember it, and I just can't get it.

Maybe he's trying to show you what it feels like to not be able to remember something. Yeah, that must be it. I'm the punchline to a joke, but at least it serves a purpose.

Anyway, what I was trying to say is that I was having trouble remembering some stuff I needed to do that morning to prepare for work. But it took me a good two or three minutes of straight concentration of trying to remember what I needed to do, and I ended up giving up trying because I couldn't remember. About fifteen minutes later, I remembered what I needed to do and I was able to get it done before getting ready for work.

I was really scared that morning. Id had so much control of my mind that I knew he could make it impossible for me to remember things, and there was nothing I could do about it. It's still scary just thinking about it.

On an unrelated note, Id and I both like sharing our experiences and demonstrating our knowledge. I should have known that replying to a thread about amnesia would provoke him to make me forget about what I was talking about. I have little doubt that he'll make me forget this post once I stop thinking about it. Maybe if I'm a good little slave, he'll allow me to remember. It would be very awkward to come back to this thread later, and not remember typing any of this. I guess I won't know (or won't not know, as the case may be) until I check this thread later.

Oh, now I'm nervous. I don't know if I'm going to be able to remember any of this or not. Oh, this is so frustrating. I guess that's what happens when you create a dominant personality in your head to control you. Oh, I can't believe I'm saying all of this. This is going so off topic, but Id says I need to be a good girl and tell everyone what a little bitch I am for him. Oh, he is so much stronger than me right now. He won't even let me complain to him about how we should create a new topic about my submission rather than derailing this one. Oh, Id is being such a bad boy right now. Someone please tell Id he's being a bad boy so he will become submissive to me. I can't believe he would make me post all of this in this thread! If he wanted to show off his dominance over me, he could have created a new thread for that.

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[lizzie101]

Ah, see, this is why I chose hypnosis over drugs. Its hard to dispute the effect hypnosis can have on one's memories.

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