Little Miss Squidgy

[lisacd20]

are the newer files permanantly pay files?

[qv]

[oraprog]

Oh, you're just a silly sissy, now aren't you? Talking about comic books and stuff, that's boy things. Real sissies don't bother with such icky things, that's for weird pimply faced fat boys.

Real sissies worry about making sure they're wearing panties, because that's what they have to do to make guys want them. Little Miss Squidgy hasn't been told yet, but there's so much more to making a guy want you than just wearing panties - you have to get rid of all that yucky body hair, make sure your makeup is just perfect, make sure you have the perfect slut red color of lipstick. You have to practice all of this, take care of your skin, find the perfect bra to match to your panties, get just the right pair of shoes - to do all of this so that guys will want you and want to have sex with you. Then you can have sex because Little Miss Squidgy can get hard with guys and she likes doing it.

That's why you're being silly wanting to actually have sex with a girl. There's so many things you have to deal with, you don't have time to deal with having sex with a girl. You need the girls to teach you about all these things that you've been missing out on.

Silly little sissy....

[qv]

[oraprog]

Hmm...well if you haven't listened to the files then you really don't know do you? One of the things Miss Squidgy files does is make you realize which you go fall - are you a Real Man or a mincing little sissy? It's a kind of test, Real Men might laugh at the recording. But sissies, even those who are hiding it will know inside what they are. And sissies don't have sex with women, even very manly women. It isn't about the sissy becoming gay, a sissy is a girl. She wants to impress the boys. Having sex with women would just be weird.

Now - if you haven't actually listened, then you should - find out which you go. Without listening, you just won't know and without knowing, you can't understand.

[bandler]

[WaterJAG]

I patiently anticipate when I can listen to the pay files.

[Fjm]

[qv]

[ihp]

[angelcraves]

Oraprog you have a great style of writing !

[qv]

Yeah, okay.
I did sort of deviate from my original point.
And to tell the truth it was all probably a result of latent frustration regarding society's tendency to overemphasize aspects of sexuality in life, because in places like this people assume that my assertion that I have no sexual urges or desires is just my mind burying my deep dark fantasies, waiting for someone to draw them into the light to be seen and glorified by all.
And in any case I have what seem to be deep-rooted psychological reasons for my unreasonable hatred for anything that would impede my sense of agency, so really I'm just being prejudiced to this and related concepts... and also why taking on responsibilities is so tortuous to me.
This is also unrelated. Damnit I talk too much.

So I'll just leave on the note that trolling was not my intent, and as such I resent what you are implying. To prove my intent, I will leave this thread and ne'er return.
Good day to you, sir, [thisisactualtrolling]and may your nipples stay erect forever and a day.[/thisisactualtrolling]

[oraprog]

[oraprog]

[sissywisconsin]

i listened to this yesterday and actually went out and bought panties and a slutty bra and pantie set in pink and black. I bought my wife a rabbit vibe because i keep failing in the use of my little thing. She is so frustrated when i fail so She deserves pleasure.

[Winterdream]

What qv said about being able to be a submissive little girl but hardcore lesbo etc.. real good read actually.I do like the files in general though, as they are what they are. Although the recent ones are way to expensive. Seriously.

[oraprog]

[sissywisconsin]

Thank you for the support! I actually wore pink panties to a baseball game and i know they showed each time i had to use the restroom. My heart was pounding but i did look at the real cocks next to me. Monday morning my wife wanted me and all i kept hearing was little Miss Squ... i got hard but once in Her i lasted less than a minute. It hurts hearing "Dammit!!" when i fail. I will try to figure things out but making real men happy seems right to me.

[sissywisconsin]

i just listened to it again and got about half way through i guess the 20 minute mark and had to pause it. i was getting my little thing rock hard at the thought of real men and i swear almost came in my panties with out touching. i had to stop it because in an effort to reassert my maleness i invited my wife to use the rabbit vibe i got her in an hour or so. After messing up in bed last time i thought i could fix things between us. I don't know how things will work out but i am so darn nervous.

[oraprog]

And shouldn't you be nervous? After all, you can't satisfy her, can you? I mean, you'd like to and all, but it just isn't going to happen. We all know that you'd like to assert your manliness, you just don't have the ability...so don't fight it. You like sex, we get that. But you know that no woman will ever want to have sex with you, so what's a poor little sissy to do?

Relax - there's an answer, you just have to keep listening to the files. Just keep listening, stay in sequence....you're find the resolution.

[Fjm]

[BecomingX]

I agree with Fjm, Don't confuse erotic 'fantasy' pleasures brought on by hypnosis with reality. It might seem really addictive and good right now but when you've lost your wife and life reality will kick back big time.

Be careful out there and don't disrespect and lose the good things you have unless prepared for the consequences.

ps. sorry for the downer

[oraprog]

So you're supporting suppression of who a person is to conform with society? Wow, that is a downer.

Even if he stops listening, there's still the sticky little issue that he has discovered who he really is. You can hide reality, but that doesn't chafe reality. If someone likes wearing panties, if he's unable to get hard with a woman, if he thinks about men and nearly comes in his panties...isn't the lie to try to go back and have sex with his wife? [/u]

[misterlastname58]

[sudo]

[sissywisconsin]

Thanks for the input. Well the way it worked out was we got into bed and i was nervous, not wanting to let Her down. I tried on a pair of black underwear tight with a zipper in front. She said i looked cute and asked what would happen if i got an erection with the zipper there. As i kissed her and worked my way down her back to her ass i actually got my little thing hard so i slipped out of the undies. My mind tried to focus on her moans of pleasure and i stayed hard. She took out her rabbit and figured out how it worked and she was moments away from Her big O and she slid me in. I lost it in less than 20 seconds and although she said something nice like it feels better with me in her i know She did not get there. Later we talked about her and the toy and i said that i wished she had gotten there with the toy and i was sorry that i could not last. It was not a nightmare but it surely did not give me any confidence. I honestly used to be able to go for 20 minutes or more. I do value my marriage and family but on the sex end i know my desire to please has to be realistic. I know my limitations. I also know my sissy side could lead to trouble. I feel sexiest when dressed and my heart beats like a drum imagining real men because i know they understand what i am best at.
sorry for the rambling but things are not simple. I know if it was just my wife and i and no kids we could be more open and work things out. My desires and fears do matter to her as hers do to me. Maybe getting her strap on back into the relationship could help but since sex is mostly in our minds i don't know. I will see where this goes. thanks again, warm wet kisses!

[ohyouknow]

I can empathise with your situation because I've had a similar experience with impotence fantasy and hypnosis. I had impotence induced via the emailslave file while I was in a relationship, and after two or three failures (or successes from the other point of view) that relationship broke up.

That was upsetting, and I felt bad about 'selfishly' disappointing my partner, but of course it was a turn-on too. I still haven't worked out which I want more, to be in a sexual relationship or to have induced impotence. In my case it wasn't possible to have both at the same time.

[BecomingX]

[Fjm]

[sissywisconsin]

Thanks for the understanding and well thought out replies. I have not listened to this file since Friday and being away from the computer doing family stuff shifted my focus a bit. My wife had a few drinks on an empty stomach and got a bit mean spirited. She asked me if i wanted to stay married to her. The question came from out of the blue. I said of course i do and i listed many of our joys and successes together. She apologized later but it made me even less secure in my male side. I am off to shower and shave down there and i may avoid panties for the day. I have a local Dom who is pursuing me and seems to understand my situation.

[oraprog]

[sissywisconsin]

Thank you Ora. I will try to focus on family rather than accepting my sissy side. I wish i could be two people at the same time. Strong hubby/daddy and pleasure giver enthusiastic sissy. I will see how this progresses.

[qv]

[oraprog]

[sissywisconsin]

Thank you Ora just an update i have not listened to this file in a while I did have about an hour to myself where i got to wear some of the stockings bra and panties i bought since the first time i listened. And i looked hot in the mirror. i have been avoiding the intimacy issue with the wife helped by it is her time of the month but i think tomorrow i may be called upon to try. I am still mixed up i guess. Stress at work and in the bedroom. Weird dreams of feeling inadequate. There are things i can do to compartmentalize my actions but my thoughts do return to reality. I had purchased some Viagara from overseas and it works but when i still lose the erection or squirt in a few seconds it just seems silly to try.

[jessicd]

Whether you believe it or not ora habits, traits, tendancies, fantasies desires are transcient.

We are adaptable beings and this website as a whole, and its varying influences are a testament to our propensity for change, intentional, inadvertent, unwilling and all the varying things inbetween.

Your posts are hot in kinda damning manipulative sense, but the idea that people simple are sissies in a similar sense as people simply have black hair is ludicrous

(not to mention you can buy hair dye!)

[oraprog]

Yes, but why would you want to buy black hair dye when we all know blonds are more fun. You can cover up the blond hair, but that won't make you have black hair, it just makes you hide what your true hair color is.

If you believe that being a sissy is transient...then you're obviously not one and you don't understand. True sissies are for life. if you discover it and you know - then it's real. For a real sissy, there isn't a choice to make, other than what color panties to wear and whether or not to wear matching lipstick.

You don't have to buy this - it doesn't change it, but thos who know, know.

[Sober]

[lisacd20]

[oraprog]

Well of course you can convince yourself to want to do more. You silly!

But what I'm saying is that when someone is a real sissy, they're always a sissy. It doesn't have to be nurtured, you don't have to listen to any loops to enforce it. If you are, then you are and you know.

You've just said that you aren't or at least that you're afraid to admit it. If you like being a sissy, but you're afraid to let go and do what you want, then maybe you're a real sissy, but you're just complying with what society wants.

Hey, I don't fault anyone for being afraid to let go. That's each person's choice, but I consider self denial to be the worst form of waste. But it IS your choice to deny having fun.

[Milkweed]

MsJ, you are a marvel!
I love the Little Miss Squidgy files, especially "Suck" but all that I have heard so far. I feel I owe you so much!
Thank you, thank you, thank you!

[nystul]

They are amazing, specially the first one, i really enjoyed them!

[sissywisconsin]

Ok a quick update. i have not listened to these files in over a month. i did have a decent episode with my wife 2 Sundays ago. She rolled over and offered me her breast and i did my best to get hard. it worked out that she waited until she was there at the edge and then stuck me in. i lasted about 22 seconds but She seemed happy. Since then i find myself still visiting Sissy blogs and admiring real sized cocks online. i actually did respond to a Craig s list posting and have correspond with someone who is demanding more than i can offer right now. This past sunday for some reason i shaved the area around my nipples. Now i look kind of silly and i undress with my back to my wife. I had a lesbian friend in front of my wife tell me i would be surprised at how hot i would look dressed as a girl. It was part of a discussion about a gay club they go to but i tried to ignore it. i have been very aware of the fact that these files can affect changes within certain people. i just can't wreck my life to serve Men who understand my weaknesses and cravings. I am still wearing panties and women make me a bit nervous.

[iamli3]

[quote="ihp"][quote="qv"]And this file assumes too much and restricts too much.[/quote]

It's sad that something you don't like makes you so angry.
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So, if you don't like it, why spend so much time wasting our forums?


[/quote]

god i hate fucking morons......

[sissywisconsin]

Just an update..it is weird that i feel relief now that my wife has started her period today. Avoiding intimacy was never part of my plan but it seems easier than accepting my shortcomings. i have not listened to these files in a long time but they still echo loudly in my mind. i have 7 days worth of panties and i feel secure when my little thing is tucked safely in them. I know my wife is pissed that i have not initiated things but she still says she loves me. i am more interested in Her dusting off our strap on than squirting if that makes sense. Be careful with these files.

[ihp]

[lisacd20]

you have to relax and take things with a grain of salt, really... do you have and proof its real even?

[oraprog]

[Fjm]

[BecomingX]

oraprog wrote:

'And of course - there is no file on here that I'm aware of called "reclaim your masculinity" that would help build these new patterns. I'm not a scripter, perhaps someone else could take that?'

... well... there is a file I made that might help anyone who wants to reclaim their masculinity. No guaranteed results. If you want the file to work you have to go cold turkey and not listen to any other feminization files or it's going to be pretty useless.

Link below

http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/4782/Unwipe---Maleness-reaffirmed.php