Tell me your story of decent into Sissy-hood

[Dan987654321]

I wanna hear details of how you turned into a sissy/became feminized. Probably gonna hear a lot of stories about cursestrokesissy i bet... The more detailed the better :twisted:

[iamli3]

at first i was gay but then i was gay*
(lol couldn't resist)

[oddboyx]

[jcdps]

I am very masculine and I stumbled across these for fun. I'm married now and I keep it all a secret.

At first I just listened to files that made me want to wear panties and I do that sometimes now. I can do that in front of my wife occasionally but that's it.

Then I started dressing up to masterbate. I wear lingerie that I bought "for my wife" ;) (and me) I do this when I come home from lunch or get to work late after she leaves. Sometimes I eat my own cum. It's been going in phases but seem to be doing it more now.

But now I really want to suck a cock so bad and I don't know where to find it :(.

Thinking about dressing up to try to pass as a girl. Would be hard to sneak a wig into the house. I'm not sure how to do it. I'm in good enough shape but my shoulders are kinda big for a girl. Also bigger hands. Thinking about long gloves, tall socks, skirt. I tried makeup once but it was a disaster and I aborted.

I can't really say which files. I've listened to many of them once or twice. Haven't really stuck with one for a long time.

[Janis_en_femme]

I was just goofing around and listening of a few of this. I thought they would have no effect on me.
Boy, was I wrong.

[Liann]

[Alien4420]

I first noticed sissy tendencies as a teen. For me, it was entirely sexual, I had no desire to be a woman and I didn't behave effeminately. And I wasn't attracted to men. I just wanted a woman's body, it turned me on! There's a name for that, I forget what it is, but it's similar to fetishistic transvestitism, only it involves the body rather than clothes.

Anyway, since I wanted breasts, I eventually stole some of my mom's estrogen and started taking it. I started looking like a girl and got up to about a B cup. I think I was about 16 at that point. At that point, the locker room seemed to embarrassing so I stopped going to gym, which got me suspended -- I had to get a note from a psychiatrist saying I had a gym phobia, LOL.

Anyway, I started to get somewhat freaked out, it was all starting to be too much, so I stopped taking the hormones. In the ensuing years, I'd fool around with them, going on, then off. At one point, I toyed seriously with getting a sex change, even saw a sexologist about it, but decided that since I wasn't really TS the social liabilities weren't worth it. Eventually, I discovered some hypnosis sites, but through a process too lengthy to describe instead of ending up a sissy I ended up gay.

[RobynCd39]

I started wearing feminine things way before puberty...age six or seven..one of my older sisters panties and panty hose. I really only remember it because of her(she is ten years older than me) pointing it out to her girl friends who were all changing for a cheerleading program...my dad had dumped me off for her to watch me for a bit...one of her friends must have mentioned if i should have been there and she just said something to the effect.."its ok, he likes to wear my panty hose so hes kind of sissy" I have spent a lifetime dressing up. and have just in the past year started taking estrogen like suppliments to further affect some permanent female characcteristics...the meds i was proscribed for a prostate issue two years ago started it.

[Plaat]

I can really relate to oddboyx and alien4420, not the early stuff but the later stuff, but I've found that when I wasn't missing signals, but I don't throw them out and misread others. I'm drawn to bimbo stuff because I want to let go and go for getting into hookups. I like fem stuff for curiosity reasons. But I'm too cheap to buy any of the stuff to cd, though it's not that, the common trance is jus the ones using non-consent. Submissiveness is all the matters in a trance, but I like the sissy stuff more. It makes me hot and tracing now and then is fun; but just never enough for anything to stick, as I mention all the time. I do love it though. I'm never questioning my sexuality, but I do question how much I need real sex it in my life. I don't act that much different to my friends who have had long relationships, same regarding success and life satisfaction, who cares how I get off? Well, besides Social Conservatives. But I do see a few actual trans or gays here, and that may make me feel like a moocher, let me know if I am.

[lisacd20]

i started fantasizeing about being a girl during sex very early on i believe it was my real first sexual fantasy. Then I tried wearing girls clothes, panties bras, skirts etc everything with i found very exciteing all the way through highschool which i found the idea of a transexual and crossdressers and although I always found women extrememly attractive and have only been in relationships with them I did have alot of fantasies about guys.

I was lucky enough to find girls through those years that where into that type of thing so it was always fun for me. I eventually found hypnosis files on the net and eventually this place.

Ive been in the same relationship with a girl for 4 years and she knows about it all, which is really fun and Im happy. but I still do have fantasies about being a complete girl, but i think thats all it is, just playing for a while and not haveing it perminant, although i do have fantasies about that too lol, but whatever.

[jessica_c]

i was young 13 or 14, i was wrestling with my cousin. he was trying to put his sister's clothes on me. finally i gave up. he put panties, bra, skirt and blouse on me. after i went home, i started with my mother's lingerie. when i moved into my own place i started collecting female clothes. i have a dresser full of panties,bras,stockings, nitegowns and babydolls.
i love dressing up and being a female girl. this site helps with all of the great files. i use alot of them.