The forced gay success thread...

[atan]

[Ryan83]

A few minutes ago, I started to feel like I SLIGHTLY liked women. And my mind immediately was like, "No, I don't want that. I need to listen to the file again." All I wanted was to make it go away and just like men exclusively. Which makes me think it's the file doing that to me.

Of course, I will probably oblige. I'll regret it later, but I'll oblige it now.

[atan]

A quick update, I've been listening two to three times a day for just a little under the past two weeks. At this point, I've pretty much lost any sexual attraction to women and have shifted to men. I recognize that they're pretty, but they don't do anything for me any longer.

This morning I woke up a bit conflicted that I was no longer attracted to women, and there was a bit of anxiety and compelled to listen. I ended up listening to the file and I felt a whole lot better afterwards. Seems like the suggestions in the file really pull you back in anytime you are straying from it.

Otherwise so far so good. No regrets.

[Ryan83]

Yeah, sure enough, I tried to listen to it, but it was skipping for some reason. I re-downloaded it and tried again, but it was still skipping. So I just said 'screw it' and deleted it. Again.

And now I feel more sober minded and am once again dedicated to undoing the damage this file has done. But it's like a god damn drug- every time you think you've gotten away, it sucks you back in again. It may take a little while, but I will end up listening again, until I can figure out how to excise it completely from my life. And, like I said, I need to undo what this has done and get back to who I am. I am sick and tired of living like this.

[Rossyfox]

[Ryan83]

[atan]

So a quick update.

This morning was a little strange, I woke up thinking and feeling like the file has worn off. I decided to look at the Show me your cock gallery to double check, and nope, still gay. :lol:

This got me thinking a bit, I realized that I’m starting to forget what it was like to be straight and attracted to women and being gay is starting to feel normal.

I remembered before listening to the file, was apprehensive and afraid to become gay. Now I really love being attracted to men and their cocks. This really snuck up on me.

[Alien4420]

Heh, I had that for a long time -- woke up every morning with the sense that I was straight, only to discover that I was still gay.

[atan]

I'm thinking for me, I wonder if it is because I'm no longer struggling with it anymore and have accepted as what I am.

[Alien4420]

I don't know, I kind of always assumed it was the opposite . . .

[atan]

Which is strange, because I don't find myself conflicted. I'm at peace with this.

I ended up feeling the same way this morning.

[Alien4420]

Maybe it's nothing more than habit? The conscious mind isn't being changed here, and it has a lifetime of experience of being straight. I've noticed during all of this how walled-off the libido seems to be from the ego and superego, also that it exerts widely varying amounts of control depending on how horny I am, so the way I feel about this stuff can be completely reversed depending on whether I'm horny or not. And the subconscious isn't normally accessible to the ego. So it has to discover this programming by observation.

Which I think is typical in the case of suggestions that affect the subconscious mind, forex when Stroke Sissy made my walk and gestures feminine I was surprised (pretty close to astounded) to discover my body doing those things. (It still sometimes happens even after Deprogram All, I'll find that I'm wagging my hips when I walk and have to make a conscious effort to suppress it. I'm beginning to understand better why some guys can't help being fem.)

I've also noticed with hypnosis in general that I can end up with cognitive dissonance in that a suggestion can affect some behaviors but not necessarily related ones. Forex, I gave myself a suggestion to have better posture, and discovered to my surprise that it was only effective when I was around other people. It turns out that the suggestion was something along the lines of "You want to be attractive to other people, so you will improve your posture." And the subconscious had taken the suggestion literally -- when I wasn't around other people it saw no reason to improve my posture!

[Rossyfox]

[Ryan83]

Well, the yo-yoing continues. I'm even thinking about scheduling a session or two with Mind Mistress to have her just make me completely gay and ok with it. And effeminate. REALLY effeminate. ;)

It sounds like a great idea when I'm horny, not so much when I'm not. Oy.

[atan]

[Alien4420]

[homerj1620]

[Ryan83]

[Route42]

[ftslave67]

What makes you think you're in a "Bad frame of mind" when you're horny? Maybe it's just what you want, but you're afraid of it for some reason & the conscious mind is blocking it (puritanical societal conditioning, for example)?

[Alien4420]

[homerj1620]

[Rossyfox]

[Ryan83]

[Ryan83]

Sorry for the double post. But, um...yeah. It definitely feels as though the attraction to women is coming back. Hopefully the attraction to men is on the way out, though that remains to be seen. I'm starting to get a glimmer of hope that I can kick this once and for all.

[homerj1620]

[Alien4420]

It's really hard to do this. I ordered the undo file but it didn't come and so far I've put off looking for it or asking EMG what happened. And I was only able to get that far after almost six months of suggestions using files I made myself and several weeks of Curse Forced Bi.

I just can't make a frontal attack on Forced Gay, it won't let me. And the compromise approaches only seem to work up to the point where the suggestions in Forced Gay are threatened, Forced Bi lets me get into women but after a four day string of successes Forced Gay started kicking in when I was about to come. So I really don't know what to do except to keep listening to Forced Bi and try to psyche myself to listen to the CFG undo file. Maybe go for the nuclear option and listen to Forced Straight again, if my subconscious will let me. And then accept the outcome, since I don't know what else there is to do.

[PeppermintT]

I keep stop listening to CFG & then drifting back but I have decided to try and just accept my bisexuality and just listen to Curse Forced Bi to reinforce this. Hopefully that will work.

[hypnomeister2]

I'm having an urge to listen again... I cracked about a week ago and listened , and ever since I can't get the file out of my head.

[Alien4420]

I think I've finally given in. I haven't listened to any bi files for a couple of weeks, I'd been listening to one or another steadily for something like five months. And now that I'm not listening I've stopped wanting to be straight or bi and lost my interest in women.

I know it's because of CFG that I don't want to change back but since I don't want to it's obvious that I won't.

Honestly, I never thought this would happen, I always thought that I'd undo it in the end and when Forced Bi seemed to be working for four days straight I thought I had it licked.

[ftslave67]

You guys that have "succumbed"--how many guy-on-guy experiences have you had?

[angelcraves]

one

and then i stopped listening to the file,

i thought this isnt really for me, and i think thats fair enough.

but now theres a little voice tells me how exciting it all is,

i wrote a while ago that it just seemed to be cock focussed excitement

but sometimes now just a smile, or i dont know what. but i find myself looking at gay pics, or just pics of men, no real thoughts and not just cocks

and i get butterflies inside and i get excited and wet.

i will listen to the file again, i know it.

[ftslave67]

Angelraves, could've been just not the right guy for you?

Good luck to you, whether you decide to listen again or not to.

[Janis_en_femme]

Wow. I've lost all interest in my wife.

[angelcraves]

Please tell more or pm me . Thanks

[hypnoslave85]

CFG is almost constantly on my mind and although I have not listened to CFG for awhile now, I have started to have erotic dreams about myself and a mystery man.

[angel123]

[goldi_locks]

Hello everyone. I just recently listened to cfg for the first time and thought it might be good to post some of my experiences here from time to time as I keep listening.

Brief info on me, I found this site a month or two ago maybe and was very interested to read a lot of the stories from other members who used cfg and saw results from it. In fact, one of the reasons I wanted to share my own experience is because of how helpful it was to read all the others. I also had the chance to talk a little bit with a few of the members here who had used the file themselves which was also very much appreciated.

Anyway, I made the decision to listen last week and have been using the file once a day for the past 4 days now...or maybe it's been 5? So far I haven't seen any real results or felt any different but it I imagine that it takes time for any major changes to happen...if they happen at all.

I'll try to update my progress from time to time if anything notable happens and am always happy to hear thoughts, questions, or comments. Wish me luck!

[PeppermintT]

Hello goldi locks
Welcome to the site and this thread. I hope you enjoy your experimentation with CFG. Just out of interest, what drew you to this particular file? And are enjoying the experience of trancing with it?

[atan]

goldi locks: I wish you a lot of luck with it, it will happen, just takes time and you'll love it!

[ftslave67]

Goldi, if it is something you want, and it must be, since you chose it, then there is nothing that can stop it from happening. You don't really even need to think about it.

[goldi_locks]

[goldi_locks]

[Alien4420]

[goldi_locks]

[goldi_locks]

[Alien4420]

[Alien4420]

[AlanH26]

Good luck with this Goldy but be aware that it definitely works. Even though I've flirted with going back to being straight, that seems a good while ago now and CFG as made me completely gay. Once you accept it, it's soooo much easier.

I hope you enjoy being gay. It's better this way!

[Janis_en_femme]