Cannot escape Curse Forced Gay

by **nostromo** » August 9th, 2009, 10:46 am

I thought I had beaten it, I listened for almost a year. and decided to try to go straight. I didn't hav a gay thought for 2 weeks but also never got turned on, then one day I saw a pic of a cock and I have blown I different cocks in the past week, be careful with this file, it has turned me into a complete ck sucking bottom boi bitch and I love every second of it!

by **ftslave67** » August 9th, 2009, 5:59 pm

how many? typo?

Yeah, I think if you are reinforcing certain thoughts/behaviors for a year it is going to take more than two weeks to go the other way, if it is even possible!

by **Route42** » August 9th, 2009, 8:50 pm

The solution, of course, is to just keep listening to Curse Forced Gay.

;-)

by **Alien4420** » August 10th, 2009, 3:53 pm

by **macdaddy** » August 11th, 2009, 7:15 pm

This is a 'dangerous' file. Here's my story.

I started playing around with hypno files last summer...I was really starting to get into Hypno dommes - I actually was buying some stuff from some of the fem dommes who post files here. I was new and just starting to learn how to trance. One day last fall I had downloaded a lot of files from the site onto my MP3 player. CFG was among the many I had gotten but I had downloaded a lot of curse type files.

At this point I was still learning the ropes - and really did not understand what a curse file actually was; (I really didn't know what a trig file really was either for that matter). Anyway, I had downloaded a whole bunch of files onto my Mp3 player - and one day I was bored so I started to listen to a plain old induction file. I forgot that my MP3 player was set to play songs/files randomly. I really did not expect the induction to work...I was sitting in my home office, not laying down, and I had not yet really 'tranced out' like I expected to any hypo file, i.e. I was always able to remember the session details - never got totally blanked out.

I was just sitting back relaxing rocking in my desk chair...when the next thing I know it's almost an hour later...and I am just waking up, feeling really good! The induction file I had chosen not only worked...it was one of those without a wake up section at the end. This time I actually went very very deep ...the first time I had ever done that...and my MP3 player continued to play the next random file while I was still deep in trance...you guessed it - it was Curse Forced Gay.

Well, I was really happy I had finally learned to go under. I wanted to know what I had just listened too...so I queued up CFG with the intention of just listening this time...and suddenly it was 20 minutes later and I had tranced again! Well, I still was more excited I could trance - and I had plans to go out - so I still really did not pay much attention to the fact the file I had just listened to was a curse file that was supposed to turn me gay.

I consciously forgot all about it until next weekend. I again had some spare time - and wanted to listen to some of my newest hypo files I had just downloaded from my favorite domme. I got comfortable this time - I laid down and put on the headphones and started to listen. It was relaxing - but I never really tranced out. So I remembered the weekend before and tried the induction file...but this time I still was not relaxed enough. I then remembered about how CFG put me under easily...and queued it up. I think the curse was working already at this point - I vaguely understood what a curse file was now...but I went ahead and listened again anyway. I didn't think I totally went under...at the time. I did however 'wake' up feeling very refreshed. This time I did remember what I thought was all the things I was told to do in the file...but said to myself - no way I like men. I again I blew it off.

Well I didn't listen to CFG again for several weeks...I was really enamored with several hypnotic ladies online. And I was now trancing about 1/3rd of the time. Around this time too I also discovered a phone sex service online where I could actually call and talk to a domme live and in person. It was December by this point...and one day, I'm not sure why - I queued up CFG and listened to it again. It excited me to listen...maybe, I told myself, because I was beating the curse…or maybe because it was kind of like eating the forbidden fruit.

I thought men still did nothing for me sexually. I was still apparently very turned on by women. But I now started listening to CFG almost every evening. I stopped listening to all the special files I had bought from my lady dommes...at the time I did not realize what I was doing. And I was now trancing out every night...though I thought I was remembering everything in CFG...and always felt very refreshed and happy after listening to it. Since I was not getting turned on at all by men...I thought what the heck this is cool ...I felt I was listening to it because I really liked the good feelings the file gave me afterwards - it was the most effective file I used.

Right before New Years, I called up a new domme on the phone service. I really fell for her voice...during the call she somehow got to talking about forcing me to become bi-sexual and serving as a slve for her male friends and her. She demanded that I to go to an Adult Video Store over the holiday weekend, and to watch a gay movie. Well, for some reason I folowed her instructions - I got up very early on New Years Eve morning and found an open Adult Video Store...and went in and got some tokens. I was shaking with excitement. I could not believe I was there.

I went back into the movie area, and thought to watch some straight porn...but instead choose a gay video. It was so hot. I could not get enough...I was extremely aroused. At one point I noticed another man standing in the doorway watching me. He was very cute. I'm not really sure how it happened...but I left my gay virginity behind in that Video store that morning.

I had gotten down on my knees and worshipped that hot man orally ...until he was satisfied - I actually had an orgasm myself without touch, without removing any of my clothes.

Well - since then it has been a heck of a ride. I have tried to fight the attraction I have towards men. At first I thought cool ... I'm bi! But I soon knew better. I can't get aroused, really aroused, by a woman anymore. I still think women are attractive...but I can only get really aroused by the thought of being with a man. I try not to listen to CFG...and that lasts a few weeks, maybe a month. Then one day I'll suddenly realize I'm listening to CFG on my MP3 player and EMG is telling me I'm utterly gay…and I’m off to the bathhouse to become a total slut for a strong man. I have always been secretly submissive – since this side of me is new and I can develop it as I please I feel that with a man it is so good to let that side of me out, where with a woman I had to be in control (the exception being the phone experiences I had last year).

Most of the time I am very happy being sexually aroused by a man. But for that sweet accident last fall I’d still be totally straight...not lusting after hot male studs. I can’t help it - I want to get turned on by women...but every time I think I am getting back to where I think they excite me...I listen to CFG again and wonder why am I bothering to fight the feelings I have towards men? I'm not sure what the future holds...but I do know this file really can be dangerous and should not be taken lightly.

by **Alien4420** » August 12th, 2009, 9:30 am

by **stereoxchild** » August 12th, 2009, 6:43 pm

I'm still clean! :)
But you know what I miss?
The secret sexual excitement that a curse can give you.

by **Alien4420** » August 12th, 2009, 7:50 pm

by **Jeshi** » August 14th, 2009, 9:53 pm

UGH! Another CFG topic?!
You know, there was another active topic.
There was no need to make another one.

this happens again and again.

Somebody makes a CFG topic, it reaches 17 or so pages, then somebody else makes a CFG topic, the other one dies, and this new one reaches 17 pages.

It's not there is a suggestion to post a topic about it in the file.

by **Janis_en_femme** » August 15th, 2009, 5:51 am

I'm sure you may be tired of reading these CFG posts but until you experience it yourself you couldn't possible understand why the impact is so amazing that you want to share it.
No one really believes the file will affect them as profoundly as it does.

by **ftslave67** » August 15th, 2009, 12:34 pm

Dangerous? You know, macdaddy, that you can act on your desires in ways that are safe. You can look for a long-term relationship with someone who cares about you & is D+D free.

by **Jeshi** » August 20th, 2009, 9:18 pm

Website · by **jennewhalf** » August 21st, 2009, 3:12 pm

Not sure of the point people are amking about this.

CFG comments reflect that it effects people in different ways with different outcomes.

With me it has changed my life completely. I was married and now I live with a guy. I was not gay before I started this. I started with Curse Stroke Sissy. I was a part time tranny but I loved women. CSS started me thinking about guys. I always felt a little sick about gay sex but after CCS I started to want ot become a sissy slave for some one. I also had my first wet dream about sucking cock. Then I I found my self in a gay club dancing with a guy and but struggled with the sex element of going forward. I listened to CFG and wow. I really went mental. I resisted and found myself going mad but then one day just accepted it and CFG has me in bed tonight looking at gay porn and wanting my lover cock in my mouth. This is really amazing.

by **macdaddy** » August 22nd, 2009, 8:54 pm

Respectfully, the CFG threads are labeled very well...as far as I can tell, no one is forcing anyone to read them. I have never read of a rule that says there can only be one and only one thread on any given topic. My personal philosophy is that if one does not like the subject of a thread simply move on - don't read it, leave it for the folks interested in it; there are plenty of other threads to read that are interesting.

I personally commented on this thread because the other 17 page thread was interesting but it has a different spin to it than this CFG topic posted by nostromo. I felt my situation fit better here - and it just felt like the right time and place to post my story.

@ftslave67 -- I don't mean dangerous in that sense - I mean dangerous in the sense that the file is very effective and does work well. Don't take it lightly, as evidenced by the many CFG accounts on this forum!

by **KingMob** » August 23rd, 2009, 12:24 am

Is there something less extreme? I'm straight but I kind of want to fool around with a guy just for the experience of it but the reality of the idea isn't too appealing at the moment. I was hoping to find something like this file but a little less permanent.

by **Alien4420** » August 23rd, 2009, 11:04 am

by **ftslave67** » August 23rd, 2009, 12:38 pm

KingMob--why don't you just learn some triggers (like "get how now") or the curse:need permission to orgasm, then go out & find a guy you are attracted to & fill him in? Or maybe you can meet a guy on here that would work with you live or on the phone--try posting in the "Meeting Grounds" section.

by **ftslave67** » August 23rd, 2009, 12:42 pm

MacDaddy--I should tell you I'm already gay (born that way, far as I know)--so that's my perspective. I just think "dangerous" is a funny choice of words, like being gay would be so awful :D

by **Alien4420** » August 23rd, 2009, 3:46 pm

by **Rossyfox** » August 23rd, 2009, 3:55 pm

by **KingMob** » August 23rd, 2009, 11:46 pm

by **Alien4420** » August 24th, 2009, 12:42 am

by **macdaddy** » August 26th, 2009, 10:05 pm

by **MN_FriendlyGuy** » August 26th, 2009, 10:53 pm

by **KingMob** » August 27th, 2009, 1:36 am

by **ftslave67** » August 27th, 2009, 4:45 am

and the feeling of weakness--that you are being pulled in a certain direction--and you just can't resist--

by **joe** » August 27th, 2009, 6:49 am

by **KingMob** » August 27th, 2009, 10:22 am

by **ftslave67** » August 27th, 2009, 3:55 pm

Good point, Joe--or the guy who props his feet up on your desk & says . . .

by **joe** » August 28th, 2009, 1:12 am

or the customer you're waiting on who's with his girlfriend who might be looking you up and down, and you can't tell if he's sizing you up or if you just think he's sizing you up, and then you can't escape the daydream of sucking him off in the bathroom, real quick, when she goes outside to have a cigarette....

by **ftslave67** » August 28th, 2009, 4:54 am

Joe--you've got a good imagination--bet you're a great subject!

by **MN_FriendlyGuy** » August 28th, 2009, 6:43 am

by **joe** » August 28th, 2009, 7:20 am

i used to listen to this file constantly. three times a day, in savage bouts of dependency. sometimes more, laying in the dark and mind-wandering while the file seeped in through the cracks. it's been a long time since i've given it a proper listen, but i know its effects have lingered. whereas i've yet to have actual sex with any gender, i find myself decidedly less than straight - and with less problem admitting to finding a guy attractive, even in passing, to someone i'm with or working with. i'm pretty sure everyone's gotten used to it, and so in this way i've "come out" very incrementally.

... or when you're walking to work and you see a guy crossing the street in the other direction, and the next thing you know, your feet have mutinied against you and you're following him with a raging erection in your pants ...

by **angelcraves** » August 28th, 2009, 9:41 am

like being stuck on a crammed train stood up far too comfortably to some guy and then thinking about snogging him . Lets not forget the dreams and day dreams we find ourselves having . Or the fact that just the thought or word gay makes us like a rock .

by **macdaddy** » August 28th, 2009, 10:33 am

...or standing in a large crowd at a concert holding your fiance's hand very aware of the ring on her finger then getting shoved backwards into the great smelling guy standing close behind you who has been giving covert smoky hot glances at your lady all evening and you go breathless because you can't help giving his semi hard cock a quick grind with your firm ass cheeks...

by **angelcraves** » August 28th, 2009, 1:10 pm

oh god im going to listen to the file again

by **angelcraves** » August 28th, 2009, 3:45 pm

why would yov want to escape this . I have never felt so free . Or horny . Cure files will not work because we would just download again and this just feels so good . I prefer to be bumped than bump . But succumbing is great :-)

by **Alien4420** » August 30th, 2009, 3:00 pm

by **Alien4420** » August 30th, 2009, 3:17 pm

by **MN_FriendlyGuy** » August 30th, 2009, 7:48 pm

by **stereoxchild** » September 2nd, 2009, 9:59 am

You love it when you're horny, that's what the file does to you. When you're not horny you're stuck with alot of doubt and you're 'afraid'. But the excitement and horniness pulls you again everytime.

Last week I started listening again after a year of file-avoidance to a femdom file (SCUM). And yeah, I liked it when I was horny, it even got me more horny then I've been in a while, but the day after I noticed some changes happening already, submissive thoughts that I haven't had for a year, and I decided I knew that these results would interfere too much in my personal life again and I do not want that. So I quit.

Just watch out. I know that being gay is not 'negative' or 'bad', but if you intellectually do not want these results and you only feel good about it when you're horny, i still don't think it should interfere in your life on such a high level that you're getting obsessed with it. As i've said before, life is not about sex alone.

by **Alien4420** » September 2nd, 2009, 3:25 pm

by **C-Lo21** » September 2nd, 2009, 6:47 pm

Alien, I know exactly what you mean with that post-orgasm feel, it's kind of like I ask myself "what am I doing?" whereas I would think you should feel something like this so right or whatever. I recently started listening to a file on catgirl's site called "A Day At The Mall" A femme file, very addicting (listened 3 times in one day) but after jacking off the attraction was pretty much non-existent. I listened to CFG once this spring and had to delete right after. Very effective Kind of like crack I'd imagine where just one hit makes you want to go back for more. I am bi-sexual myself and can't bring myself to changing that part about me, but the idea of changing itself really turns me on. I have been bi for years but sometimes I think it would be so easier to be outright gay simply just to be able to live a lifestyle with no excuses whereas I have yet to find this balance liking both sexes. The thought of leaving girls entirely though, seems like a really tough chip to just bargain away.

by **ftslave67** » September 2nd, 2009, 7:29 pm

Stereoxchild--i just have to wonder where the file ends and "you" begin. Guys that listen to this must have some attraction to men, right? Or some attraction to being forced to be attracted to men. We have regrets or second thoughts about many things in life, right? Choice of career, where you live, etc. But if the file makes you that horny . . .

by **Alien4420** » September 3rd, 2009, 8:17 am

by **Alien4420** » September 3rd, 2009, 8:50 am

by **hypnoslave85** » September 3rd, 2009, 1:36 pm

I HAVE LISTENED TO THIS FILE A FEW TIME DONT WHY BUT I DID ANYWAY. I HAVE AS YET TO FEEL ANY ATTRACTION TO MEN. IAM NOT EVEN SURE I'VE GONE UNDER HOW EVER I DO FIND MYSELF CRAVEING TO LISTEN CFG MORE AND MORE DOSE THIS MEAN ITS AFFECTING ME. WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING THAT HAPPENED TO OTHERS AFTER LISTENING TO IT FOR THE 1ST TIME.

I ADMIT THAT I HAVE A MINDCONTROL FETISH BUT I ALWAYS I WOULD BE CONTROLER THAN A CONTROLEE THAT IS TILL I FOUND THIS SITE AND LISTENED TO A FREE FILE.

HYPNOSLAVE85

by **Alien4420** » September 3rd, 2009, 2:12 pm

by **stereoxchild** » September 3rd, 2009, 5:18 pm

by **hypnoslave85** » September 3rd, 2009, 6:07 pm

I have just downloaded it again and have saved it to my mobileharddrive this time iam feel compeled to listen to it now . its strange iam getting aroused just by thinking about listening to it i shall try 2 keep every one up 2 date with my progress as i have thought bout this i left my fast post on here and have decided to go throuhg with this rather than trying to resist

hypnoslave85

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