by Rico605 » July 9th, 2007, 5:44 am
Yes, i was attracted by woman and i am still. I find them beautiful. The problem is that i never had any relationship or anything with a man. However, sometime when i make love with my girlfriend, i have to think about men to get hard. Over the 3 last years, i tried twice to come out to my girlfriend. Told her that i thought i was bisexual or gay. But the day after both time, i got afraid and denied having attraction for guy's up to that point. She said she wouldn't be able to see me again even as friend if i was gay and also for financial reason. To try with a man, i would have to cheat on her, and i not that kind of guy. So i tried train sex woman hoping it would boost my attraction for her, but it didn't work. So now, i think that turning 100% gay, not being able at all to get hard with her, would force me to be gay not leaving me choice. Deep down, i love that girl, we think the same, have the same taste, but sexually, i am not at the right place... Without this file, i might not have the courage to do it for both reason i told you earlier.