The forced gay success thread...

by **smooth9** » March 1st, 2019, 12:05 pm

So, I'm new to these forums but wanted to share my experience with these sorts of files so far. I'm 44, been married for 15 years. I've periodically had fantasies about guys throughout the years going all the way back to when I was just 12 years old. However, I've never done anything with a guy. When I was younger, I used to dismiss these occasional thoughts as either "oh that's gross" or "doing gay things is something that happens to other guys, not me". I would dismiss these thoughts as a phase. But, in recent years, I've come to realize that anything that sticks around this long has to be at least a part of who I am.

To me, having these periodic thoughts of guys was annoying. I wanted to be 100% straight, no confusion. Because I"m naturally interested in exploring the mind and have thought about hypnosis before I wanted to see if something like this would work on me. I found some videos on YouTube then wanted something more explicit so I stumbled onto this site. I quickly bumped into the CFG files and Shattered Heterosexuality files. This was a couple of months ago. CFG was interesting at first but I wanted to sample some different things. I liked the idea of Shattered Heterosexuality because I figured - well, if I can't be 100% straight, then what would it be like to be 100% gay?

Let me tell you that Shattered Heterosexuality is EXTREMELY powerful. It was not long before I began getting chills when I would look at men (in a good way). I very quickly began dreaming of hot men. When I would get horny, I would immediately begin fantasizing about men or looking at gay porn because the feelings were so much more intense. Men's bodies just became much more sexually exciting to me. To the point that I was jerking off several times a day only thinking about men. The neat thing about this is that while this was going on, I was 100% comfortable with these feelings towards men and it began to feel natural. Although, like many others, I'm still primarily attracted to men's bodies...rarely their faces. I began to have difficulties getting erect for sex with my wife and in fact struck out a couple of times (we have a pretty inactive and boring sex life anyway).

I began to get very scared about what was happening to me. I did not want to become impotent with my wife and all the issues that would cause. But, then I figured we weren't having sex that often anyway and damn, if I didn't love stroking to men now.

Fast forward to now: I recently tried to take a break from the videos because I did not want to go too far down this path and figured if I slowed things down I could maintain a semblance of control. The most I can make it at this point is about 4-5 days without listening to the files. And when I go back, damn it is so good. I'm comfortable with these thoughts when I"m horny but I still get very embarrassed to myself when I"m around straight friends of mine and I feel ashamed at the thoughts I've been having. I don't know where this is taking me. I do know I yearn to explore what it would be like in a relationship with a man. Talking to him every day. Coming home to him and waking up next to him. I can't destroy my current life and cause pain to my family. But, I do feel confident that if (god forbid!!) something were to happen to my wife, I would at least attempt to pursue a relationship with a man. I would love to find a man that would be patient with me as I figure this all out and that I could talk through these feelings with.

Again, I don't know where I"m going with this. Maybe this is just a fantasy and it's erotic to me to be under the control of someone else. Maybe I can live out the rest of my life happily without ever acting on these thoughts. But, at this point - I do know the thoughts are real, I do know that I'm comfortable with them when I"m not around my straight guy friends, and I do know that I sure love googling men in speedos. Other than that, we will see where this goes because I have a really hard time imagining being able to step away from these files for any length of time.

by **stryper** » March 2nd, 2019, 8:20 pm

by **smooth9** » March 3rd, 2019, 3:22 pm

Right now, things go very much back and forth. I have times where I can't imagine getting excited about any women. Then I have times like right now, where I'm watching TV and I see a couple of super hot women go across the screen and I'm turned on. So, in some respects I'm still in the same boat I was before. Then again, I haven't gone full bore into CFG. I feel like if I was religiously listening to it at least once or twice a day, I'd be a lot further along on the continuum towards gay.

by **stryper** » March 16th, 2019, 11:21 am

by **smooth9** » March 23rd, 2019, 10:08 pm

Something interesting has been happening to me lately and I'm curious if it has to others because I havent seen this specific response.

I'm in a spot now where I see pretty women and i think damn she's hot. But then when it comes time to get aroused, nothing gets my pulse going like thinking about being with men. I only jerk off now to either gay porn or by googling hot gay men and looking at the pictures. Men can get me instantly hard. So - the attraction to women is there but it's just not worth thinking about being with them sexually. Anyone else have this happen?

by **stryper** » March 23rd, 2019, 10:41 pm

by **ejn0t1n** » March 25th, 2019, 9:02 pm

by **Marian** » March 26th, 2019, 1:09 am

Bit OT here but you have to distinguish between sexual, romantic and aesthetic attraction. The term "gay2 aims only the sexual attraction.

Gays may find girls nice and attractive but just don't want sex with them. Many heterosexuals find a man's body beautiful, but never dream of sleeping with men.

In short, you are gay now. That you still find women beautiful don't change this fact.

by **ejn0t1n** » March 27th, 2019, 11:07 pm

by **JackDrago** » April 1st, 2019, 3:06 pm

by **stryper** » April 6th, 2019, 12:41 pm

Jack, I have a lot of your recordings and I love your style. I didn't like Straight to the Bottom as I'm not interested in being "sissyfied" ... I'm more of a macho guy, but would not mind penetration. I was hoping your stuff would be the trick that helps me turn a corner, but ... I'm still a work in progress. That said, something is happening as I do feel a bit more attracted to the same sex ... but still not there. I guess I need more time or maybe a stronger hypnotist ...

by **JackDrago** » April 9th, 2019, 3:47 pm

I will be honest and say that I saved those for the one bottom specific file because they struck me as inappropriate for the rest of the system. Shattered Heterosexuality can work with Total Bottom and Macho Sub which are much more masculinity oriented.

by **stryper** » April 9th, 2019, 10:02 pm

Hmm ... I'll have to check them out. As I stated before ... love your style!!!!

by **stryper** » April 12th, 2019, 4:34 pm

Well, something is taking hold. I have not listened for awhile, but I found myself very much attracted to a guy I met today. He was slender, had a good build and I had feelings that I have never experienced before. So, I'm definitely becoming more and more attracted to guys, but I just can't seem to act on it. He had great eyes a great face, stubble and was a good personality. It was a brief meeting, but I just can't stop having interesting feelings towards him like I'd like to spend more time with him, etc. ... kind of in a sexual way, so ... somethings working ... just not all the way yet ... I'm either going to stay in limbo or I'm hoping someday that I'll be turned. I really can't put my finger on why I have a huge desire to be turned gay ... can't say ... but it is there.

by **smooth9** » April 22nd, 2019, 8:34 am

Things were starting to get a little bit too intense for me so I tried taking a few weeks off. I just haven't been able to get it up for the woman in my life. I think it's been at least 3 1/2 weeks since I've listened. The thing is...I'm still not really getting aroused for women. Like I described before, I can appreciate the aesthetics of a beautiful woman, but it just doesn't get my blood pumping like a man does. I've resigned myself that when sexual urges hit, I will just need to pull up either gay porn or pics of guys and I almost instantly get aroused. Damn, as I'm typing this out I'm realizing that this must be what it's like to be gay. When it comes time to get satisfied sexually, I want to think about men. Even taking a few weeks off didn't change things. I was worried about going too far in one direction but it seems like that has now happened. It's taking every ounce of my energy to not listen to the files today. I am going to pull up some pics of hot men right now though.

by **stryper** » April 23rd, 2019, 6:17 am

Well, smooth9, sounds like you are either there or 90% there ... are you ever in a spot where you feel like you can act on your desires or that you can see yourself with a guy?

by **smooth9** » April 23rd, 2019, 8:10 am

by **stryper** » April 25th, 2019, 11:02 pm

by **xoddam** » May 12th, 2019, 1:37 am

Well fuck. Here we are. Some may recognize my username from way back in the threads. I’ve casually attempted to start this file a handful of times. Each time I lose steam. Each time I came back I thought not of it. I see it now. I’ve only heard it maybe 10 times? Once maybe on loop for a night but felt nothing.

I want to suck a fucking cock.

Oh god do I want it bad. After all this time and now I realize this file really really does do something. Still like many, the face is last to go and I’m still getting used to the ideas of male attraction holistically. But. I just realized about half my porn feed is cock. Some days I don’t want it - other days it’s all I want to see. I’d say about 50% there and looking on grindr. wow. Typing that is weird.

by **stryper** » May 12th, 2019, 9:55 pm

by **dickdodger69** » May 13th, 2019, 3:52 am

by **JackDrago** » May 13th, 2019, 12:40 pm

by **redhotpump** » May 13th, 2019, 8:02 pm

Interesting JackDrago - no wonder I keep failing to resist - being a horny kinky male - I couldn't help try the sex before I was attracted to the face.... It always seemed like one step forward, one step backwards, but it seemed once I tried the sex, I always fail to resist no matter how much guilt and shame I had... I keep coming back wanting more.... If you haven't tried it yet, I would say, just do it, and I'm positive you will be pleasantly surprised......

by **JackDrago** » May 13th, 2019, 8:40 pm

by **stryper** » May 16th, 2019, 8:39 pm

by **xoddam** » May 17th, 2019, 10:29 am

When I get the chance I’m sure it will. Had sex with my GF several times over the past few days. Although I’m not any less attracted to her, each time I’ve also spent at least part of the time imagining if she had a dick instead. I keep thinking her clit is just a little to small, and if it were bigger maybe I could suck it. I’m skeptical that this will remove heterosexual desires but it has certainly introduced homosexual ones.

by **smooth9** » May 22nd, 2019, 12:35 pm

I think someone who was curious and reading this thread is going to think that the guys posting are embellishing their stories somewhat or kind of role playing along. Let me clearly state that is not the case. These files work. I'm beginning to accept that I'm gay and it's no joke. If anyone wants to chat through this, feel free to send me a private message. I'm trying to figure out what this means for me and would love to talk through this with someone.

by **jeremyjason76** » May 22nd, 2019, 9:39 pm

I am visiting this thread as a listener of HeteroConversion, as I have a question and this thread appears to be much more active.

In regards to a file being addictive, like these sexuality files are supposed to be, I have been listening for about two weeks. I have never had a drive to listen to a file like I have with HC. I find myself obsessed with it, almost to the point of wanting to do solely that every day. I even blew off hanging out with friends last week to stay home and work on my change. Is this the normal "addiction", am I just being obsessive, or does it vary person to person?

by **stryper** » May 22nd, 2019, 10:14 pm

by **jeremyjason76** » May 22nd, 2019, 11:26 pm

I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but I think you misunderstood what I was asking. I was asking if the addiction aspect of the file manifested itself as an obsession, like a drug addiction, or if it's not meant to be that intense. I am asking to see if my reaction is the norm, or if it can vary. I wasn't asking about why one file appeals to me while others don't.

by **stryper** » May 22nd, 2019, 11:56 pm

by **jeremyjason76** » May 23rd, 2019, 12:17 am

A bit. Thanks for the input. Hopefully, others can chime in and I can maybe come to a consensus.

by **jeremyjason76** » May 25th, 2019, 1:18 am

Stryper, I tried messaging you back, but it says you have disabled receiving messages.

by **stryper** » May 25th, 2019, 7:35 am

by **jeremyjason76** » May 25th, 2019, 7:51 am

Fixed and responded.

by **passenger889** » May 29th, 2019, 10:03 am

I’ve been wanting to try this after seeing how some of the people in this thread have responded to the hypno. But I can’t seem to go under with Emg’s file. Is there any other files that work?

by **stryper** » May 29th, 2019, 10:00 pm

You can try HeteroSexual Eraser by JackDrago ... that one is pretty cool. I like Curse Gay Gym quite a bit. I also have trouble going under. The Binaural version of the files help. I also have a set of virtual reality glasses and I use a meditation app from my smartphone - that seems to help. I am practicing on letting go more and more and I am finally getting the hang of it. With the VR glasses on, I just keep trying to relax and I also stop trying too hard and just go with it. The more you do it, the more you get the hang of it. I'm not completely there yet, but I think I'm finally starting to go deeper with every listen.

by **JackDrago** » June 3rd, 2019, 10:06 am

@passenger889 I'd recommend my Shattered Heterosexuality series. Several induction choices: Heterosexuality Eraser is a confusion brainwash (good for ADD and others with attention problems) SH itself is based on Failing to Resist and Man Fucker uses a visualization induction.

So, pretty much whichever trance type works for you will be represented.

by **Conco** » June 9th, 2019, 11:20 am

Since this thread is so much more active, does anybody have advice on the best practice for listening to conversion files in general for the optimal effects? How often/for how long did you convertees listen, and did you abstain from your old porn until the new became irresistible, or something? Any advice would be welcome!

by **passenger889** » June 12th, 2019, 12:48 pm

I guess the idea of being turned completely gay just turns me on for some reason since I’m married. Maybe they don’t work cause I’m actually not wanting to or maybe I’m a bad subject lol

by **stryper** » June 16th, 2019, 11:09 pm

by **Another** » June 27th, 2019, 1:47 pm

So I've got an odd situation, that has come up.

First some background. Dabbled with CFG years ago, but got a gf shortly after starting so I just gave up on it. Recently we broke things off (it was mutual, no bad blood thankfully), so I decided to dip back in. I'm mostly straight, though I also find transgendered individuals who look very feminine to also be attractive. I guess I'd say I'm more attracted to femininity than just if someone is a woman or not.

So onto the issue. I've been using the file off and on for a month and I've found that I'm having a harder time feeling attracted to female focused porn, but my attraction to male focused porn hasn't manifested either. Transgender porn is still alright, maybe because it crosses the divide?

It's doesn't feel like I'm asexual at the moment, it's just sort of...fuzzy I guess? I dunno, has anyone else had this issue where the attraction to women starts dropping off, without an equal increase in attraction to men?

by **stryper** » July 2nd, 2019, 10:55 pm

Well, you're a free man w/o a gf. Maybe experiment by finding another guy? Dunno what you are going through. My attraction to guys have grown and my attraction to women have decreased. I'm still in limboland with turning completely and I'm in a relationship, so I cannot go experiment ... if I were in your shoes and I wanted to be gay ... or experience something with another guy as a straight man, I would. What are your eventual desires/goals? To complete the transformation as gay or stay straight??

by **Another** » July 3rd, 2019, 5:53 pm

Main goal would be to become completely gay. My main problem with trying anything with a guy at the moment is just lack of attraction. Like I said, attraction to women has gone down, but attraction to men has not really gone up. In particular face shape, hair, and general body shape are turn offs atm.

by **stryper** » July 5th, 2019, 10:34 pm

by **Another** » July 7th, 2019, 12:19 pm

Thank you for the advice. I'll keep plugging away at it.

by **stryper** » July 26th, 2019, 10:31 pm

by **Another** » July 28th, 2019, 11:12 am

Hey Stryper, I know i replied to your pm's but i figured I'd add my response here for eveyone:

Life's gotten in the way atm, but i plan to get back to the file tonight. The file has also made me somewhat...anal curious, so I've bought some stuff to play around with that.

If nothing else comes out of this file, maybe i get a fun new sex thing to do anyway, so win-win.

by **jdmj90** » July 28th, 2019, 11:37 am

by **Another** » September 7th, 2019, 5:20 pm

Just wanted to drop in to give an update.

So I've been listening to the file for a little over a month, and haven't had much in the way of change. Any change in attraction I've had in women at the start just came back, and I'm still not getting anything from dudes. I've tried looking a gay porn every couple of days, and mostly my thoughts have been "yep, that guy sure is naked" XD

That said the file wasn't completely without merit for me. The curiosity about anal play ended up being a fun activity, and I found myself turned on by the suggestion of not being able to get it up for a woman, and now I'm poking around at sargona's curse of the teeny weenie. So I think I know what my next file is going to be.

All of this isnt to say that this file is ineffective or anything like that. It just hasn't budged much of my sexuality personally. Much love to those of you it has had an effect on. Now I think I need to go take some measurements if I'm going to do sargona's file. <3