by ford_g2001 » February 28th, 2012, 3:29 pm
Hi,
Well I've managed to step up the frequency of listening to this file since yesterday. I made modification to the file where I took out the body and looped it several times. I've listened to that about 20-30 times through now. I really feel it's starting to have more of an effect.
Yesterday I was sitting at work, and started feeling the rush again. It didn't go all the way to orgasm, but was certainly noticable. During lunchtime I went for a walk and sat on a chair in the mall. t started happening again! (perhaps my mind realised I hadn't cum yet, it felt like it was determined to keep going until I cum). Well I kept getting hotter and hotter as I sat there. People were just walking past me, completely unaware of what I was feeling. Higher and higher I went. I felt really close to orgasm, I didn't know where to look as I kept going higher and higher. I was sitting there shaking, feeling incredible, right on the edge of orgasm, then even higher I went past where I would normally orgasm. I was breathing very heavily, fast, kinda panting. Luckily nobody was sitting next to me. I felt myself rolling over the edge, people still walking past as I'm on the edge of the biggest orgasm of my life. Still I didn't go over the edge, but went even higher, higher and I'm feeling out of my mind. I've never experienced anything like this before, so intense, and yet I went higher. My leg was shaking, I could tell my face was showing what I was feeling but I just couldn't control it. I was well past caring what other people would think, I just had to cum.
This went on for minutes, I was at a level way, way past where I would normally cum, and yet somehow I didn't. It felt like I had this amazing several minutes long orgasm that was completely dry. I don't know what to think of the experience. It was wonderful, amazing and I really want it to happen again, but yet confused as to why I didn't actually cum. In a way it felt like I had to still go even higher to get there, I can't imagine what an orgasm would feel like at that level. Kinda scares me to be honest, especially if it was in front of other people, I really feel like I would have no control over my body, would probably find myself screaming out or something (God I hope not).
So I think I'm really getting there, or at least close to where I wanted to be. The only problem is that this is a curse, so by the time I really experience it I will already be hooked (if I'm not already). What if I don't like it once I get there, like I'm a guy so kinda worried about always having to clean up a mess in my pants. Will just have to deal with it I guess.
I was really hoping to hear from someone who has experience with this file, would love to know how you handle it and what I should expect. Like is it normal to have a dry orgasm, or should I expect wet ones?
If you don't want to post here but would like to communicate privately you can private message me or better yet email me at ford_g2001@yahoo.com
I would love to hear from you.