by mrblue » November 7th, 2006, 8:23 pm
...keeping myself from listening to the file again. Now I think it's a matter of time and I should be able to slowly overcome it. It occurred to me that I had a similar experience with cursestrokesissy, found myself doing the things in the file(listened probably 3 times) rather unconsciously. There were 2 incidents that made me realize that it was having an effect. One was when my wife commented on something I said, she thought was "sounding kinda gay". The second was catching myself saying in response to my wife asking my opinion on an outfit she picked out, "I would buy that" then quickly added "...if I were getting that for you". I stopped listening to the file and slowly overtime regained my 'senses". Hope the same holds true in this case. Why I do this, I guess maybe for an escape, then I realize after the fact that it may be harmful to me. Anyway, thank you all for your advice and wisdom.