After over a year of listening to the gay hypnosis files I have found through this site off and on, I thought I would share my own personal experience. After a lot of introspection and deep meditation, I believe I understand how these files have helped me. The conclusions I have drawn for myself may not apply to everyone, but I know how lonely and difficult my personal journey has felt so if someone else can get some insight from this, then that is great.
To start, I am married to a woman and have led my entire life to date as a "straight" guy to others. Internally, looking back on my life, I know that I had occasional same sex thoughts as far back as 12 years old and had them periodically throughout the years but they were always pretty rare, very periodic, and never very intense. I always figured this was just an occasional kinky thing I allowed myself to indulge in. Like so many others who post in here, I would often feel a sense of deep disgust and embarrassment afterwards. I always justified these urges to myself as just a passing fad, "being gay" was something that happened to or was meant for other people, not me. I'm a masculine, athletic, alpha male type in public so how could I possibly ever be gay?
But yet, there was always something very intriguing to me about being hypnotized and controlled which led me to this site. So, I wondered, if I tried this "gay hypnosis" might I get some clues as to why these urges would periodically come around and then go away? I dove in, especially with Jack Drago's work along with files I've found in other places such as YouTube, SoundCloud, etc. Initially, these files were intoxicating and EXTREMELY arousing. As I realized how turned on I was by being forced to accept some of these vague gay thoughts I had always had and not just accept but actually EXPAND on them, I got scared. After 1-2 months of intense listening, I backed off - primarily because I could no longer perform sexually with my wife. But the urges continued to intensify even after regular listening. I think this is where the "Curse" comes in for the Gay Curse file so many listen to - it doesn't necessarily take a ton of listens for these files to have the desired effect if you truly go deep. I still find certain phrases echoing around in my head. The thoughts begin to become OVERWHELMING, where fantasizing about men was no longer an option, but an absolute NEED and CRAVING.
I begin to find things attractive about men that I never did before. Their bodies, their butts, their crotches, men in tight underwear, even body hair (this one shocked the hell out of me). I began to embrace a newfound attraction to masculinity of all types - manly men as well as twinks. There was one thing though that took longer than others to recognize and as I read this thread I know this is the same for many others - and that's faces. Why are faces the last thing to come to so many of us? Why do so many of us feel disgust afterwards? This leads me to my conclusion - this is for me, may be the same for others, may not.
I believe that the primary answers for those last 2 questions is that I had what is known as "internalized homophobia". Even if I treated gay people well and was for equality, I had a deep dark fear that I was one of them. Looking at a man in the face, forces us to acknowledge that attraction which can be intensely uncomfortable if you have any internalized homophobia. These hypnosis files have finally helped me to overcome that. The hypnosis intensified my lust for men so much that it just simply FORCED me to confront these formerly minor thoughts once and for all and make sense of them. The hypnosis kept forcing me and reinforcing me to think of men in new and different ways that was again, intoxicating. The hypnosis lit up the pleasure centers in my brain whenever I thought of men amplifying even the slightest urges immensely.
Which leads me to now. I am now attracted to every part of a man, their personalities, their chests, their strength, everything I listed above AND - last but definitely not least, their faces. This completes the cycle. I no longer feel ashamed or disgusted afterwards - instead I think, "when can I do this again?". While I do believe sexuality is a spectrum for all of us, with very few people being at 100%, I believe that gay hypnosis has taken me from about 95% straight to 98% Gay. Yes, I still acknowledge beautiful women, but do I fantasize about sex with them? Nah, boring. Nothing gets my pulse racing anymore like men. I won't say I never think about women sexually anymore, but let's just say I can't really finish to them. Men have to come in at some point. So are these files solely responsible for making me a Gay man? Probably not 100%, but they took the tiny seed that exists in nearly all of us and waters it, feeds it and allows it to grow until it takes over your life. So in summary, I think if you have any inkling or the slightest interest in being open to men and you are capable of going deep, you can accomplish your goal of becoming a Gay man.
If you aren't sure about going down this path, tread lightly here. Am I regretful that I went down this path even though I was living a pretty happy and content life before while being straight? No, I do not regret my transformation even though I remain married to a (so far unaware) woman. I may be in a straight marriage at the moment, but that does not mean I am a straight man - far from it. Straight men do not think the things I think and do the things I do. (Note: I have not physically cheated on my wife at this point, any references to "what I do" above involve chat, phone, video, etc. I recognize that when my marriage ends I will seek to date men, and only men. This post is just the next logical step for me in my acceptance process, which is identification that I am now a Gay man.
If anyone has any questions or just wants someone understanding to talk to, feel free to message me any time

Hope this helps someone.