by subdad36 » December 18th, 2014, 11:30 am
Great updates and it is good to see all is not lost on here. It has been 2 months for me, but i haven't had as much time lately, so my average is way down, lol.
For me, like a lot of folks on here, it is hard to believe how far i have come in just 2 months. I have been doing this along with jock files and working out, and the difference is awesome. i feel way better about myself, dress way better (actually concerned every time i dress. that's wild), i am buying all new, tighter/fashionable clothes, and identify myself as totally gay. It is awesome. Freeing, and scary, in a lot of ways.
Northpole-the fantasies you are having about kissing and running your hands all over are even better in real life. I was never really into this stuff, but now it is soooo amazing. I couldn't stop either when I was with a guy i see regularly the last few times. :)
Oxy, you are so right about there being many more places to meet guys. Damn, just walk around. I get so many more smiles and flirts now. it's awesome
Pussycat, i go through cycles where i feel more and less. I think it has to do with me not wanting to dislike women any more. I just want to be only attracted to men. I fight with that all the time. I am also waaaaay more emotional now. it is very freeing, but can be a bit embarrasing (i well up at some pretty stupid stuff, lol. my kids have busted me). It is mostly, if not all, good emotion. but there is a lot of it sometimes, lol. the full force thing is way cool :)
peace all