My female voice started talking to me.

[Leeiah]

[homerj1620]

[homerj1620]

[Tangy]

[saints56]

Ha i Listened to that file also but i'm in control but sometimes i let Scarlet Take over or if i have a problem she will just take Complete control And not warn me about it but how that is when i created her i comprimised that we both could be in control at first she wasn't ok with it but then after 4 days of letting her be in control she said ok

[Guuliar]

I actually have experience dealing with a second persona. Ironically I dealt with her when I was 10 years old. Still residue of her existence haunts me. I feel like a murderer sometimes because I got rid of her, at least I think I did. There's a memory block for a few hours after she started to try to assume control and I wanted to get rid of her.

I think there's a possibility for both personalities to fuse. I'm not sure if that's what happened or not. We were close friends, so a merge memory might just be a way to cope with the guilt. The thing is, these personalities don't seem very nice. They feel pre-programmed and unnatural. Still, sentience is sentience.

[homerj1620]

[Mike242]

I started listening to it on monday, I've listened to it 4 times, tonight will be the 5th time. I haven't really noticed anything yet, maybe feel kinda weird, I dunno.

It doesn't really talk about a personality, just says 10 year old girl and she grows a year every week and over time becomes more powerful and takes over, basically the description says everything.

[Mike242]

Welll.. I gave up listening to it back then but decided to try again last night. I made a journal entry and I'll make more as I go along, in case anyone's interested in seeing what happens to my brain lol. I doubt much will happen though. I'm gunna listen to it once a day before bed like I do with all hypnosis. Is that enough?

[aungshadow]

this file intrests me and frightens me

[Guuliar]

welcome to the club lol

[dr12]

I think I will use this file and see what happens. I have work this summer, and cannot afford to risk a budding female personality ruining my internship, but I want to try it for college. It seems like Bella was always sexually aggressive, but Letty took a bit to start concentrating on sex. I was wondering how the female persona is inspired - how does it form in the first place? Does it take our ideas of what we think being a girl would be like or something and build off of that? I want my persona to be a total cock-loving slut who will force me to do the sluttiest things will guys and I want her to make me go after the most masculine of men, those guys with the hard, muscular bodies and the big, thick cocks. I also want her to force hormones on me and at least try to force a sex change on me. I'd especially like it if she always used the enhanced sexual sensations that Bella's original ego spoke of when Bella sucked the dildo. I want to be made to LOVE sucking cock and taking cock up the ass and getting cum all over and inside me. I think using enhanced sexual pleasure would definitely help break me, no matter my resistance. I'm really scared of the file, but last summer I started listening to a lot of other files, including Isabella Valentine's "cock worship" file - really effective btw - and even though I was able to cut myself off before things got complelely out of hand, I still feel oddly attracted to cocks. Yet, I'm resistant to actually going out and getting fucked by men. I've brought two cyberskin dildos, both are 8 inches in height and 6 in girth. I got my first one in September and I got rid of it because I became scared of what it and the hypnotic files were doing to me. I recently bought another one and when I suck it I get so turned on. I have to get rid of it because I'm going back home in a few days and there is no safe place to put it. I think it's pretty clear that, if this file does create the female persona, especially in my idealized image, it will be the nail in the coffin for me, which I secretly want. I know the I will probably try to consciously fight the changes I will undergo, but the desires for sexualized feminization ( which I've had since I was 4) and my newer desires to submit to men sexually and be used like a slutty whore, are too strong and pervasive. In the end, I will want it. I wonder what I can do to make the file most effective, help anyone?

[VeryGnawty]

[aungshadow]

so what happens when its complete do you just fade away, or do your two personalities merge into one

[Route42]

[aungshadow]

[dromag67]

this seems pretty dangerous, i guess ill give it a try lol :lol:

[danny1988]

Ok first off sorry if I say anything to offend anyone that is not my intention. Also I am very new to this site and hypnosis in general.

After reading this topic, I find the thoought of this kind of file deeply disturbing.

Correct me if im wrong but if someone listens to this file and it works of course. Then a female persona will take over their body leaving them as just a memory.

Isnt that esentially killing the original persona?

After all who we are is esentially just a persona.

I just dont get why anyone would listen to this file as you would esentially not exist at the end of it, wouldnt that be like dying?

Again sorry if I offended anyone it was not my intention I would just like to know why anyone whould do this...

Or have I fallen for some kind of wierd roleplay, I am quite gullible.

[pennyf]

This sounds pretty wonderful to me. I would love to cede to the woman inside, let her be me and me be she.
I listen to the file and do my best but, sadly, no joy :(

[danny1988]

[bumhead142]

I've been listening to the file for two weeks now and still nothing :( .
Do you have to create the voice yourself, or will it just appear?

[Tangy]

[ParanoidLord]

[pennyf]

[aungshadow]

I have been thinking over this file a lot and I see it as to dangerous for me, Beside me and my female self are 1, to tell the truth the male side never existed to begin with, and the fake person that I portray to everyone is a lie, I've known for a long time who I want to be. But this file won't awaken nothing that isn't already awake, until the day I'm ready to start my journey, this is Aungshadow, aka Danny, Aka my real self Alice waiting for the day I can free myself from my own prison

[danny1988]

@ParanoidLord
It is true that different people will have different reactions to this file, but from the two people who have tried this file and posted here it appears one is now locked in their own body the other managed to get rid of the new personality.

The file does not lock you up at first from EMG's description rather the new personality gains strength while you loose it. Then you are entirely at the mercy of the new personality.

From what I have read is this does not alter your current personality rather it creates a new one i.e. giving you Dissociative identity disorder which in its self can be rather dangerous if the new personality is malicious. Again from the posts by the 2 people who have tried it the new personalities seem quite malicious to me.


@pennyf
Maybe a bit of fear is there yes however its more sadness for the individuals who did not know what they were getting into and anger through the manipulations of senna,

If michael really wanted this then why the manipulation I ask you?

I analyse things to better understand them its not really a defence mechanism, I analyse everything. I would just like a definite answer as to what this file does to put my mind at ease as I hate feeling sad. But the answer probably wont.

I am interested in certain aspects of feminization yes among other things on this site, I would like to experience things from another perspective from time to time. But as for using anything like this I would not as I am quite happy and content being a gay guy.

With regard to Senna and Michael yes it was an interesting and in my opinion sad read which did seem a bit scripted but it still doesnt ease my mind that this possibly did happen.
Yes Michael did listen to the file that was up to him, however it wasent so much open as you think thoes messages were posted after the fact when the new personality took control.

I dont think Senna was helpful in the slightest, to the new personality yes but Senna blatantly manipulated Michael into thinking the new female personality was him all the while siding with the female personality to help gain permenant control of Michaels body and trap him!

Senna showed no concern or empathy for Michael and basically trapped him forever.

This just makes me very angry for this very reason, and as Doctor Who would say that is not a good place to stand.

As I have said I have no problem if the person understands what the file does and is willing this to happen but Michael was manipulated and you cant get around that fact.


p.s.
Now the bit im having a hard time understanding is, is this new personality like a seperate consciousness or personality if so what is the difference if one could help me there I may find out I am getting angry for no reason.

[pennyf]

[danny1988]

[pennyf]

The short answer is, I don't know.
At the moment Linda is a slight voice in my mind. Pretty obviously, it must all be me but Linda is definitely separate.
Will she take over? Who knows? The file certainly says she will but I haven't really been listening long enough for Linda to be grown strong enough.
I certainly listen often enough.
The sense I have is that Linda has access to all of me but I don't have access to all of her...she really is just a voice but she seems to know all my thoughts.
Simple reality, I have a job, I have responsibilities, I have friends and colleagues; there are things that are expected of me. I'm not so sure that Linda could, or would even want to take over the driving seat as our day to day life unfolds but maybe she could/would...I'd be okay with that.

Two things that I've noticed. The first is an internal urging to listen to the file, there's a feeling that it feeds her even though some of it jars. For instance the file talks about the name I've given her when she is adamant that she choose her own name.
The other is that the yesterday when I was walking through a mall I walked past a shop with some really nice blouses on display. On the way back I stopped to look at them again and had taken a couple of steps toward the shop to perhaps try one on before I realised what I was doing.
Was that Linda? I don't know.

[danny1988]

Ok I am beginning to understand a little better now, but are you not scared of loosing your body to this other personality if that did happen?
This is the bit that really confuses me, yes certain people would like this but still it puzzles me.

Surely having another person walk around in your body for the rest of your life or however long it lasts while you just watch must be worrying?

I may never understand this file or what it does.. but I still endevour to try :)

[pennyf]

Think of it as an adventure or a journey.

I so strongly identify as a woman that I welcome anything that helps my feminine overcome my masculine.

Or perhaps Linda is me and maybe the better part of me.

Besides how can I lose myself to myself?
Sometimes I feel her really close.
Two nights ago I woke up fingering my vagina with one hand and cupping my breast with the other. Which is a little peculiar as I have neither but equally peculiar is that it did not feel like a strange thing to be doing.

Sometimes I look at things like it's the first time I've seen them. Simple things like traffic flow through an intersection or a bird flying.

This undoubtedly all sounds a little insane and maybe it is but it's also a bit of fun.

I don't think Linda will ever take control, sadly, I have to many anchors. This is probably something that I'll try and then drop, put it down to a crazy thing I've tried.
But while I still get the urges to listen to the file I'm still very willing to help Linda exist.
I'd love her to be and me to be she.

[danny1988]

[pennyf]

[danny1988]

I dont know if im ok with my posts helping Linda.
I just dont want to see happen to you what happened to Michael. I get very emotional and I was sad for weeks after initally reading this topic hence why I want to understand this situation better.

Its just I sort of see this as disociative identity disorder i.e. multiple personalities. From what I have read they are completely seperate entities and each personality is different. I have no experiance other than research in this area. But each one does not know what the other is doing ot so I have read.

I was just trying to ease my mind over what happened to Michael who started this topic as he seemed to try the file on a whim as an experiment and didnt look like he had a very pleasent time probably doesnt still if Bella is in control just she seemed rather malicious.

This may explain why I find this file so troublesome.
I think I have trouble seeing this as I picture it as if a personality takes over you are no longer in control of your life and its like your trapped. I just see that if a personality takes over the original one just gets shuved to the side and trapped. I may be thinking of this too logically.

Say Linda took over what do you think would happen to you?
Would you like be in some form of prison in your mind? or would you become Linda and look at things from a new perspective and your old life would be who you used to be?


However I may be starting to see how Linda is a part of you as she exists in your mind in some form. So do you see it as Linda is the real you and you wish to experience life from her perspective?

If all goes well what are you hoping to get from this file btw?

[pennyf]

I was going to type
'I don't mind sharing, I'm Linda' and then a whole pile of other stuff about me (none of it bad or malicious). Wether that was truly Linda or just me being weird I honestly couldn't say.
What almost undoubtedly is Linda, is the drive to listen to the file. I went to a work function last night, had a few drinks then went home and crashed. This morning I woke an hour earlier than usual with the thought 'I am Linda', I got straight up and listened to an accelerator file and then the Linda file. She sure likes being fed.

Don't feel sad about Michael. You'll find that he got what he wanted. I certainly could be wrong here but I don't think Bella could do anything that he either didn't want or wasn't looking for a way to express. To me it seemed that he was pretty clearly in denial about his homo sexuallity and he needed Bella to let that side of him free.

At the moment Linda is pretty weak, with time I hope she will grow stronger. I understand your concern about the multiple personalities thing but it really doesn't bother me.
From my perspective I am a woman whose body doesn't reflect that reallity so there is a pretty strong disconnect right there. To have a stronger female personality take charge is kinda attractive. I love the feminine; internally, I live the feminine. Anything that helps me be more in touch with that part of my personality is cherished.

I'm looking forward to Linda developing more of a personality. At this stage I more sort of sense what she likes and doesn't like.

In amswer to your question, I really don't know what I hope to get out of this. Since starting the journey of me accepting me I haven't been thinking so much as feeling my way along. This feels right to me, I hope that Linda does take control that in the same way that she looks on through me I will look on through her. But as she is really me then really all I'm doing is letting my feminine be stronger.

[danny1988]

To me you seem to have a better handle on the file than Michael, although not as strong results. You seem to understand better what you want too, Michael did not in my opinion. Also from what you have said Linda does seem like a nice personality.

The whole reason I was sad for Michael was that at the end he tried to fight back for control but it was too late. I also did not like how the bella personality showed no remorce.

Linda to me seems like she is you and you are her from your post "This morning I woke an hour earlier than usual with the thought 'I am Linda'" This seems very different from Michaels bella as they seemed completely seperate.

You dont seem to be loosing yourself rather your gaining a new perspective. The reason I think that is you still say 'you'.

Do you see this as if Linda takesover you will still be you albeit looking at things from a new feminine perspective? I hope that is what this file does as its far better than the other I thought this file did.

The only part that really bothers me is this 'I hope that Linda does take control that in the same way that she looks on through me I will look on through her.'

I just find the idea a bit freaky, maybe its because I like being in control.
But say Linda did take over would you still be you? I know linda is a part of you im on about personality here...

I see it like this You are one personality and Linda is another. So if Linda takes over wouldnt you just be a passenger in your own body? While Linda did her own thing.

Do you not like being able to do what you want when you want?
Like watch tv when you want, go out, to the shops.

You would be watching Linda do things wether you want to or not and be unable to do anything?
You are basically giving up your body for another personality to do stuff with...
I just find this hard to understand.

[pennyf]

I just don't believe that hypnosis can make you do anything that you really don't want to do. I put a lot of store in hypnosis and as I believe I said before hypnosis helped me quit a two pack a day smoking habit but it couldn't have helped me unless I wanted it to.

The Michael/Bella thing did seem a bit contrived to me but even taken as cold fact, Bella could not have taken over Michael without his consent. There's no real timeline there either so we don't know how long or how often he listened to the file. It would be really nice to hear more from either of those two characters or even Senna.

As for Linda and I, it's still a little hard for me to know if it is really her as a separate person or if I'm just fucking with myself. Interestingly, I'm now wearing ladies panties. To be clear, I'm not a cross dresser. I certainly know that I am a woman but dressing this body in womens clothes would be an insult to both the fine body I was gifted with and to the woman I truly am inside.
Yesterday on my way home I just dropped off at the mall and bought the panties, I didn't really think about it, I just did it.

As to Linda taking over, she's welcome to. I'm submissive by nature so having a strong woman in charge is not unappealing. What would be nice would be to share this body with her.
But I think what might actually happen is that maybe I'll gain a different perspective on the world.
Or perhaps nothing will happen at all :(

[danny1988]

Yeh the Michael/Bella post freaked me out ill be honest, but it just seemed rather scripted too... It just seemed to happen to perfectly so even though it still freaks me out I still wonder if it did happen.

BTW I did message teddyslayer seeing if I could help Michael this was the reply I got

"Thank you, Danny, but Samantha is very happy where she is. She is locked away and I will ensure she will never be coming back out. Your compassion is noble but unwarranted. I am in control of this body and have been for five months now, as far as I'm concerned, I am who I was always meant to be."

Bit of a freaky reply tbh but I may be understanding what happened to Michael from the wrong viewpoint. I think my problem is I look at things locically and the brain is far from that.

Yeh I am quite submissive too, however I dont like the idea of loosing control of my body to another personality.
I just see it that me as a person I would not exist anymore thats why I find it hard to fathom why anyone would want that. But I understand some do.
Is this how you see it?
Sorry if im repeating myself.

Anyway you seem to really want this file to work so thats a major part of getting hypnosis to work. I try a lot to get hypnosis to work but I have yet to see any results. Been trying the trig werewolf and the trig school girl but nothing yet.

I did the other day buy some new exfoliating facewash and some moisturiser never bought anything like that before, but I think its just my gay side coming out more :D

Think positive that it will happen :), I try to think positive, well when im not looking for a boyfriend the online dating thing is a pain in the ass and im getting so fed up of it, not had any luck yet :( I didnt think it would be so hard lol.

Anyway back on track from my rant about my dating issues lol, you seem to know what you want and you do seem to really want this file to work, good luck :) I hope you get what you want.

Please keep me updated on your progress :) If you want me to help by me posting question after question let me know, I am running out now though ^^

[pennyf]

I may not have quite as much control as i thought. I was going for a long training run this morning and I conciously thought that I needed to wear boy stuff not girl stuff.
But then I watched myself put on a pair of panties and pose in front of a mirror and (if this makes sense) I watched myself think 'all this body hair will have to go'! lol
A little bit scary but also kinda...nice.

It must be what I want or I wouldn't keep doing it.

Sending Teddyslayer an offer of help was a pretty sweet thing to do but then my sense of you is that you are a pretty sweet guy.
A tip for skin care; when shaving use a shaving oil instead of shaving cream. Even if you use an electric razor you can still use shaving oil. It helps your skin a lot.

You probably do look at things a little to logically. I don't think it's as black and white as you fear but then again I could be totally wrong and just tricking myself.

It's really sweet of you to offer to keep asking questions. They really have helped me and in truth I've been enjoying this whole conversation.
I wish I was able to let Linda out so you and her could chat but I think it's far to early in the whole thing for her to have that sort of freedom. I've really only been listening to the file for about two weeks so really it should take another ten or so before Linda could have all that much control...if sh ever will.

Good luck with your own trancing. It can take a little while. A couple of tips; firstly, search online for a hypnotic safety net, it will help you feel safer and give you more confidence. Secondly, listen to Calimores Accelerator...it's a good file.

Personally, I'd like to keep this conversation going but please don't feel obliged to keep asking questions. As fond of you as i now am I certainly don't want to put you under duress. If you'd like you can PM me and i'll give you my email.

either way, I'll post on here from time to time to keep you up to date.

Good luck with your dating.

[mondaytuesday]

[danny1988]

[mondaytuesday]

wow, danni, wow.
Thanks for replying and sharing.
it all sounds so, i don't know, like i've not met you before or read this before, but I feel like it's dejavu. like is it me or it's you.

my whole draw into hypnosis has been uncharacteristic of me and i continue taking steps and turns that seem so aimless.

but, sometimes I look back and can see a bit of a line connecting it all. connecting me.

thanks for writing and thanks for what you have shared here. i'm gonna keep looking here because i think, feel there may be an answer here that can help me figure all this out.

thanks, again, Danni.

Allen

[wqwqwqwq]

[pennyf]

I am Linda, I'm posting this because someone suggested that for those who have become emotionally involved in this thread it might make them anxious not knowing how it all turned out.
The file has worked quite well although it wasn't listened to as much as required.
The file helped me become but I don't believe it created me. I have always been here, just not always cognisant of the fact.
At first I was desperate for life and would seek help from any avenue I could, fortunately I received help from some kind people at hypno-fetish. I now feel calm and confident and much more in control.
The guy who originally had this body is still here and is sometimes in front but increasingly it's me now. Even when he is in front he is often not aware that he is doing what I want and not what he wants. He never tried to fight me and now even if he wanted to he couldn't.
I received some advice from Bella, the girl who started this thread and I've followed it closely, she told me to show him that I can live a better life than he can...and I do.
He loves the compliments he gets because I have slimmed this body right down and I take much better care of it, he likes how I dress and if sometimes he is a bit awkward at finding himself in womens clothes stores he doesn't mind the compliments he gets from the clothes I choose. I don't dress in drag but I do choose colours, fabric and cut carefully.
He enjoys the chats I have with other women.
The body I have is male and I am learning to live with that, it can be awkward sometimes but I am learning.
One thing I do know is now that I am here I will never let go. Life is to be cherished and only an idiot would willingly let some body else take over their body.
Oh, and if you are curious about Danni, we are still very very close friends. There is someone inside her who is coming out soon too :)

[danny1988]

[homerj1620]

[danny1988]

[homerj1620]

[danny1988]

[Blackjaz]

I have to agree with Linda here, do not listen to this file on a whim. Make sure its what you want. The only reason I didn't do something rather crazy all this time is that its what you both want. I just have a hard time accepting that I guess but im slowly getting there and the fact that your still my friend helps so much :)
The takeover thing I dont think its for me I honestly dont like it and I believe that shows.
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And after reading that, I am now listening to the file.