Hey all, I posted awhile back to say I was going to listen to this file, I'll say, I am a now a turnee. The beginning was like any other, watching and looking at gay porn to see how things would change, I'll say I was always a little bi-curious before I started listening. I noticed little changes a few weeks after listening, after a month I was pretty much into the men and the bodies and cocks of the men, mostly in porn, it took a month for me to eventually start checking out men IRL. I am not into men romantically, I am more into men sexually, I am not into their faces really either, but I am more into their bodies and cocks for sure, I love seeing men naked, or if I see a man walking around shirtless, I will say to myself that's a nice body. It seems to me I have become the kind of gay the file suggests I would be.
When it comes to women, I am indifferent, the file never made me disgusted with women as it suggested. I have no desire however, to be romantically involved with women because most my relationships with women never last more then 4-5 months or so. I see a woman naked, I just see something I do not sexually desire, I can't get hard to women at all anymore, and that's fine by me. I am not disgusted when I see a vagina, I just see something I no longer desire and could care less if I never get it again.
When I look at naked men and gay porn, and when I'm with a man physically, it's totally a different feeling. I have been with a few men since I noticed my transformation. Watching men in gay porn is hot, seeing their bodies, cocks and cum is so hot, actually getting sex is a thousand times better. It just feels so right and natural for me to be with men sexually. While I am not romantically into men, nor am I really into their faces, it's the act of the sex that's hot, wanting their body over me as i have my knees to my chest as they are fucking me and are over me, the body heat of a man over you, the grunts and groans, that's what gay sex for me is about, feeling a dick inside you, giving in to your primal, animalistic instincts of just straight up fucking is the best.
I don't feel shame as the file suggests I would, I feel like I'm doing something that is totally natural for me to do, and that should be natural and right for me. While I'm not into men romantically, I love making friendships. Being around men more then women, hanging out with the guys takes on a whole new meaning to me. My personality didn't change as the file would suggest, I still feel like myself, my hobbies and interests are still the same, I don't "act" or "feel" gay, or feminine, I am still my normal masculine self, the only thing the file did was take away my desire to have any physical, sexual connection and replaced that with men. Forming friendships with men is something I do desire more, hanging out with the guys like I said, even if they are platonic and non sexual friendships, I definitely feel more connected to men in a way I never thought I would. Hope you enjoyed my conversion story
