Making it real?

[Malaprop]

So, I listened to "Samatha Sez Sissy" by bandler yesterday and I'm seriously craving to actually suck on a cock. I've never done anything like that -- although I've enjoyed hypnotic fantasy, in real life, men have never turned me on. This morning at the gym I kept noticing guys and wondering what their cocks might look like and what it might be like to suck on them. I'm not sure what to do at this point.

[Mutazoa]

[bandler]

[Pansyboi]

The safe thing to do would be to buy a dildo and try it on that. Maybe that will satisfy the urge and it will be all you need.

[dangel1983]

I think loads of us have been there, me included.

I started off not remotely interested in cocks - but after all the time I spent thinking about feminization and hypnosis etc etc, I began to crave cock. In the end during one marathon wank session, I couldn't take it any longer and looked on the internet for someone nearby.

In the end I found a not so convincing CD, explained my problem and met with her that night. In my mind doing it with someone dressed as a woman wasn't so 'gay'.

I was really nervous but I'll always remember sliding her silk panties down and taking her thick meat in my mouth, it was amazing.

It's up to you, this path can lead on to other things (months later we swapped roles as 'she' became a he and took my anal virginity as I dressed in lingerie as a 'woman' - amazing.) But I still love chicks too and don't spend time worrying and obsessing over either now.

[Malaprop]

Thanks for the replies. Most of the effects of the hypnosis subsided after a couple of days - I'm back to noticing women as always, and not thinking about men's cocks. Unfortunately, while such fantasies as doing it with a CD, or dressing up and being somebody's bitch are highly intriguing, too many things in my life would be at risk were I to pursue it.

[bandler]

[Mutazoa]

[bandler]