Just listened to EMG's Curse Panty Deal.

[IMustWearPanties]

[hammerklav]

Sounds fun! Good luck! :)

[IMustWearPanties]

I had a very difficult time getting to sleep last night. When I was occupied last night it allowed me to keep myself distracted, so the horniness wasn't overwhelming. When it came time to sleep, I wasn't doing anything else, and that's when the curse was certainly in full effect. I could barely stay still because I was so horny, which just made things worse because moving around made sure I could feel the panties even more, which made me even more horny. Up until I tried to sleep last night, I wasn't so sure if this was going to work, but I'm convinced now. Even writing this post, I'm more horny than I was writing the last one.

When I woke up this morning I immediately listened to the file again, and it was definitely a lot more powerful after trying to sleep last night. I have to say, as a newbie to all this, I always had the wrong impression about what a trance would feel like. There's a portion of the induction that talks about what it should feel like, which was a very big part of what made it work, I think. But anyways, last night when I listened I believed some parts and doubted others, but this time when I listened it had me accepting every word.

Today brought out the same immediate powerful effect as yesterday, as well. This time, though, because I was already wearing my panties, it made me very, very horny. I had to just sit there for a good five minutes before I could bring myself to move at all. Also, yesterday I felt a little unclear on the masturbation restrictions. I wasn't sure if I wasn't allowed to cum or if I wasn't allowed to masturbate at all. The wording is a bit inconsistent. At the very start it seems to suggest I simply can't sum, but during trance it suggests that I can't touch myself in any way. I'm going with not touching myself in any way.

Yesterday, before trying to sleep, I hadn't even considered the option of further feminization yet. My mind was RACING with ideas to feminize myself as I listened through the file again today. I feel like the eight hour restriction is going to make things very difficult, though. If I were to start something right now, it would be 6 PM before I'd be allowed to take my panties off. That being said, it's much more of a legitimate option today than I considered it yesterday.

One thing I will say, though, is that even though I'm thinking everything through pretty thoroughly, thinking about my options to work around all the restrictions, I haven't attempted at all to violate the rules. When I was in bed last night, I just dealt with the agonizing horniness.

[IMustWearPanties]

I very briefly gave in and tried on a pair of leggings for about 10 minutes. It more or less made me feel exactly as I would if I hadn't ever listened to the file at all. I want to make it clear that the goal on my end isn't to thoroughly feminize myself. The goal is the agonizing horniness and the restrictions surrounding it. So I'm making a decision to fight the urge to feminize as much as I possibly can, because, quite frankly, I want this to be about the torture of it.

[oraprog]

Oh, yes you can fight it for a little while. But every once in a while, you will want a break, you'll need to masturbate. That's when you'll get creative.

Paint your toenails
shave your legs
wear stockings and a garter
wear a bra
search the internet for shoes to buy
droll over wearing the shoes
buy them
learn to walk in them
research fake fingernails
learn makeup techniques
buy makeup
practice putting on makeup

BTW, as I understand the rules, it doesn't count if you do it once, then stop? So like if you put on stocking for 10 minutes, then take them off it doesn't really count. You have to wear them for pretty much all day.

[VeryGnawty]

[VeryGnawty]

[qv]

[radar]

Wow Gnawty..! I wish my ID would take some advice from yours.. It sounds so nice to be able to have such a degree of control from your sub conscious. I can only hope that one day my panties will be as creamy as yours.. :wink:

[VeryGnawty]