Gabby, fortunately, or unfortunately, depending on perspective, you will find the pleasure is so intense that there is really no going back. Within a year, you will be masturbating with a small vibrating dildo up your tight little hole, thinking about nasty things that today you wouldn't consider, and as you cum, you will gaze longingly at your own cock.... Your mouth will water. Yes, I think thats a fair estimate of where these powerful things will likely take you. I squirm in my seat just thinking about it. 8O
Ok, my girlie wannabe, here are a few recommendations. As quickly as possible, before they are deleted, get Catgirl's GoGo Girl and GoGo Bubble. They are free. Get any other free Catgirl files. Find the Allison in Love files that are free, and they will help you on your journey.
Thats a start, and if you dare, listen to Curse Stroke Sissy, oh, I suggest about 20 times over th next few weeks.
Everybody raves about the Squidgy files, and they are amazing, but, if you like your cock getting firm and able to shoot creamy cum, beware....
I like bending over and sucking my own cock, so I can't listen to those wonderful Squidgy files. If you do yoga for about a year, you will get flexible and learn many girly things you can do with your own body. So, if you start to crave cum, mmmm so good, you can, you know, satisfy your needs without the risk of aids.
Also, I suggest you get an "Aneros" device. It renders girly type orgasms that you can just ride and ride, like waves of pleasure that wash over you, in increasing intensity.
Well, I guess thats enough for now. Good luck.