Wanting the fantasy but not the reality

I've been experimenting with being hypnotized through the files on this site lately and find I really enjoy being turned into a woman, and what I'd really love to find is a file, voiced by a woman, in which I get taken by a man and done the old fashioned way until we both climax. But, when it's over, I want to go back to being a heterosexual man in my day to day life. When I'm out and about, I'm attracted to women, not men, and I have a female sexual partner whom I love, but I really enjoy entering this fantasy realm and being someone with a different body and different desires for a while.
Does anyone else find they enjoy the fantasy of feminization, but aren't so sure they'd enjoy the reality?
Does anyone else find they enjoy the fantasy of feminization, but aren't so sure they'd enjoy the reality?