Hormones as a result of files

[madelon]

Today I received a one year supply of female hormones (Estrofem and Premarin) and it all started with the feminization files. Even if they don't totally change your body they may cause you to go the extra mile to made your body match your new mind. Soon I'll be seeing real, not maybe differences. So be careful what you wish for.

[madelon]

I''ve taken my first Estrofem sublinguallly and applied premarin in my boy-pussy. There;s no turning back.

[grr4]

Now that you have started... any comments?

[madelon]

Now my nipples stand out, are sore, and have a definite lump behind them.

[Tad]

anything new?

[Cade]

i'd suggest keeping a journal of your venture if you arent allready.

[jooli]

It'd be a good idea to add an anti-androgen to a feminizing regimen. It would reduce the dose of estrogen required; a good thing because high doses of estrogen can have dangerous side effects (liver damage and/or potentially fatal bloodclots - not so sexy). Spironolactone (Aldactone) or Androcur are commonly used. Spironolactone is generally favoured: cheap, available and relatively safe (pity it tastes so bloody awful).

Anyone wanting to go this route: Don't just take my word for it. Research, research, research! It'll save you time & money and make the whole deal a lot less risky.

[sunray_2]

Actually getting a therapist's recommendation and seeing an endocrinologist beforehand is much more reliable than only researching.

[jooli]

[sammy1nz]

For me it started listening to stroke sissy for a laugh. Now it's stuck in my head. I wear panties full time. My tits are tender and I massage them. I'm looking for hormones. It seemed such innocent fun when I listened to it, but now the inhibitions I used to have about feminising myself are gone. I don't intend doing a full transition, but look what I'm doing to myself! (And loving every minute of it!)

[PS360]

[sammy1nz]

Staying away is no fun. This, as I said, is the erosion of inhibition - clearly I want to do this. Go on, give it a try.

[sabrinaselentra]

jooli and sunray are right be smart about any kind of therapy you undertake. I recommend a herbal approach myself. But in some cases you do need the other stuff. Best to get a good endocrinologist. Also you have to become your own expert like Jooli said research research research. I invite everyone to take a look a my new site lots of feminization stuff at whispernymph.com. Also I want to create TS section so do need a real TS to help me plan and to oversee that part of the site. Bree is back in Japan making more money than me. So she is not interested. Love Sabrina

[sammy1nz]

To gain legal access to hormones, I have booked in with a registered psychotherapist. I got her name from a local transgender support network, making sure I was going to someone sympathetic. After three months counselling I can go on hormones. Meanwhile I will start on herbals. My wife, very pleased with the effects of my feminisation says that I have started growing little titties already, despite my having lost weight with my feminized diet.

My wife is very supportive, but until tonight has said little about my suggestion or hormones. Tonight she admitted that she loves the way I have become more girly. I talk with her more and I'm more clingy. She admitted that this was so important to her that if there was a drug that promoted this, she'd grind it up and put it in my cornflakes! She said that the potential physcological side-effects of the hormones would be worth it even if I didn't grow titties. Meanwhile, she admitted that she also wildly turned on by the whole thought of my titties growing.

What hope have I got now of resisting? Perhaps I should listen to StrokeSissy again to see if I can get it out of my head! LOL.

Love

Sammy

[StefeniTS]

[sammy1nz]

Two months on hormones now and things are starting to happen! The curse continues.

[catgirlatheart]

such as...

[sammy1nz]

Well, after five days on spirotone, my libido and mood took a dive. The mood recovered, but the libido is much, much reduced. Within two weeks, my breasts became tender. After two months both nipples and breasts are swollen. My body hair doesn't grow back as fast or as dense. My beard is softer.

The most significant change is mental. I'm much less uptight than I was. I've just had the calmest month of my life. It's just great.

I don't know if SSC is to blame, but I learned my name, I learned there is no going back. I've learned that every time I take a step forward I can't go back. This is how I like it!

If people seek files for breast growth, almost any of the feminization files will do - especially if they urge you to go out and get hormones!

[sailor2005]

I have been taking the following for nearly 7 years;

6 mg estradiol (Progynova or Estrofem) daily
10 mg Provera daily
200 mg Spironolactone daily

The physical results have been amazing. BUT.........the psychological results are even more so. I did a ton of research. Believe me that the research does not totally prepare you for what is going to happen. It's like skydiving--you can read about it, watch films, but until you actually do it you have no idea.

The combined physical changes (breasts, nipples, soft skin, redistribution of body fat) cause you to look at yourself differently. The physical changes and their accompanying increase in sensory input to your brain (nipple sensitivity increases tremendously, for example) have a profound effect on how you think. For example, seeing your breasts projecting out from your chest with your nipples erect (as they will be most of the time for months once they start growing) flips a switch in your head. Words fail me here.... but suddenly, one day, you will wonder why you waited so long to begin feminization.

I know I think differently now. I look at men (never did before) differently. They definitely look at me differently!! And women too.

If anyone wants to ask any questions, I'd be happy to answer.

Gillian

[sammy1nz]

Thanks for sharing that Gillian. Yes, the mental and emotional changes are profound. My relationships have all improved and, dare I say it, I have become more manipulate!

Perhaps even more significant than going on the hormones was the decision to do it. I had to do the whole drama with counselling and a prescription as spiro and E aren't available without a prescription here. So that was hard. But it also meant risking the loss of a thing which men hold dear - their erections. The list of side effects for genetic men taking estrogen include sterility, impotence, breast growth, testicular atrophy and feminization. The thing is with hormones, you don't get to choose which effects you get.

For me, the big moment was when I realised that the calming effect of feminizing was worth more than my erections. From there it took me a month to get past the "gatekeepers" and get my prescription. I know I could stop or reduce any time, but the girl inside puts the pills in my mouth twice a day.

For the record, my dose is low - .003 mcg ethynilestradiol and 50mg of spiro.

Sammy