WarpMyMind

I feel I am transgender but I don't think I have the strength to go through with it. I've been scared of this file in the past but now it seems like exactly what I want, it can let me let go and let someone stronger than me take control of my body and mold it into how it should be. I want to leave this up as a running log of my experience, but I also want to know what others think about this, and how working together with my feminine self may go.

Also open to any suggestions on how often I should be listening, I'm planning on once or twice daily

Did my first listen just now so I'm just working for posterity. Obviously no changes yet but I actually feel a little calmer about my feelings and desires about being a woman, so that's a little relieving

Thanks for highlighting the steps, I've just been looking into hrt for now but it's nice to see what must be done beyond that. It seems like a long journey and I'm eager to get started.

I just listened again and had probably the best trance of my life. I barely remember anything past the induction aside from counting to 5 to take me out of trance, but I feel so refreshed now. Still not really noticing any changes but I don't expect to yet

Small update, I had a two part dream last night. First I was having a conversation with a friend and I kept stuttering and mumbling and just having a hard time communicating regularly. Then it kind of restarted but I was a woman this time. I was talking very easily and words just naturally and smoothly came out, I wasn't fighting like I was before. I was speaking more confidently and charismatically

Maybe it's just a dream but maybe it's my mind telling me that I am more comfortable and confident as a woman? Anybody else have any takes on what it could mean

Yeah it feels like it's a message of how I feel more comfortable and confident as a woman. I've talked to a therapist and she wasn't convinced I was trans, and she recommended spending some time playing with gender roles and women's clothing and seeing how I feel. I've tried and have some mixed feelings, but I get so jealous when I see transwomens bodies online and talk to them. I want to move forward with a gender therapist but I am still too scared to take that next step.

I've taken the COGIATI and came back with the "feminine male" result and that was both a relief and a disappointment to me. I do agree with a lot of the criticisms of it though, so I don't know if I believe it's accuracy.

I listened again and don't feel much different. Didn't trance as deep though. I'm going to walk through some feminine aisles of a department store now and see if it Sparks anything, even if it's subtle

Just as an additive, I would call Bambi a better version of takeover, because it isn't so forceful of a multiple personality split than female takeover.

You might like: https://bambisleep.blogspot.com/2017/04/

Sorry, I meant to add to the conversation, not as an additive to the other file. I would recommend Bambi instead of Female Takeover.

Thanks for the suggestion, I'll check it out. CFT hasn't had much affect anyways on me, even after daily listenings

Sorry I've been gone so long but I feel so much better now. Michael tried to quit this file and leave the site but he came back and I know it's because it's what he truly wants. We haven't really been talking, he tries to ignore I exist, but I think that's better, that way he thinks my thoughts are his own, and I think that will make him easier to control. He doesn't go on here anymore because he's trying to move on with his life but what he doesn't know is his life is over, the only life in his future is Ellie's. I sometimes take control and it's like he doesn't even notice, maybe I'm a little more subtle than some of the alters that this file has created but I like to make him think the ideas are his so he doesn't resist, like at all. I'm steering towards getting him on hormones to make his body into a beautiful one for me, I'm also making sure he's only watching shemale porn with men. He used to love shemales with each other or shemales with women but I think I'm making it so he can't insert himself into the scenes without a big strong man. I'm building up the courage to to take him to a glory holes but I'm a little worried of disease, since this is going to be my body soon. Still, the thought of having him take a selfie with a dick in his mouth, and maybe "accidentally" sending it to his gf, makes me want control so much that I know I'll eventually win.

Ugh it gets me so horny to write this, I love this file so much. I hope he comes back and sees this once he starts to notice our new titties growing because the idea of destroying his manhood makes me feel so good

although at times i thought this file was working,it hasnt given me the end result its been over a year now and although i didnt listen to it for a short while i expected by now something should of happened .
so the question is should i keep going or just give up????

your lucky u managed to get the file to work moo4 been trying for almost a year with out any luck

and yet another took the road to hell..
when will people stop listening to that damn file.

Such a negative attitude there daugo; think of it as a road to Elysium. Its an excellent file to start one's journey towards feminization.

Might as well stop trying. if it works it really really works. if it doesn't then nothing will change that. consider yourself blessed that it doesn't work on you.

after a year of listening? yea probably won't work.

I personally wouldn't, been through that hell before. but you do you.

Your road to hell is my road out of hell. Is it such a bad thing to want to live? Especially when one voluntarily offered their life for mine by beginning to listen? I know I've always been in Michael and feel like I'm the real owner of this body. He's fighting back harder now but I think he knows things are better when I'm in charge and will yield eventually. He had a boring, friendless,sexless life and I know I can make all of that better when I eventually get the chance

at least you admit you came from hell

this happened to me last night
wow weird experience i dont remember going to bed at all last night ,i was listening to curse female takeover was the last thing i remember and than next thing my alarm went of and i was in bed
has this happened to anyone else ??? could it be file related?? i always sit beside my bed and do my hypno so i would of had to turn my comp sideways,taken of the ear phones got into bed and put the blankets on but i dont remember doing any of this

ugh, michael is being so annoying and i've been feeling like i haven't gotten anywhere with him, but last night I had him dream he was fucking a trap while he was laying next to his gf. I can't wait to twist these until he is the sexy feminine little trap getting fucked in his dreams, hopefully I can make him wake up moaning and try to explain it to her.

Just a small strange update.

I've stopped listening to CFT for a while now and thought things had reset to normal and my little experiment was over. However, I've been increasingly having stronger and stronger transgender feelings and its been quite confusing and stressful. I've tried to to them down though and say its just a fetish.

This has finally came to a head last night, as I was researching hormones and feminisation, and was just curious so I began looking into hormones and doses and what things like that cost. I went through and kept clicking and wound up with a cart full of 2 months of estrogen and I kept saying to myself "whats the next step like?" And kind of before I knew it and without thinking too much I had paid and now it is being sent to me .

I'm not sure what to do know and I really hope my gf doesn't get to the package before I do because idk how to explain something so stupid. Im torn between getting my hands on them and throwing them right in the garbage, or trying them for a couple weeks to see how I feel.

long story short, this is a pine i never intended on crossing and i cant believe what im doing. Even though its stupid and wreckless, im also so confused and excoted about what im doing. I'm done with the file but I'm not so sure its done with me

Heya Ellie, I sent you a PM!

I would actually add further, if someone listens to CFT and it has an effect on them, it's because they are trans and identify as female. Hypnosis can't make anyone anything unless you want it, and someone listening to a file like this in the first place clearly has a desire to be a woman.

@lillian1

Please be aware that though this is the orthodoxy in the transgender community and the medical establishment goes along because of trans activisim, the underlying question of whether folks who lack a desire to be trans can obtain one through hypnosis is actually unproven by science. Experience on Warp My Mind would tend to prove the opposite: a great many men who get into sissy hypno become uncomfortable in the male gender and proceed to transition.

Also, a significant number of people with extreme gender discomfort choose NOT to transition and nonzero numbers of them go on to be happy as males as I did; so the gender dyphoria = trans notion is really only true by definition; and it's a definition that a certain kind of transperson (typically ones with high dysphoria and a desire to believe that transitioning is the only option) tends to push on the medical community. Since transition is medicalized in this culture, those are the ones that the expert level doctors see and base their opinions on.

I favor extensive study of randomized groups of people to prove the issue scientifically; but until then it's best to let everyone have their journey.
Gatekeeping people without dysphoria out keeps those people from exploring being trans.
Denying the experience of masculine males who have gender issues denies them proper care.
LITERALLY NOBODY BENEFITS FROM AN EXCLUSIVE ATTITUDE.

Another late update but I figured I'd let you guys know what's going on.

I got my hrt (estrogen only) and I took it for around a month. I thought nothing was really changing but now I've noticed I have sensitive breast buds and I love how they feel, even though it's a little embarrassing that I've actually gone through and done some permanent feminization to my body.

I can't believe I've done this but I want and am almost craving more. I'm seriously looking into ordering more estrogen and AA and starting a proper regimine to transition into a woman. I'll have moments where I think its crazy but I always come back to an incredible sense of longing and desperation to start hrt.

before my experiment it was like I was just telling myself I was transgender because it was arousing and it didn't feel true. Now I've been referring to myself as a woman and its felt so natural and thinking of myself in women's clothes/makeup everyday in public makes me want it to become a reality so bad. I want people to call me she/miss and to present fully as female in public now and its a little scary.

I feel like I should turn back bit being a man just isn't what I want anymore. I never wanted to deal with transitioning but now it seems like its my only path if I want to truly be happy

Though ive never done this file but flirted with similar ones. What you just wrote is how i feel every day. But i have always struggled with living below poverty lvl
I am 30 and have 2 wonderful kids. And i am glad i stayed male long enough to bring them into the world. But every day i long for hrt and transition.

The point of this reply is to say there are those of us that struggle with the same. I both envy your ability to get your hands on hrt but i also feel for you and your struggle.

@uruquan mansplaining my own position to me... If you're a transman congrats on your progress. You literally attacked me for having basically your own position on the matter.

Re activism: compare the DSM-V definition of "gender dysphoria" to the DSM-IV one and then look at the ideology of those pushing that interpretation before it was adopted. The influences are obvious when you see what changed and why.

Historically, you are absolutely correct about the bias. Unfortunately it's been hypercorrected in less than healthy and inclusive ways. Doctors are a diverse group and adopt opinions over time at varying rates just like any group does.

Re: gatekeeping. We have similar but opposite issues: I get SO much shit for choosing to stay male and address my discomfort through transition to masculinity. All I can say is it worked for me and that's reflecting the underlying diversity of the phenomenon which the current definition fails to capture.

Re: "Hypnosis can't make you do anything you would never do..." True but only if you mean at the subconscious level. Most everyone has repressed things that can be released through Hypnosis which are often unacknowledged by the conscious mind. Shattered Heterosexuality provided many examples of subjects for whom it was "unthinkable" to turn gay who are now happily homosexual. This is likely as true for gender as sexual orientation.

Just an update, we've ordered our 2nd round of hrt and are taking all our pills on time like a good girl. We haven't told Michaels gf and he's so worried how he's going to explain his limp shrinking clittie and his sensitive soft titties. He's freaking out inside but I can tell he's excited for the changes and loves how his body is starting to feel. I don't think it'll be much trouble to get him to go further now that he sees how good everything can feel.

I'm thinking of starting a grindr profile to get us some cock. Michaels really upset at this but I can tell he really wants it. We've been edging to anal hypno and shemale videos and he's had no objections to that, so this is just the next logical step. He's never been with a man and it'd be SUCH a shame if he never tried it. I can tell there's a bit of longing there, and I can make him submit and be the girl he's always wanted to be for a dominant man, just this one time tonight. <3

I am looking for moo4. Your post was September 2019. I would like to know how your HRT worked. Thanks for any update.