WarpMyMind

She gets moderately angry and/or annoyed when EMG says she's still 10; or talking to me for the "very first time". lol.

Kinda funny getting scolded for bad driving too.

Wonder if I should make a TTS version (for my own use) edited so as to not annoy her about age. Maybe even slip in a suggestion that she might enjoy punishing the male personality when she's in control. A good strapping to keep him in line, delivered in the privacy of the mind's eye. Hmmmm..

Oh... first time I've ever bought a bra or dress too.

OTOH, she doesn't seem like a girly-girl or sissy type, so this may go in an odd direction.

Why I like play with fire, I no know!

it is natural and normal to listen to the female inside you

the only fire is compelling desire... which excites you and you wanted

Not trying to turn this into a diary or log... But over the past few months I've been using the various feminization files here, and ending up settling on the takeover file.

Coincidentally, I've been called "sweety" and "honey" in casual conversation with random women more in the last month or so, than I can ever remember happening. I'm not trying to provoke that response, nor doing anything assertively public, but something seems "up"...

kinda creepy interesting fun...

Welcome to Hell. Enjoy your time here.

A present arrived in the mail from Rebecca...

A pair of corsets. Not the super expensive custom ones, just a pair to try and see how they go. Tried on the heavier, but less attractive one, and gave it a modest tightening ( I'd just eaten, so there are limits! ). The more attractive one is overbust, which will need some 'filling' to look good.

Rebecca thinks that yes, I do have the hips and butt for this little adventure, she seemed satisfied with the result. Won't go for continuous wear for quite a while, and my dresses haven't arrived yet either.

Top part is a problem though, I have a very wide, thick chest for my height, filled a B cup bra with half-pec and half cotton, and it didn't look like hardly anything different. Sites seem to suggest that trans girls have a tendency to oversize their objective on top; but with a 46" chest to start with, I don't think a C cup on top is gonna look like much of anything either.... E cup prosthetics look cool... poor poor checking account.

And then there is the hair... sheesh, its all in the wrong place. Found a local place that will lazer male bodies 100%, but the beard has lots of grey and white which won't work. Guess whome gets to look forward to submitting to some electrolysis. zappy zappy.

This message has been approved by Matriarch Rebecca. Any spelling and grammar errors remain the fault of the typist.

btw.. she did briefly drive the body, a kinda weird, but pleasant experience. But we're in no rush, and we have more interesting things to work on first... like squishing whome in a corset!

Hmm... Need to lose a little weight across upper back, but otherwise, a good beginning I think. Except fur...well... /sigh
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Since I'm 50'ish; the progression of takeover is quite slow, but I think its gaining some strength, and she's gaining some ability to influence things. Of note today, my 2nd alternate reading of the takeover file has a different type of wakener at the end that makes it easier to stay under for a loop; I've noticed a few times that I seem to be able to remember only one iteration through, but that after coming up, time has elapsed for two or three loops. I don't think I'm sleeping either.

It is still very hard to perceive her as a truly independent alter, despite the file's instructions, it seems more like a merge bit-by-bit replacement of personality elements. Suspicion here is that my analytical capacity and subconscious impulse are vastly more potent than my self identification; and so what gets swapped and improved, stays swapped and improved. Might seem bad to some, but I'm liking the changes so far quite a lot. Though I seem to be wasting a lot of time browsing women's dresses.

This is becoming a little like a log! Hope folks don't mind.

Yesterday was the first time I wore a dress without guy clothes on underneath. Was corseted, but not seriously tight. Fairly long dress, and really needs a turtleneck to go with it. I have one somewhere, but have to find it. Nothing the satin-pink crowd here would probably approve of, but gotta be me!

I wasn't expecting it to have much of an emotional or mental impact, but it did. It was a very odd, strong feeling of vulnerable freedom. If that makes any sense at all. Can't seem to get it out of my head.

Rebecca says, "get used to it."

Different size bra... matches my chest size better.

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Still needs turtleneck long sleeve I think.

Bah.... I don't think my brain could manage to support the alter. Just kinda all faded into the muddy puddle of my inner narrative.

Was fun to try. I'll think I'll work on the succubus derivatives for a while.

Wonder what really makes the difference between those who get great effects from these alter creating files, and those that don't...

A. I did create those alternates versions, but as they are derivative works of WMM's they can't really be considered mine to redistribute. I think they may also be flawed in some way, and may have contributed to the dis-integration and failure of the takeover.

B. I'm not really looking to make a dual personality egalitarian existence; so other half doesn't really appeal to me.

I have had some recallable dreams with the domineering succubus though, so maybe this'll work out better.