by kslava » January 20th, 2016, 8:05 pm
I'm an "MTF" transsexual woman (amab) as well, having known since I was very little. I started hypnosis a couple years after I came out and right around when I went full time. I would agree with others that the files can actually help transition.
And most importantly, I would like to emphasize that hypnosis cannot make you do anything you truly do not want to do. I have been listening to Bimbo Blessing and some other Goddess Gracie files (like Acceptance) for some time now, here and there (not regularly, but when I feel like it), and haven't really "fallen" into it like one might expect. If anything I find the airheaded bimbo idea is actually comforting in that it prevents depression. But I don't do that in my regular life. It's just an escape. It's a morning thing I sometimes do when I've still got too much testosterone in me (I take my pills in the mornings, so that's when I wake up horniest). Erotic hypnosis is an escape. For me, bimbo files are like mental bondage that make me feel feminine. Feeling feminine turns me on, much as it turns on many women (cis, trans, or otherwise).
If you feel attracted to the file, I say try it out. If you are worried about falling into it too hard, listen while sitting up and not being too tired. I think you'll be fine. Hang in there. <3