Something a little different - selective regression?

I am still new to this, but I haven't found anyone else that has the same interests that I have. I have an incredibly high stress life that involves me having to take care of everyone around me, emotionally, financially, physically, medically, etc. So, I want to be able to trigger a complete regression to babyhood (roughly 6-12 month age), don't care if it's triggered by myself or my daddy/mommy. I want to be completely taken care of, no worries, all my needs met by someone else, complete bowel and bladder incontinence during my play time - 100% babyfication. However, I also want a sexual component as well. Is that even possible? My husband absolutely does not understand or agree with my desire. I will be finding a different mommy or daddy, but my time with them will be limited. I do have fairly extensive alone time that I currently spend in diapers, and am working on involuntary incontinence now (I can sometime go on command, am getting better by the day).
Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you!
Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you!