Introduction and Help???

[absissy]

:? My name is absissy. i'm the subby of Mindmaster who has begun training me to wear and use diapers just like a little baby does, because i made fun of his baby girl who uses her diapers like a little baby.

Master made me download and use the Diaper Training 1 and 2 and Baby Bladder files then the Curse 24/7 Incontinence files and listen to them everyday at least 3 times a day. Then he edited them and put them with another file that makes these files seem to work very, very well.

At first i was upset at being made to wear and wet diapers like baby because i was just his sissy pet. Now i kind of like being in a wet diaper for some reason, and can't seem to help wetting, and sometimes pooping my diapers.

Last week he made me start listening to a different file, something about DiaperHumiliation and now it's getting so i have to tell everybody i wear diapers and wet and poop just like a little baby does. i have to wear very heavy thick cloth diapers now to work and class and whenever we go out and can't change until i'm really wet and poopy which is starting to scare me now. Poopy diapers get kind of stinky and people ask me what that smell is and i have to tell them i pooped my diapers.

Can i do something so i don't have to be so obvious when i'm wearing and using my diapers and stop having to tell anyone who asks that i wet and poop like a little baby in diapers??? i'm afraid i might lose my job if people know i like wearing diapers.

absissy

[KatieFox]

if you like it, just accept it.

And id love a copy of that "file" thats making it work well for you ;)

Also, you could try and see a doctor to get a written note saying you have a incontinence problem, so people HAVE to accept it.

[Sasami]

Can you stop listening to the files?

Will your Mindmaster let you stop?

Are you sorry you made fun of his baby girl?

Whatever you do, please keep us up to date. Maybe start a daily journal.

I hope things work out OK, and you don't lose your job or anything really bad.

If you stop listening to the file/s then eventually you should revert to normal on your own, depending on how succeptable to hypnosis you are.

[absissy]

[Diapered_Cherub]

holy cow, that sounds almost too much to believe. I guess first off I don't understand the whole thing of someone else completely controling you when you want to do something else. If it were me and I didn't want to do something, and someone else didn't like it I'd tell them,,,,, well , where the could get off,,,,, to put it lightly. As far as the files having that MUCh effect,,,, in a way I ENVY you. I've tried many different files and NOTHING works fo me. I've resigned to just listening to them purly on the basis of entertainment. But uh,,,, good lucky?

[liljonny]

I feel that making you listen to the DiaperHumiliation file is going too far.
The Baby Bladder file and the Curse 24/7 Incontinence file should keep you in diapers for the rest of your life.
You didn't say if the Baby Bladder file is the Curse Baby Bladder file from the diaper training series or the train Baby Bladder.
The only Curse 24/7 Incontinence file I see is from the diaper training series.
Most of the files from the diaper training series are permant.

[absissy]

[absissy]

[ABoy]

I don't think I want all the aspects that being a sub entails, but I sure do envy the position your in, being forced into diapers and having a little diapered baby girl for a playmate. I agree the files are very effective, and the DiaperHumilation file made me want to do degrading, humiliating things as well. I had to force myself to stop listening, which was very tough and I still revert sometimes, because I didn't want to fail school or lose my job. If you are getting addicted, you may as well kiss any pride and continence you had left goodbye, because I think that is by far the most intese file I've heard.

I'd love to hear more about the baby girl that your master and you live with, Any interesting anecdotes about what he has made her do with diapers? Feel free to share good stories about your own experience too!

[Sasami]

I am also in agreement that I think this file is too extreme. I might fantasize about being put in that possition, but I wouldn't want to do it in real life.

But you are the best person to make these possitions for yourself, including giving control over to your master so I will not presume to tell you what to do.

Still, I think that after another week or two, you aren't going to need to listen to this file any more any way judging on the succeptability you have described. I think you ought to move on to some sissy files, or little girl transformation files.

And I would love to hear more details about the results and possitions people who have listened to this file have found themselves in.

You might find it boring, but as someone who has a lot of trouble with hypnosis, to say nothing of to causions to ever actually try something like this, would find it very interesting. So pretty please, start a journal. I want to hear more about this :)

And it will add a little bit more embarrassment to your punishment.

[liljonny]

If I made someone listen to diaper files, I would add CurseThumbSucker and Diapers Only from the diaper training series. I believe the Diapers Only file would prevent the person from wearing underwear.

[liljonny]

[KatieFox]

indeed, i would like to see that file too[/list]

[absissy]

[absissy]

[absissy]

[absissy]

I would like it if your master uploaded his edited file to the site. It sounds like it might be pretty effective.

liljonny[/quote]

i asked Master about this and he says since these files belong to EMG or other people and he only edited them for His own purposes it would be wrong to upload the edited file(s).

Unless Mr. EMG and Mr. Saranoga agree he doesn't think it would be proper.

Sorry

absissy

[ABoy]

[Sasami]

[NowhereBoy]

If the smell of messy diapers is causing problems, there are pills to get rid of the smell. Just ask at your local health-food store. Of course, that's if your Master gives you permission.