by Exrandu » March 1st, 2012, 1:39 pm
Arise thread, arise!
Sorry for the necromancy but after years of wanting to try this series out I started it earlier this week. I didn't actually begin with the intention of going 24/7 at all, I just wanted to see if the file was really as effective as so many seemed to think. After listening to it for four days now, today I had my first not-on-purpose accident ever.
Well, to be fair I started, but then when I reflexively tried to stop it I found that I couldn't. I just kept peeing with absolutely no control, and it was possibly one of the most divine experiences of my life. I had imagined it for so many years, but the reality was so much greater than the imagining of it.
On the second day, by the way, is when wetting my diapers first became an entirely new pleasure for me. There are suggestions in the file that suggest that wetting feels as pleasurable as an orgasm to you. No suggestion like that has ever worked for me before, but on the second day when I wet before going to take a shower the feeling of pleasure was so intense my knees trembled. Every wetting since has been like that, and simply being in a wet diaper is heavenly. I wouldn't describe the pleasure as sexual exactly... its more like a much more intense version of the feeling you get when you pee after holding it for a while.
Today when I was listening to the file I could feel my bladder... twitching? As if it really wanted to totally let go but it wasn't quite ready yet. Twinging would actually be a better word, actually. Has anyone else ever experienced this feeling?
Now I'm slightly scared because I don't care how impractical it is... I want to wear and wet my diapers all the time like a little baby. Part of me wants to stop listening and part of me feels like I can't and I shouldn't. This file works, and it works like no other I've ever experienced.