I know how to get into a trance and while I do not get THAT deep and won't forget anything (most of the time), I think I am apt enough at it.
The problem is, I can't find a file that I enjoy from beginning to end. There is always something that bothers me, be it in the tone or wording that is used, the voice of the hypnotist, a fw things I don't quite like in the script etc.
I see a LOT of files that I find interesting, the general idea behind it. Some are right up my alley. It's the execution I don't particularly like.
So, besides having to record my own files, which I cannot and won't because I hate my voice and am no hypnotist, how can I condition myself while in a trance, by myself?
Do I think about what I want in every detail before hand, then go into trance without thinking anything? Do I do it while I try to go to trance, or while I am under? If it's the latter, what if I do get so deep I can't really remember anything?
It happened to me once by accident, I just thought about what I wanted all day and at night when I went to bed, I was half asleep and what I wanted happened, without any conscious effort to go in trance, just wanting to sleep. But since then, try or not, it hasn't happened ever again. How to make that happen again consciously?