Need help, serious

[EMG]

Deprogramall, hypnotic reset, there are probably others. Good luck, but you may need more help than we can deliver.

[Jackstock]

I'm not sure if any of those things are related, but I think you may do well with some tai chi and qigong exercises to get you going and clear your mind.
Best of luck, I hope you can get some professional help

[outkast1728]

My personal recommendation is to find someone on here you can trust to help you remove everything that may or may not be hypnotically induced in you via trance and have them go for a clean sweep. @EMG would be my first choice, @ViVe would be another. There are quite a few people on this site who are very skilled at what they do and are, more often than not, willing to help anyone in a situation like yours.

[urquan]

It sounds like you've gone through serious trauma. I would recommend finding a therapist in your area and looking for PTSD, depression, and psychosis treatments. Antipsychotics might help with the voices and intrusive thoughts, but you definitely need more help than recreational hypnosis can provide. I know you said you can't afford a therapist, but a lot of them do sliding-scale so you might want to reconsider the affordability part. Definitely talking this over with a professional will be far more effective and much safer. Good luck.

[JackDrago]

Nothing in my files is known to do that in anyone else. If you are in a bad place psycologically use the Deprogram of your choice - Selective Deprograming is my offering. (Others have had good luck with cosmic Deprogrammer) and seek professional assistance if that fails.

If hypnosis is releasing things you are uncomfortable with, it might be a good idea to get psychotherapy on the material brought up. These things had to be lurking in your subconscious mind before they were released. Professional face to face hypnotherapy can sometimes correct things that files can't.

If you know the name of the file I can consult the script and try to figure out what went wrong. I wouldn't want anything else to get harmed in the event that it is a defective suggestion

[hypnosisgonewrong]

[JackDrago]

Honestly, man, as someone who has a split personality, I can say that it tends to Resist correction through hypnotic means. It sounds to me like you had a low grade personality split that became a full fledged dissociative disorder as an abreaction to hypnosis. This is exactly how my alter Butch was born. (The file in question in my case was Manhood Blessing)

Re: writing your own suggestions. YES. I do it all the time and find my own voice easy to trance to. Sort out exactly what you want and make a list of positive statements for them like "the voices in my head have less and less influence over me" or "I find that my mind is slowly returning to the mental state that existed in 2015" be careful to avoid stating things in the negative as the subconscious mind is often unreliable about it.

Re: counteract dumbing... This is what my Smart Jock series is for.

Re: forget trauma. Yes, its possible to do this with hypnosis but this is why you have trouble in the first place. You need to process the trauma and come to terms with it in order to heal the personality split causing the voices. This will require a good support system. If you can't afford therapy, quit drugs and work the steps in Narcotics Anonymous. The 4th and 5th steps worked honestly with a sponsor will help you come to terms with it. Alternatively, get a good therapist.

Reprogram sexuality: we have a ton of files on Warp My Mind for this. My series is called Shattered Heterosexuality. Again, this would likely be better resolved with a therapist.

Stop self-judgement. I have a file for that, it's called Shameless.

Re: script review. I am 100% willing to review and comment on scripts.

[Casey]

I made a deprogramming File that may help with the hypnosis part of it.
I do encourage professional therapy and counseling.. if you do not want to physically go to the doctors look up Telemedicine you can recieve help by phone or internet call sessions as in a chat room.

I also recommend joining a site called Udemy... which has free courses. has paid too..
I suggest you to take courses in the topics NLP, CBT, and REBT.... meditation and mindfullness.... it has martial arts well.. I saw one recommend this... I or researching videos on this to help you learn different therapeutic coping skills with your traumas... I also recommend ... finding support chats.. For depression look up The Depression Sanctuary make sure you follow the rules and do not troll. I used to work there but stopped do to computer issues... If you just need someone to listen and talk to I recommend a site I also volunteer at sometimes called 7cups .... they both will walk you through exercises to help you.... Keep in mind thought if you go to 7 cups and Depression Sanctuary you may only discuss non sexual.. topics as both sites do have minors and make sure to follow strictly the rules of each. If you feel that learning coping skills are not working well. You can go to your normal family doctor and tell them what you are struggling with and ask them for a referral to a psychiatrist or other type of therapist... I know you may be like me and think ugga counseling therapists yuck i don't want to do that... But... I can tell you now. Had I not gone to therapy in my preteen years I would not be here right now... I would be imprisoned or dead.. I was in such a bad severe state of depression with my DID and PTSD as well.. For Traumas I never consciously new I had. This is what I think happened.. I think you were already mentally emotionally at the edge of a bad way and when you did the file it made you consciously aware of it.... Mixing Drugs, or alcohol with hypnosis also does not end well.... The Drugs and Alcohol can alter how the brain processes and receives the triggers, and can even take a totally safe file and session and turn it into something really dangerous.... One of my instructors, Karen E. Wells. Also cautions not to do hypnosis with anyone on even just anti depressants, who has had psychotic disorder, or schizophrenia.... without proper doctor, or medical professional consent, they usually want to know the scripts.. so if you decide to treat with hypnotist they may require this.... You often see I put a disclaimer on my files about not using them while under the influence of things. This does not mean a person with these disorders can not still enjoy and benefit from hypnosis... they just need to learn how to safely do so, and do it with a hypnosis specifically trained in doing files and working with these types of illnesses. You had the courage to come here and ask for help.. I recommend seeking out a professional that does screening for illnesses.

Here are links to deprogramming Files:
Here is the one I wrote:
https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=HFiles&action=GetFile&file_id=11565

This is Jack Dragos deprogramming file
https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=HFiles&action=GetFile&file_id=10820

This file goes way deep...

This is Vive's Deep Clean File

https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=HFiles&action=GetFile&file_id=10820

Nimja's Clean Reset

https://hypno.nimja.com/listen/47-clean_reset

This is a pay file This is EMG's clean reset.

https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=HFiles&action=GetFile&file_id=5850

Sometimes you have to do the deprogramming files more than once.. I recommend to treat them like a habit forming or breaking files.. and do them once a day just before sleep or upon waking up.. for at least 21 days... but some people may need to do them less 18 days or as long as 208 days.. to fully break the mental habit... But when it comes to deprogramming unwanted post hypnotic cues that tends to go faster...

I hope what I shared helps you... I also recommend keeping watch on hypnofiles.com .... for files that may help you with improving other areas of your life. I know I am working on furthering my training to release quite a few helping ones there as well. And to look through the self help files...

[hypnosisgonewrong]

[JackDrago]

I write my own files in the second person. Even in my own voice, my mind prefers "you" in hypnosis files.

[hypnosisgonewrong]

OK, I'll write it in second person and see how it goes. If it doesn't work I might try first person, tho that might just sound really awkward to listen to.

I found the file where I the split / takeover / brain just saying bye or whatever it is occur: Bodybuilder Supreme

[JackDrago]

Glad to see you found which file messed you up. My friend @oxyfemmeboi actually speculated that that particular file might have been one of the ones involved. PM me when you have a script and I will be happy to give feedback.

[hypnosisgonewrong]

That's pretty cool. How did he guess that file if I may ask? I'm just curious if he has any experience with it and might know something. I'm gonna put that file into a speech to text program and might check if there's some more specific way to reverse it. Or is that a bad idea? I have a rough draft ready but have to go over it a few more times. Thank you for your help:)

Edit: I'm honestly quite worried I could experience another split by using you to talk to myself. But on the other hand, I do it all the time in my head. Could be fine. This part is really tripping me up@.@

Edit2: @JackDrago I'm at around 1200 words for the "body" section. Would 2000 be too much? I'm thinking of specifically reversing some of the suggestions of the Bodybuilder Supreme file, which from what I've skimmed includes a lot of not-advertised effects. It's really quite creepy.

[lard]

Hi,
I also had a similar problem about two years ago with one of Hypnosuperior files, and I felt like I wasn’t myself at all and I had persisting thoughts and fears about these thoughts. Sure it had to do with old tramas and bad perceptions and whatever else I don’t know, maybe these files weren’t for me, but I was really suffering. So I understand and I feel you. For a long time I’ve never heard anyone have problems with files and I thought that this is something that this site was lacking. After all,kinks and hypnosis has to do greatly with self and psychology.
Anyways, what seemed to give me relief for a short amount of time, was to write down in a paper all of these persisting thoughts every time I had them. You have to Believe that these are Only thoughts about yourself, Nothing more. The mind is a powerful tool but you are safe and all right. I believe you have to go to a therapist for one or two or three or four sessions just to be certain of what is your condition. Confide in him.
After sometime You will be OK.

[hypnosisgonewrong]

[lard]

this is a recovery file from nimja: https://hypno.nimja.com/listen/262-recovery_care It felt mild and soothing.
What are your thoughts? Do you think they are reality?
Talk to someone, you will be fine.Have some anti-anxiety medication.

[Casey]

Yes, Nimja's hypnosis files are legit and... and work if you are using the right file for your style of hypnosis.. Nimja works well for me. In 2016 I was messing around with a group of friends pretending to be a mind control slave in chat.. and not knowingly we hit upon some real hypnosis triggers and programming I did not know I had.. I ended up a real mess for awhile.. the deprogramming files I shared really helped me as well as learning to write my own files and making specific trigger removing and changing scripts. I still have some things I run into at times I need to work on.. but for the most part I have it to the point where the worse I'd do is babble, getting mouthy and retreat and do some hand and arm signs signalling refusing an order.... Nimja.com has many good relaxing files ,,,and healing files,... I would recommend avoiding his strange ones until you recover....Be sure to check out warps self help section too....