by Nakedcubaz » March 26th, 2012, 1:42 pm
I know it's been awhile, but I have read some of the replies and I do appreciate the ppl who did respond. I decided to listen to curse forced gay last night. After listening to it, I felt guilty, I felt like wtf am I doing.
The strange thing is, is I have always had bisexual tendancies since I was a young teenager. Now later in my life, in my 20's (I'm 27 atm) I'm having them more and more, it's gotten to a point to where I mostly think of gay sex, have fantasies of wanting to be with another man and explore everything gay sex has to offer, but I can never work up enough courage to go with it. I'm still a virgin, but now I only want to lose it to a man, strange isn't it?
I still think about women don't get me wrong, but mostly in the friendship and the love aspect of them, I don't think about having sex with them much. Even though I had the feeling of guilt after listening to CFG, I think I may keep on listening, the more and more I read ppls success stories and how happy they are because of the change and when I read them it does turn me on. I listened to CFG while having images of gay sex and thoughts in my mind and I did get hard while listening to EMG's thoughs and suggestions. Even though I deleted the file from my comp after listening, the more I think about it, the more I feel like I should just download the file again and let it change me.
I would love to hear ppls feedback, I'm really sorry for making another CFG file thread I'm sure you're all tired of hearing it, but the more threads there are the more I read and the more interested I become lol so really I can't help it. Sorry again and would love to hear from you all :).