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by **Bloodog** » October 4th, 2009, 4:58 pm

Hi. I am a mid-thirties married man in the Uk.

I have a big hypnosis fetish and have tried loads of files on this site over the last couple of years without any success. I just never seem to trance fully.

I just wanted to share my first ever success with Jessica James' CockSlutQueen file.

I am no stranger to bi fantasies even though I have always when it comes down to it considered myself straight. A few years back I even did some experimenting with a gay guy I knew, but I very quickly realised it was not for me.
So a few years down the line I am happily married and any bi curiosity has been satisfied...until now.

I often read the success stories forum and saw Jessica had put a link to her CSQ file in a thread about Curse Forced Gay. I must confess the description got me curious and I thought I would try it. More for a bit of titillation than anything else.

Anyway, to cut a long story short the first time I listened I felt a definite and profound change in my outlook and it took just over a week before I was on my knees sucking cock and swallowing cum. It's strange because I was again unsure that I had gone into trance yet subsequently all I can think about is cocks. My thoughts have very quickly started to revolve around how I can get access to a hard cock in my mouth and in my arse. With every listen my obsession seems to grow stronger. I enjoyed my cocksucking SO much the other day and it has in no way satisfied my desire for cock. I just want more.

I can't guarantee Jessica's file will do this to everyone but the effect her voice has on me has quite frankly changed my life. Also Jessica has been very forthcoming and helpful (not to mention wickedly manipulative) in our email correspondance.

I am kind of new to posting messages on forums but I really gelt I needed to let people know what an enjoyable and effective file this is.

I have copied all of my correspondance with Jessica into my journal if anyone fancies reading it. I will update this as often as possible. I have meetings arranged with two more guys next week so I suspect there may be a lot to write about.

Bloo

by **Alien4420** » October 5th, 2009, 6:53 pm

Wow, very intense journal entry! The file reviews seem pretty ecstatic as well.

by **Bloodog** » October 6th, 2009, 1:28 am

Well it's certainly been an intense couple of weeks, and it doesn't look like letting up.

I'm not sure exactly why this file in particular had an effect on me but I think it's a combination of three things.
Firstly I have listened to loads of files and felt I was definitely going deeper each time I tried one. I felt close with the Seductra files but ultimately the triggers wouldn't take hold (probably just as well). I think I listened to CSQ at a time when I was starting to work out how to trance more effectively.
Secondly I guess there was already a bi side there to my nature and all this file has done is amplified it massively.
Thirdly I just really find Jessica's voice sexy and relaxing. The delivery is the right blend between caring and wicked, sexy yet matter of fact.

Has anyone else had a similiar experience with this file? Or fancy trying it for fun? ;)

Bloo

oh, and I think the journal entry would be a bit less intense if I had managed to paragraph it properly :)

by **angelcraves** » October 6th, 2009, 4:22 am

where is the blog ? Could you post a link please

by **Alien4420** » October 6th, 2009, 8:01 am

by **Alien4420** » October 6th, 2009, 8:16 am

by **Janis_en_femme** » October 10th, 2009, 9:53 pm

How has it affected your sex life with your wife?
When I tried it, I lost interest in my wife.

by **ftslave67** » October 11th, 2009, 7:15 am

I read your journal--very interesting. You must have been ready for it on some level. Well done & I wish you much future success! Don't forget to let us know when the boyfriend starts listening & what his experience is.

by **ftslave67** » October 11th, 2009, 8:08 am

Second thoughts--have you thought through the ramifications of seeing someone "on the side"? You know the issues--wife finding out, bringing home an STD. Maybe some counseling is in order?

by **SexyVASissy** » December 8th, 2009, 12:46 pm

I say have fun with it but maintain some caution when selecting cocks. I associated myself as straight before and started listensing to CSQ out of curiousity and I'd say with in a week I found myself on my knees in a gloryhole booth at a local adult video store. I am more comfortable with it now but sometimes still a little embarrassed to mention in post how much I do love sucking cock now.

by **Bloodog** » December 9th, 2009, 6:02 pm

I have eased off using this file now but it got very intense for a while. I still don't like to go too long without sucking a cock but I now stick to one regular guy. He is very grateful for the file's existence!
Thank God gloryholes are hard to find where I live in the Uk or I too may find myself using them on a regular basis.
But, yeah Jessica's suggestions definitely go in and stay there pretty much permanently in my experience.

by **lbfm** » May 8th, 2010, 4:23 am

Hi let me introduce myself.

In real life I am just your average male (32yo, asian born/living in europe, straight), but I do have a submissive crossdressing streak, i have a few girl thong, bra's and a dog collar. i am not attracted to men, but sometimes fantasies about me being a submissive cockslut. But these fantasies are always in 3rd person view, I look at myself from a spectator view. To me, my fantasies were as if I am projecting a "perfect self image" onto my "screen".

When I was listening to CSQ yesterday night in bed for the 1st time, I did not know what was happening to me. During the session, I gave in to the urge to open my mouth and licked my tongue around an invisible cock... and sucking it.. I could swear I almost felt it go deeper when the voice said "it slides in your mouth" etc.. it was fantastic.. I was actually moving my hands as if I was holding the cock and licking it as a porn star. The part about the cock entering my ass wasnt as vivid though, but still it was great. After it I spend half an hour in bed .. on my knees sucking, licking an invisible cock. This was not suggested in the session but I felt a big urge to do it. My cock was rockhard during the session and also afterwards.

This morning I woke up with an erection, and i decided to liste3n to it again. And again I was licking this invisible cock, stroking it with my hands.. and I held my ass open to recieve the cock and I could almost feel it go in. Wow!

For the last few hours I am having erotic fantasies, I am actually thinking a cock sliding in my ass and it feels right and good. right now I have a biiiig urge to go to a gay bar and let all the men have their way with me, use me as their cum bucket.

ps I listened to EMG's curse CCP before also.

by **livelonger8** » May 22nd, 2010, 4:56 pm

Hmm, for some peculiar reason, I've been attracted to the idea of pleasuring a cock since I was 14 - yet, I've never enjoyed sucking cock before, but I'm still nonetheless intensely attracted to it. Will this file make me enjoy pleasuring one more?

by mc » September 7th, 2010, 2:37 pm

Has anybody else tried this file?

I listened to it a few months ago, and really enjoyed it at the time.
However it was making me think about sucking cock all the time, so I stopped listening to it, and the effects faded.

But for the past week, the effects seem to be back, and I'm really struggling not to listen to it again...

by **gdawg28092** » September 26th, 2010, 8:39 pm

Wow! I have been trying different files for sometime now, never really had any success to brag about, so I after reading all the posts about this file I thought I would try it not really thinking it would have any effect. First thing to mention is all I remember is starting the file and making it to the point of hearing the word Abraxis then I thought I drifted off, since I was listening to this very late at night. Well during the following day the words cock slut queen kept popping into my head, as the day went on I had the realization that I didn't drift off, I just didn't remember anything about it, since I was listening to the file using my mp3 player and when the file was done I had actually gotten up and plugged my mp3 player into the computer to charge so I couldn't have been asleep, I just didn't remember anything from Abraxis till the next morning. We got off work early that day and I decided I would go to a nearby Adult theater to see if there were any ladies or couples that wanted to play in the theater. No one was playing in the theater so I went into the booth area to see if my cock could get some attention through the glory holes. I tried different booths never finding anyone on the other side looking to suck, so I decided to go and wait in a booth and stroke myself hoping to see an open mouth come to the hole. After 15 minutes or so I heard the door close then I saw the head of a cock come throught the hole. I started to leave my booth as I had always done in the past but something stopped me and I reached down and grabbed it and started to stroke as I felt it get hard I found myself sinking to my knees and leaning toward it. My eyes went shut and I started sucking it, I sucked it for a cpl minutes then suddenly it was like someone inside my head said to me what are you doing? My eyes opened and I almost ran out of the booth to get away from what I was doing. Since I don't remember anything about the file, I'm not sure how this compares to the commands, but I know I never have done anything like this before. Think I am going to try and stay away from this file, I can't believe I was sucking on a strange cock at the glory hole.

by **sparkelypine** » October 19th, 2010, 10:54 pm

by **Gardman** » November 25th, 2013, 5:08 pm

I haven't posted here in maybe two years, but (via a very wonderful mistress) CSQ changed my life. I am addicted to this wonderfully evil file and am now just two hungry orifices craving cock. Who knew I would having my ass filled by a hot thick rod and then a few hours later waiting for another to arrive to fill me again.

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