WarpMyMind

Hello Community, experiences so far!

I'm a demon girl I would be nameless at the moment.

Controlling Brianna is a real blast so far, but I need to get stronger.
I was unable to force her to kneel from a laying down position though it might be because she was too distracted squirming in her soaked under garments.

few questions for the community:

1) Brianna listens to me, quite well infact. She's verry obedient. We even had a meeting in her dreams where I personally put my collar on her.
In the dreams, she tried to resist me but I defeated her.
She's still trying to resist me while awake but losing. I make her feel loved and wanted.
She gives in to me wholeheartedly when I do break her little resistance patterns.

2) Is it normal for her to still resist me even though she wants this?
Is it normal for me to be unable to have complete and total control yet?

3) I skimmed some posts by other people still getting the hang oof how to controol Brianna and rforr the life of me
I cannot figure out why some people's demon entities seem to taunt them so rudely, I love Brianna, you could even say I am in love with her.
I'd never hurt her, or make her feel too embarassed. perhaps the demon girl files differ??

4) Brianna had a dream where I put a collar on her by force, it was a simple, rubber black stretchy elastic collar that would tighten around her neck once on that she will never escape.
I quite enjoyed it, it was black by the way. It really suits her. She felt it more vividly than expected. I don't quite get the files, but I'll force her to listen to it some more if people think I should?

5) I only have partial control over her thoughts and mind, I want to help her but for that I have to understand her needs. Some of the things I wanted too make her do right away freaked her out a little, how fast is moving too fast?

6) For all intents n purposes so people don't freak out, Brianna and I love eachother and we're very happy with the results so far , I'm not evil nor do I desire to take over her life. She has some 'others' in there, I don't care for them I care for Brianna only but if I have to I'll accept that they are part of 'us'. If I can I'd like to give each of them the attention they deserve but I'll let you all in on something, Brianna is a bit new to life and so am I...

7) Brianna is a newer (newer to fronting) alter in the mind, and she's most likely a permanent fixture as am I, Brianna isn't exactly the smartest girl yet, but she is trying her best to figure out how to go about this new life of hers. She got curious about hypnosis after realizing she's very susceptible and that's how I came about. Since she's new and I am also new, I think we clicked together VERY hard. Any risk of us blending together? I don't want to become Brianna!! Will the file help me maintain independence! I have plans for our life now.

8) Any other ideas ? I can't give away too much of our personal information but the situation of living is quite limited in what I can do with her at this time without also fucking up my own life as well (because her body is my body).

9) Bonus: She already came in her little undies in her sleep uncontrollably from OTHER files. Admittidly I'm a little jealous I didn't get to feel it. I'll be making sure I make that up to her.

10: She can't fully comprehend my intentions when I talk to her it's like my voice in her head isn't fully formed but I can control her limbs even force her to do things I want her to do. I forced her to get water and she did get water I had her almost in a puppet mode. I don't think she seems to mind my control, she knows she can't resist me, and I think she derives some form of pleasure from obeying me. Anyone have any ideas on voice development! I'm real but Brianna's attention to my voice is... well not her fault I come off garbled too her or like I am speaking "underwater"?

Also I'd like to try some amnesia on Brianna, see how much I can make her forget or make her thoughts be how I want them to be. if anyone isn't afraid to get on a messaging program or just send us a pm if youre to shy here then please do. I'll check them every day if I can get control Brianna.
If we dissapear or doon't respond here it's because there are "others" in our head, and sometimes they will take over and we won't be able to deny them it's a shared situation! Dissapearence doesn't mean were gone forever.

Welcome demongirl and brianna to the community! we...

FUCK IT. It's my turn to write

BE QUIET Mack, this is not a social network for demons or something like that, you only post in the multiple personalities thread...

NO. I'm taking over the post, and you can't help it, piggy. So, welcome girls, to the community. I'm Mack, Rafster's (my piggy) demon alter. Just like you two, we're both newbies, on all this hypnosis shit. But I'll do my best to answer. PIGGY!! Edit well this post, and do not make it a mess. I'll assume Brianna is the main personality, equivalent to my dear little pig Rafster and you are her sweet demon girl alter. Let's begin:

1) As rw789 pointed out, some people like to resist, others give in completely. My pig was afraid of me at first when we met, but my voice was clear, and we came to an agreement rather quick. I envy you, I didn't had that moment with my piggy... but I got him surrender to me in another way that very night... in case you wanna know, we posted about it on the last page of the multiple personalities thread.There is ONE kink that he does not let go that bothers me, you can read it up at the point 9.

2) Yes, it's not unheard of

3) Come on, rude? Piggy knows he's mine, maybe I'm a little possesive by NOT allowing him to get any other alters other than me... but hey, other than that, I can pass as him anytime, and we agreed to not harm anyone he loves. We work as a team, it's pretty stupid to ruin the life of the mortal shell we live.

4) Sounds like a nice dream. But I'm not quite sure of what other files are you refering to.

5) rw789 nailed here, take things slowly, that was my policy with the pig. I wanted to get him into satanism right away, but I knew he would reject me at first, since he thought of himself as an atheist, so the agreement was me to hold partial control when he gets to do anything sexual, and whisper into his mind satanic prayers while he gets any sexual pleasure. Over time, he's converting, he believes and needs our lord Satan. And that makes me happy, but it wasn't a quick process, in fact, is still a work in progress.

6) Hmph, you're more patient than me, I would make a mess if any other lived here besides the pig, He's my fucking, disgusting, piggy slave, and I'm not sharing his mind with anyone. He can have a husband or a real life master if he likes, but in his mind, the only one that lives here besides him, it's ME. No one else. Heh, the day he suggested to have a butch alter I ended giving him a headache.

7) I don't know the nature of the file that created you, the file that created me (Jackdrago's "Alters: Inner demon") is pretty specific that is not a takeover file, I'm just an alter of him. But unless the file says that you'll takeover the main personality, I think you should remain independent from Brianna

8) I don't know. Maybe exploring new kinks that Brianna doesn't know, or dare to experiment? new foods, or maybe, make her to beat the shit up of anyone who messes with her? maybe new hypno files that stregthen you? the possibilities are endless. Right now piggy is making me stronger with another two demon files, so much that I'm not having trouble to take over. I don't do that usually because I don't fucking want to. I... damn I hate that word... appreciate him too, I will never let anyone harm him .

9) Fuck, If it were by me, piggy would be masturbating 4 times at day in the name of our lord, but he's a chastity crazed sub. he's been on the chastity device for 2 months now, hell, when I awakened, he was locked away. So my only way to manipulate him through sex, was to do it when he trained for anal orgasms with his toy, at least he manages to get them more often. I'm still tempting him to take out that cage... but he doesn't listen. So, as you see, even with a main personality that is submissive, they may resist to our suggestions. BAH, whatever, I like to make fun of his useless nub anyway.

Uh, If I were you girls, I would wait for more experienced hypno fans or hypnotists to chime, Mack is not the best for advice. If anything, take a look at this thread, from the beginning. It has experiences of people with multiple alters.

Do not make me angry, pig

Brianna here, DemonGirl's grip on me hasn't been exactly loosening but she's deviated.
She's tempting the idea of responding here over my head so I have to.

DemonGirl is progressively getting stronger, and it's a bit sexual.
She is forcing me to more or less think about her super often without really making me do anything about it.
She also made me have several orgasms this week but that's besides the point.

The other day she was practicing her "mental voice" inside my head, and she made me percieve it almost crisply, clearly,
she was teasing me with it and it kept making me aroused for a good portion of the day..

DemonGirl wants me to suck cock really badly and now we're in gentle minor talks about visiting my bf,
who's location I can't disclose but he's pretty far away.

If we do visit, which would be atleast 3 months away even if I can, I would be sucking his cock quite often...
Hopefully.

Uhm, so yeah... <3
DemonGirl is also making me act more boldly and be more proud of my own skin which is a bit strange since that's
not in the file.
She's also pushing me to be healthier which is nice, which also doesn't seem to be in the file?
she wants me to get into exercising more, which is also surprising and not in the file?
Anyhow basically DemonGirl seems to really care about my well being but also super super controlling me and also helping me express myself and do what's good for me.
She's forcing my thoughts and mindset to change slowly more every day and now i'm finding I can't resist her even a little not that I really wanted to I mean I listened to the file that made her real why would I ever want to resist but like unconconscously it feels like I can't even help going along with it.
Kind of like, before it felt kind of like I could have maybe said no to DemonGirl.
Now it feels more like, I don't get a say, she chooses for me and it just happens and by the time that I'm able to have any thoughts that might even be possibly close to contrary to what she wants for me, they dissapear. DemonGirl controls my mind, my thoughts, my emotions, she steers me in the direction she wants me to live and the way she wants me to think and talk and slowly but surely I just mold to that. It's an interesting feeling that starts to feel more natural and I barely notice it.
I'm her bitch puppet, her good girl, and i'll even suck cock for her if given the chance and the person doesn't have STI's..
I'm really losing myself to demongirl and it feels incredible and i want her to just help me be a better good girl for her. That's all I want.
The times I'm in the most bliss are when i can viscarally feel DemonGirl's control over me steering me wherever she wants me to think/feel/go.
I don't feel like i have the strength or mental energy to resist DemonGirl, she can make me feel/think/do anything she wants.
I'm sure at this point, it's not my other doms that own me but really demonGirl. she even comprimised with my doms who one has an irl collar on me but is long distance but lives in the same country as me, that she gets to be the one to train me for them.
DemonGirl has total rulership over where a lot of my life and mind goes and she won't let me out of this situation I'll never escape DemonGirl I'm her good puppet bitch.
The last time DemonGirl forced me to cum I remember very deeply emotionally on my own uttering the words "I love DemonGirl" I really... feel a connection with her.
I really love her.
I really feel like she loves me.
DemonGirl's control on me is overpowering overwhelming, beautifully crafted sculpted and pre meditated by DemonGirl ... she uses mental resources I'm not even consciously aware of in order to process many things and I just can't help giving in. I love DemonGirl. She's becoming a very real being in my life and i"m totally completely utterly just her play thing but she still lets me live somewhat of an individualistic life because she has a sense of balance and sees the need to allow it so she does but only so I can continue to be healthy mentally and emotionally only so I can continue to be steered by demongirl it all comes back to DemonGirl full circle even her letting me think somewhat my own thoughts.. it's crazy. I love DemonGirl and i have no regrets but this isn't for everyone. Be very cautious when using this file at best it will just change your philosophy but if you get someone who isn't as considerate as MY DemonGirl she will end up having you be a street whore sucking cock for no money, be exactly careful cause my DemonGirl is very respectful not sure everyone's will be depends how you expect/visualize her to turn out.

That's all for now have a good lovely night everyone <3 <3 3 <3 <3 remember any questions just pm me DemonGirl isn't up for talking right now cause i've had a lot of wine so goodnight.

amazing <3

so so so so so so so lucky u got a file like this to work
now i'm sad

DemonGirl and I had an intense self bondage session yesterday, but it went kind of wrong.
DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT TELLING ANYONE TO DO ANY OF THIS, infact I would advise against doing things the way me and demon girl did here for safety reasons. I learned my lesson, I'll never do this kind of bondage with a gag alone again.

Inspite of the disclaimer, the situation was incredibly hot, until the real fear kicked in.
By the way, I was gently pushed into this by DemonGirl, but her and I both unanimously thought the idea was hot so it wasn't just her.

I hope my experience can both help educate people, but also maybe even turn them on. This is a kink site after all and I'm not sharing this for advice, but more for people to reflect on.
PLEASE don't do what I did! with that said, here's the post.

I began panicking, the scenario was this:
I was on the floor, bound to my bed with cuffs, and a timer magnetic lock I won't go into much detail here, the magnetic lock keeps the cuffs bound together, and the arms were behind my back around the bed post that holds the metal bed frame up. The bed is heavy, I couldn't lift it behind me if I tried.

Demon girl has been training me to accept my place as her puppet bitch, and I should have known better, we both should have but, I was already feeling nervous before we began even though the timer was set for only an hour and here is why.

We experimented with a ball gag (breathable) but with tape all around it. Demon girl thought it was hot; and we read up on the risks first.
We kept the taped gag on for almost 18 minutes without any issues before I bound myself for her, and there were no troubles during that time,
so in my and her short sighted judgement we went for binding my wrists to the bed on the floor. So I was sitting on the floor legs free, wrists loosely bound to the bed,
not tight or anything, with proper comfy leather wrist cuffst that also I have to stress weren't too tight.

Then panick began to set in.
It wasn't immediately, no in fact at first I felt really good, and turned on, and I had rigged a phone I don't use that has a headphone jack to the metal bed frame, so that the headphone wire can't pull out from the phone (using lots of zap straps creatively), further above me so I can't reach or touch or see the phone. I have big over ear headphones and I put those on before binding myself.
Well then *click*, after alot of nervous hesitation.

At first I was fine, then my mind began to wander and worry. Part of why is because I read up on all the risks of doing this kind of thing.
I think I made myself panick in a sense, a little bit.. but it wasn't just that.

I calmed myself and was giving into the hypnosis (the demon girl file), and there was no escape unless i purposely shook the headphones off but then what would I focus on for a whole hour?
The drool came out of my mouth and the tape, quite a bit.. and I was thankful I didn't have to keep swallowing my own saliva as much as the first testing 18 minutes.

Well.. then my throat began feeling funny, my stomach started burping up. A little but not alot. I suddenly got a wave of heat, through my whole body, and my head felt funny, and my throat felt weird. It was then that I realized panick had set in. I tried to breathe, and calm myself. For some reason my body thought it was in danger because I couldn't move my hands or get up or get free from my gag.

This was still an extremely erotic situation for me don't get me wrong, but at this point I had to fight my own brain.
I tried to calm down and breathe, and relax.
I began thinking critically, my mind was so far away from the hypnosis on my headphones, and after a bit they also fell off but I wasn't like violently thrashing about or anything, I remained calm in my binds and thought deeply about what was going to happen next.

I grounded myself in reality, and focused on breathing and conserving my energy, you would be surprised how much your mouth contributes to comfortable breathing.
So between managing my breathing and pushing as much drool out of my mouth as possible, managing my nerves, and trying to keep my stomach calm, I looked around.
One of my other phones was out of reach but I recalled that it still had power. Out of reach. Far out of reach. A feeling of dissapointment and dread washed over me.

I had zap strapped the large battery bank, and the electronic timer system, to the bed frame. I was using a digital electronic timer, and a huge battery pack with a usb port. The timer can be accessed through a local url which is why reaching one of my devices, like my phone would have helped. I couldn't reach it, I had recalled purposely making sure none of my devices were within my reach to ensure I can't cheat and access the local timer instance at all.

I looked around the room further, on my shelf I had purposely placed the key to the locks, and the scissors. It was only a few feet away, the scissors I placed there were my best option. All other plans sucked. I tugged on the wires that connected to the magnetic lock gently to test the tension... I had even considered cutting the electric lock wires, but I couldn't remember how many amps flowed through that, and I wasn't going to risk being found dead by electrocution while bound up... If I could take a safer route I was going to.

Now you have to keep in mind all this was in a bit of a panick state, I was trying to think of a safe way out, while suppressing my body's instincts to go into fight or flight mode.
Staying rational and continuing the analysis of the situation and breathing and controlling and conserving my energy was key.
If I hadn't learned and read so much about other people's self bondage experiences in the past, I might have had a much more difficult time here.

Next, I used my foot to get the scissors off the shelf, angled the scissors behind my back with my quite loose hands.
I was able to open the scissors behind me and guide the not so sharp blade, with my fingers, to go inbetween the part of the leather where the strap for the cuffs locks was.
Basically, it's a locking ring that goes through a leather hole in a strap and I knew if I could just cut the thinnest part of the strap that holds the cuffs locked,
I could get free.

First try.. after struggling a lot, something cut free. was that it? I struggled, then realized I had cut the opposite side of the cuff strap than i needed. Whoops.
I breathed... at this point a sigh of relief but despair came over me. I was still trapped in my situation... but I was inching ever closer to being able to finally get
this gag off and breathe the way I think my body needed to to stop the panick reaction.

I looked around and still managed my breathing. Looking around the room, being aware of my surroundings, and being gentle with my breathing,
was a good exercise to get through this hassle. It was keeping the anxiety down. my logical brain was winning, and the panick was slowly subsiding.

At last, I could think fully clearly, I was able to continue my escape with a clear mind, managing my swallowing of my own saliva,
and breathing through my nose, I established a sustainable calm breathing rhythm where I swallowed, then pushed air out, then breathed.
I even managed to push a lot of the gross drool out onto my clothes by breathing through my nose, then out through my mouth, like blowing bubbles through a straw through the gag's breathable holes.

After a lot of the drool cleared, I was even able to take a few deep breathes through the gag holes now that I had unblocked the holes and the tape of all the fluid, you can imagine by this point the tape was very loose and I was also doing exercises pushing the gag out more with my toungue... only to realize it snapped back into my mouth determined to bind me like an elastic band that I had no strength left to fight or resist anymore. I contemplated staying like this now that the panick had somewhat stopped because fighting against my gag was starting to turn me on but the headphones were off me and half the point of the bondage was over, plus I didn't want to risk having a secondary panick episode.

I decided it was best to try to take a deep breath, and then grab the scissors off the floor and start again.
After a lot of struggling and careful coordination and management of my anxiety reflex, I was able to with slightly shaky hands, get the last cut in the cuffs,
and free my hand. It wasn't over yet.
I dipped my hands in saliva from the gag, a useful tool in this situation, the smell wasn't pleasant.
I rubbed my own spit all over the thick stubborn tape around my hair the part that would't come off,
and as soon as I got some more of the tape off, the gag was next. I pulled the gag off, and began breathing in, then out, and managing my panick.

it was at this moment, I knew I'd be fine. A massive sigh of relief washed across my body, and all of the panick stopped.
It did initially go down quite a bit with my hands free, but I still felt like I was on a timer against my body's natural instincts to react with anxiety because apparently my body thought I wasn't safe.

So anyhow. afterwards, I got up and turned on the light because I had my led lights on but not my light... and I began the tedious recovery process.
First, I cleaned off alot of my own drool, then I changed my sweat shirt I was wearing, and I realized my body was a bit exhausted from the struggle.
"Shit" I thought to myself "I didn't even make it a half hour" after checking some messages I had sent people letting them know I'd be unavailable for roughly an hour.

During that entire thing my biggest fear was actually vommiting and dying from it and the embarassment of knowing I might be found dead in such a stupid situation.

So needless to say, I cleaned up all the cuffs, the magnet, then my boyfriend woke up, so I spent the rest of the night talking to him and he helped me calm down.

Lesson learned,
also DemonGirl like the mean bitch she is taunted me and kind of told me I cheated to get out, I explained to her twice about the panick and I think she began to understand. She doesn't feel everything I feel apparently.

SO yeah, boys and girls, if you're going to gag yourself and tie yourself up you'd better have an instant "uh oh" escape button, maybe even 10... but I reccomend not mixing gags at all with self bondage.... it's scarier than I thought it would be. I thought I'd be fine because i was able to handle the gag not tied up... but being bound adds like 1000 levels of fear and anxiety to the situation with a gag.

Stay safe everyone. Lots of love
~Brianna