Under the heading of "Be careful what you wish for"

by **nuit09** » March 29th, 2006, 2:15 pm

First some preliminary information so you know where i am coming from...

My infatuation with feminization is completely an instance of autogynophillia. That is erotic feeling from visualizing that you are essentially your own sex partner and of opposite gender. I do not consider myself gay. Nor bisexual. I have never had so much as a thought in those directions.

I have been collecting and using files on hypnotic feminization from several sites.

One of the files is an extremely high quality multitracked hypnotic program to get you to enter a chatroom and pretend to be a horny girl and engage in cybersex with a man who does not know you are a guy. I have not done the "assignment." But i have listened to it for about two weeks.

Well the file has whisper tracks that reinforce the programming. Suggestions that you will feel what your partner describes doing to you as if it is actually happening and that it will be very arousing, etc...There are parts that are impossible to hear exactly what she is saying due to low volume and near simultaneous timing.

OK so far... However:

Last week i had to take a bird to the veterinarian for an emergency. When the Vet who was male got within about three feet of me i suddenly had an electrical explosion sensation in my groin. i started to go erect. i got kind of lightheaded and disoriented. i got extremely horny. I had to struggle to regain control and prevent myself from becoming fully erect and go on with my rescue mission.

It would have placed me in an extremely hazardous and embarrassing situation if i could not resist the programmed urges there. I live in a small southern town where that sort of thing could actually endanger my life or at least force me to move out of town. And no i still have no intention of being other than hetero but may have to deal with unwanted bisexual urges. Not only that but only part of me can fight it. There is a portion of me that wants it.

Apparently there is a situational trigger ( I'm guessing) hidden in the whisper tracks. And apparently it works very well. The sneaky little minx put it in a free file from her site. It is of course my own fault for being a file hoarder and listening to that file. But i will say this she is very very good and very very sneaky. I can just see her saying "if those cheap cocksuckers don't want to pay for my other files then they really will be cocksuckers!" and cackling like a mad woman... :wink:

That darned trigger thing really works. I guess that is a success? anyway success does have it's little drawbacks, sometimes.

by **diggermaloo** » March 29th, 2006, 3:18 pm

Ok don't keep us all in suspense. What's the file please? :wink:

by **onewhoknew** » March 29th, 2006, 3:52 pm

Wow, that sounds... interesting. What was the site you got the file from?

by **CuriousG** » March 29th, 2006, 4:23 pm

Interesting. You are, by the way, being annoying by not telling us the origin of this file. Please say.

by **nuit09** » March 29th, 2006, 4:53 pm

Studiojezebel.com

Cyber assignment one; under forced femme. it is one of two free files. the other is orgasm; under erotic femme. Her pay files are very very very expensive but judging from the quality in the two free ones they are arguably worth it.

by **jeremiah** » March 30th, 2006, 4:32 pm

I am downloading, and I am going to listen later.

by **ashe5k** » March 30th, 2006, 8:05 pm

I'm giving them a try as well. I have some 'alone' time tomorrow that I'm going to try the orgasm one.

by **jeremiah** » March 30th, 2006, 8:42 pm

I emailed her, and she said there isn't any subliminal messages. There's nothing in the file that isn't listed in the description.

by **nuit09** » March 30th, 2006, 8:56 pm

LOL. Stay out of trance and listen specifically to the whisper tracks. there is a situational statement that says "And when you..." several in fact. I did not say subliminal. i said it was hidden in the background tracks. in fact the main narration track says hardly anything of that nature most of the reinforcement is in the whisper tracks. like i said kind of sneaky but very effective.

by **nuit09** » March 30th, 2006, 9:03 pm

And if it is not her file that did it i am hard pressed to identify any other file that could be the culprit. i am listening to WMM files, Lady lita's belladona filesDominica's files, and her files. i don't want to make my exact file list public but i doubt the ones i am listening to from WMM have triggers not even overt ones. the other files are introductory files in a series where you are just beginning visualizing.

by **jeremiah** » March 30th, 2006, 11:01 pm

by **nuit09** » March 31st, 2006, 12:55 am

She's sneaky! Good and sneaky. she has to be good. to charge what she does. the minx! :lol:

by **demigraff** » March 31st, 2006, 3:21 am

by **diggermaloo** » March 31st, 2006, 4:54 am

I'm something of a newbie here. Can you please explain the relevance of the Hypnoloss files? What are they and where does one find them.

Jezebel's files seem really tricky. It seems one could end up someone you don't want to be!

by **CrashX** » March 31st, 2006, 5:28 am

Wait arn't subliminals that suggest buying something against the law?

by **nuit09** » March 31st, 2006, 7:51 am

by **CrashX** » March 31st, 2006, 3:23 pm

nuit09 I have sent you a pm

by **nuit09** » March 31st, 2006, 4:21 pm

acknowledged. thanks.

by **Desdi** » March 31st, 2006, 4:41 pm

by **nuit09** » March 31st, 2006, 5:32 pm

by **Emma** » April 4th, 2006, 8:45 am

Why not just relax and enjoy the fact that a casual social encounter was quite, um, stimulating? Doesn't that happen all the time? It does to me! Perhaps you're just blaming the hypno files because they're, how shall I put it, on your mind a lot? :-)

And, here's a thought ... since you clearly enjoy fantasies about being a woman, sucking cock, etc, you might well find you enjoy actually doing it too!

There are lots of people in small southern towns who dress in women's clothes and suck cock. It's not illegal, and it sure is fun! Perhaps your vet friend would love to have you kneel down in front of him! Did you ask?

by **axedarkdemon14** » April 4th, 2006, 9:32 am

by **nuit09** » April 4th, 2006, 9:53 am

All of this is basically true. however; i was able to resist. just suprised it worked so strongly.

this is the success forum. and despite the fact that i complained about the compulsion, my real reason to post it was that i used it to illustrate what i consider a successful implant of a trigger by a very good hypnotist. let's not get into unnecessary arguments here. this is a success forum. i posted an anecdote that was clearly, unequivocably a success even if i did not exactly find it enjoyable at the time.

even though i did not allow it to happen it does give me confidence in hypnosis and will help me with future use of hypnotic files. For that reason, bugs and all, i found the experience valuable.

by **axedarkdemon14** » April 5th, 2006, 3:56 am

Ok then, I will not get into a argument and I guess that you posting this story of your success will show others around that hypnosis does work even if you do not like what happens to you because it can happen.

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