Female Takeover - My Experience

After reading so many disapprovals of Female Takeover I reluctantly considered my experience with the file. Before diving into where I’m at now let me digress to what first attracted me to the file. My nick is the first clue where I am attracted to approaching that edge and thinking what it would be like to just cross the line or point of no return. It’s clear in my mind that this is foolish even just plain stupid, but the concept of playing on that tantalizing edge of no return is a huge driver for me. How close can I come yet not cross over? Or is it that I wish to see how close I can come to that edge and finally surrender thus changing my life to something totally outside my control. Do I wish to take that final step? Honestly I do not yet know the answer, but one who plays with file could well be burned. I am well aware I can get burned! Female Takeover has the ingredients to start a substantial fire. Not only is playing with that “edge” part of my fundamental fantasies so are combinations of memory creation/modifications and transformations intertwined with hypnotic control integral to my fantasies.
Enough preamble, now that the framework of “why” is addressed it’s time to discuss the what, when, and how. The file’s basic premise first caught my attention. Next those of you that posted warnings associated with the fire did not discourage me rather supplied more fuel for the fire. For those of you dying to know how long I’ve been using the file, it is just under a week. I figured I would listen either once a day or maybe even every other day. This is a long term endeavor so I can pace myself. I started Monday and listened once. A new name popped into my head, Vee, aside from that nothing much happened. She is a ten year old girl by the name of Vee. I clearly remember listening to the entire file and it gave me a warm comfortable feeling. Instead of feeling frightened it was relaxing and comforting. Tuesday I wanted to listen again and once again I developed this warm and safe feeling, but nothing really else. Wednesday I listened once more and this time I could almost develop a mental image of Vee. It was not a full image, rather a glance of Vee. Yesterday I was really looking forward to my next file session and it felt great. So great that I listened two additional times yesterday. After that I heard almost a tiny whisper of a voice asking me to slow down a bit since I was exceeding the driving speed limit. Today again I was looking forward to a listen of the file. This morning I listened to it and then while I just finished listening to it late this afternoon I was thinking about how nice and comforting it was to listen to the file and second time when it dawned on me that I had not listened to the file twice today but actually three times! Maybe would be frightened by the fact that I had almost forgotten listening to the file one time today, but for me it is a mental thrill and a huge turn on! Every so often I think I am hearing Vee speak to me via her voice in my mind but then I am thinking it is only me thinking that it is Vee speaking.
Hope you have enjoyed my short experience so far. I will continue updating my experience if asked. Bye for now.
over_the_edge_please
Enough preamble, now that the framework of “why” is addressed it’s time to discuss the what, when, and how. The file’s basic premise first caught my attention. Next those of you that posted warnings associated with the fire did not discourage me rather supplied more fuel for the fire. For those of you dying to know how long I’ve been using the file, it is just under a week. I figured I would listen either once a day or maybe even every other day. This is a long term endeavor so I can pace myself. I started Monday and listened once. A new name popped into my head, Vee, aside from that nothing much happened. She is a ten year old girl by the name of Vee. I clearly remember listening to the entire file and it gave me a warm comfortable feeling. Instead of feeling frightened it was relaxing and comforting. Tuesday I wanted to listen again and once again I developed this warm and safe feeling, but nothing really else. Wednesday I listened once more and this time I could almost develop a mental image of Vee. It was not a full image, rather a glance of Vee. Yesterday I was really looking forward to my next file session and it felt great. So great that I listened two additional times yesterday. After that I heard almost a tiny whisper of a voice asking me to slow down a bit since I was exceeding the driving speed limit. Today again I was looking forward to a listen of the file. This morning I listened to it and then while I just finished listening to it late this afternoon I was thinking about how nice and comforting it was to listen to the file and second time when it dawned on me that I had not listened to the file twice today but actually three times! Maybe would be frightened by the fact that I had almost forgotten listening to the file one time today, but for me it is a mental thrill and a huge turn on! Every so often I think I am hearing Vee speak to me via her voice in my mind but then I am thinking it is only me thinking that it is Vee speaking.
Hope you have enjoyed my short experience so far. I will continue updating my experience if asked. Bye for now.
over_the_edge_please