WarpMyMind

What happened to being a jock?

Hi! Hope you're not angry that my file cost you your engagement..... sorry.... :/

On the other hand... being not that long out of an 8.5 year vanilla relation in which bdsm was "don't ask, don't tell" which slowly killed me more and more... trust me - it doesn't work out if you can't be yourself!

The file should yield different results on different people as it doesn't have "fix" suggestions, but uses your own idea of femininity you have before listening... (and of course it changes with them if your idea of femininity changes over time... )

Ive only tried it once, and it really stuck on me so I didn't want to try again. But the sissy acceptance file was a nice balance of allowing me to indulge in being as sissy as possible and still being a regular guy. I will probably keep listening to it as long as I can, since its made me like and enjoy being a sissy. Ive done things this year alone that I have always wanted to do in my entire life!

@oxdude - phew... good! You got me a bit worried here!

@lew897 - Yeah, it's more permanent and a bit more extreme! It also has the same positive subtext (you're ok the way you are and there will never be any guilt) but it's geared towards someone who wants to be openly more feminine!

I can definitely see the appeal for something like that, because even though I enjoy looking into girly things, dressing up, watching totally different movies, videos, music, etc. I do get a little tired of it all at times since it feels like Im sorta in between being a guy and sissy. It feels like being a sissy is a lot like work, which is a contradiction since being sissy is susposed to look effortless. And I feel like Im playing catch up. Id much rather just spend all my time in sissy mode. Which has the side effect of making me think that Im dumb. Which got me thinking that I should try Vives inverted bimbo. Which would be another contradiction of my previous contradiction, and two contractions cancel each other??

I just feel dumb because everything is like learning how to do everything the opposite of what I did before. I didn't mean I think women who get into dresses and makeup are dumb. Its just hard for myself. Even after literally spending days, weeks, years learning how to be a girl. I have dressed up and read all of my sisters cosmopolitan magazines in my teens. Although, putting up an act is always hard to do in real life without there being some truth to it. Ive seen women make up every excuse in the book to get what they want. I am currently living with three! It just feels like I don't know where to spend my time learning about stuff. Ive had girlfriends who dressed in pink all the time but could school me in everything at university. So, Im just saying there are contradictions for myself. Not everyone in general just myself. The main reason I would like Success/Inverted Bimbo is because it already feels like Ive got sex on my brain and being in skirts would make me want to learn more. That's kinda hot to me. Plus, yolo. Addition I should try the Inverted Bimbo file. I was never into being an oversexed horny person, but I have been hypnotized to become one before. It does have its own acquired taste. Also, Izagata blog always makes me feel a little jealous and envious. Thirdly, studying and enjoying hypnosis for these past few years I really don't know where my beliefs are!

Okay, cool. Thanks for the suggestions. Looking back at my previous self, my main quests show just choosing one direction and heading that way with full gusto. Now, its very flexible and disciplined at the same time. Mostly, just based on myself. The behavioral changes that I want I just listen once a week, and the trance training everyday. I guess its off topic, but I think I was just in a fit.

This is an update of what's been happening.

I bought an Epilady on eBay. For those of you who don't know, an Epiady is a hair removal system which uses a rapidly rotating coil that you bring into contact with your body hair; the Epilady grabs the hair and pulls it out,; this hopefully includes the root. If the root is pulled out, the hair will not regrow. Sounds painful? It is.

Since its arrival on March 17, 2014, I have been using it to eliminate all of my body hair. Most of it is gone. (Yes, there too. Quit wincing.) I will finish the last area (my thighs) in another day or so. Unfortunately, I found out -- painfully -- that it does not work well with facial hair. I need to find another way to eliminate that. My body should have about as much hair as a prepubescent -- except for the beard and mustache -- in a day or so.

I plan to go over my body once a month for a few months to eliminate any stray -- or regrowing -- hairs. But I should have absolutely no body hair afterward. The feeling of an Epilady going over an area of skin without body hair is very like that of a delicate massage. It's only when body hair is seized and pulled out that there is any pain.

I absolutely adore how my hairless body looks ... and I haven't said that in a long time!

I started this file yesterday. I listened last night and today. I am really going to stick with it. I really hope this works. We'll see.

I have a question does Girling Up alone work? Or is it a reinforcement of Feminine Conditioning?

I have only made it through the file once a couple of half listens. I will report back here if I start adding this to the playlist. Thanks.

@Oxy: I'm really glad it worked out so well for you and I could help you a little bit finding yourself! :)

Still have to ask... so how did the story with ron go since then? Do i have to make a file to get you there? :P

@Stacie: Thanks! Glad you like!