The forced gay success thread...

by **stereoxchild** » June 11th, 2009, 11:06 am

I don't know why but reading this & related topics lately made me somehow interested in this file. I have been commenting here about not doing it, and why you shouldn't let this file control you, but now it seems I'm more and more attracted to trying it. Lately I've been thinking, why am I not attracted to guys? I wanna try that file and be attracted to guys. I really don't know what creates this attraction since I did not try it. I listened to the content once but never under trance. I also don't want to try it because it will affect my confidence in social life + I'm having a girlfriend right now & I like girls' attention too much. Guess it's the forbidden fruit thing or something.

by **Alien4420** » June 11th, 2009, 11:45 am

by **PeppermintT** » June 11th, 2009, 12:28 pm

There is a Train Bisexual file, why not maximise your options :wink:

by **stereoxchild** » June 11th, 2009, 12:32 pm

The sad part about the temporary & trial thing is, that even when you, after using, stop listening to files like this, there will always be suggestions left hidden in your (sub)concious mind. Also you will have the experience forever in your memory and even when you totally stop it, you will know what it was, what a thrill it was and that, if the circumstances were different, you would go listen to it again.
If I had no gf, no friends, no life, I would try it all. But sadly sex is not all there is, so one's gotta make responsible choices.
Still I feel tempted, more and more.
Ridiculous :)

by **Alien4420** » June 11th, 2009, 12:44 pm

by **stereoxchild** » June 11th, 2009, 2:03 pm

by **hypnostudent** » June 11th, 2009, 2:16 pm

by **Alien4420** » June 11th, 2009, 2:23 pm

by **Dave564** » June 11th, 2009, 3:09 pm

Interesting chat guys, well I listened to the file that night - it seemed quite nice to listen to, I THINK I went into trance, not sure - either way not sure what else to say, think im gonna listen to it again tonight before bed.

When does someone expect to notice any changes?

by **Alien4420** » June 11th, 2009, 3:22 pm

by **Rossyfox** » June 11th, 2009, 4:37 pm

by **stereoxchild** » June 11th, 2009, 4:45 pm

by **stereoxchild** » June 11th, 2009, 5:03 pm

by **Alien4420** » June 11th, 2009, 5:12 pm

by **Rossyfox** » June 11th, 2009, 5:43 pm

by **stereoxchild** » June 11th, 2009, 6:29 pm

by **Rossyfox** » June 11th, 2009, 6:42 pm

by **ftslave67** » June 13th, 2009, 6:00 am

I agree totally about wanting to be more of a jock, but not a dumb one. You can wear a jock strap, you know, all the time, and it can remind you that you ARE a jock, without even thinking about it, and when it does occur to you, you can find yourself becoming spontaneously aroused.

by **Dave564** » June 13th, 2009, 7:35 am

Listened to the file 3 times now, and still no real feelings or noticeable changes yet - it's kind of funny to think how long i considered doing this and how non-eventful the results have been so far!

I do find the file really addictive and fun to listen to though, especially as the voice seems to get more and more emotional as it goes along, it's nice.

I haven't tried looking at gay porn, not sure where to even start searching for that kind of stuff - not sure its a good idea to be honest.

by **stereoxchild** » June 13th, 2009, 8:06 am

by **Alien4420** » June 13th, 2009, 10:02 am

by **Dave564** » June 14th, 2009, 3:02 pm

Well I looked at some stuff tonight, and have to admit I didn't really feel anything, nothing beyond the curious thoughts I had already had.

I'll probably listen to the file again tonight anyway.

by **AlanH26** » June 14th, 2009, 5:07 pm

by **Alien4420** » June 15th, 2009, 6:06 am

by **Dave564** » June 15th, 2009, 2:59 pm

hmm.. ok had a weird moment today on the train, a guy in the next carriage who was looking really.. hmm I don't know if gay is the word - but sort of scruffy hair, tight black jeans, a sort of rainbow coloured belt and bangles with a camp t-shirt was walking towards where i was sitting (he was getting ready to leave the train) - he stood right next to where I was sitting so his waist level was pretty much right at my face - his arm accidently touched my face \ hair at least twice as the train rocked slightly - and well I think I felt a bit excited maybe?

Or am I just looking for things that aren't there because I'm aware of what I'm doing? it's hard to tell :)

by **Alien4420** » June 15th, 2009, 4:25 pm

by **Alien4420** » June 16th, 2009, 9:48 am

Testing

by **Dave564** » June 16th, 2009, 3:20 pm

Thanks Alien4420 :)

I would say that after be out and about today I've definitely felt "different" but there's nothing obvious or direct I can say about what that really is.

I'm looking at men in the street (which is a bit weird) but I'm not really noticing anything different, same can be said for porn links too.

By the way, to all the people who are sending me private messages out of the blue - don't take this the wrong way but I'd prefer it if you didn't, I don't see why you can't just post your comments here for everyone else to see, at least until we get to know each other better - thanks.

by **Alien4420** » June 17th, 2009, 8:51 am

by **dottie** » June 17th, 2009, 10:08 am

by **stereoxchild** » June 17th, 2009, 1:21 pm

by **ftslave67** » June 17th, 2009, 4:45 pm

Dave,

Hopefully you can just enjoy it & let it happen. I wouldn't fret about it or obsess about it (unless you enjoy that!) You can be attracted to all sorts of people, hopefully you will find someone you enjoy spending time with, as well.

Ray

by **Dave564** » June 20th, 2009, 4:51 am

Thanks for the advice, ok I'm still listening to the file and definitely think I'm feeling the effects - I work in a male orientated environment and I've definitely found myself looking at the guys around me in a different way, and especially the ones who go to the gym at lunchtime.

Last night i masturbated while thinking of men, this is the first time i have ever done this in my life - wow.

by **AlanH26** » June 20th, 2009, 8:41 am

Wow it sounds like it's starting to take effect, Dave.

Has it had any impact on how you view women?

by **Alien4420** » June 20th, 2009, 10:13 am

by **Dave564** » June 20th, 2009, 10:21 am

AlanH26 - I'm not sure really, I still feel attracted to women, at least when I think about them yeah.

It's all pretty strange at the moment to be honest, I have weird thoughts about guys - but I don't actually find them attractive to look at.

by **AlanH26** » June 20th, 2009, 10:29 am

by **Alien4420** » June 20th, 2009, 10:33 am

by **Dave564** » June 20th, 2009, 1:01 pm

wow that sounds crazy!

Well I'll keep listening anyway, I'm enjoying the file.

by **ftslave67** » June 20th, 2009, 4:27 pm

Dave,

Sounds like you are making some good progress :)

Now's probably a good time to talk about protection--you want to be safe, so it would be best to be prepared.

by **stereoxchild** » June 20th, 2009, 5:23 pm

by **Alien4420** » June 20th, 2009, 7:24 pm

by **stereoxchild** » June 21st, 2009, 4:26 am

by **Alien4420** » June 21st, 2009, 7:00 am

by **ftslave67** » June 21st, 2009, 7:13 am

stereoxchild, you seem to be coming from a point of view that "gay is bad". If you open your mind to the possibility that "gay is good" or at least "neutral", I think you will see things differently. Personally, I have been ~99% gay as far back as I had any sexual feelings at all, but because of society's pounding in the message that "gay is bad", it is still difficult to just be myself.

by **stereoxchild** » June 21st, 2009, 8:01 am

Hmm, I think I might be afraid of it. I wouldn't want to be gay. I sometimes in the past doubted my sexuality (also because of the feminization fantasies & some feminine character traits) and feared the possibility that I could be gay. I think it's mostly the social aspect of it that makes me fear it. So yes, I probably am viewing 'being gay' in a negative frame.
Right now I see myself as being 70% straight 30% gay. Still this file looks attractive to me and I'm still trying to find out why I should or should not follow this 'desire'. The TrainTotalJock thing didn't really work out btw, I felt no real desire in listening more after a few days (also been pretty busy). I guess there must be something..
That magic wand would be handy yes.

by **Alien4420** » June 21st, 2009, 8:38 am

by **stereoxchild** » June 21st, 2009, 11:24 am

by **stereoxchild** » June 21st, 2009, 1:53 pm

Oh btw, if you are lazy, should you always follow that impulse thinking "it's okay, that's what I seem to like and that's who I am" or should you try to fight it, eventhough 'that's not who you really are'? ;)

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