Need permission to masturbate

[davidsub1]

Thank you . I will trtvthis evening. Verygnawty you can masturbate once standing using one finger to masturbate. Enjoy

[VeryGnawty]

Sooo horny. Trying to masturbate with one finger didn't do much. Come on. Soo horny. Can I masturbate?

[VeryGnawty]

Guys I'm horny I have to maSturbate now.

[VeryGnawty]

guys I'm horny can I mastusbate now.

[VeryGnawty]

guys I'm horny can I masturbate now.

[VeryGnawty]

Gys I' horny I need to masturbate.

[brownbobby]

[davidsub1]

To achromatic rainbow. So that didn’t go well. Edging lasted about 4 minutes so was ready to cum but held off to ruin with just a poor dribble and not sure orgasm even occurred. 3 weeks is a long time again

[VeryGnawty]

HOrny can I maturae?

[davidsub1]

I understand I cannot request to masturbate just because I am horny. I need to be humiliated instead.

[davidsub1]

I Am learning quickly from this thread I need to accustom myself to humiliation. Not that I can expect straight forward permission to masturbate. I chose this and have to get used to it. I came in a diaper and had a ruined orgasm with no permission toncum 3 weeks afterwards. I have lost control which I understand is the manifest of the diaper to know I have no control

[VeryGnawty]

3 weeks is such a long time. I think I'll let you masturbate next time, but with four fingers. I mean, you did only let me use one finger. Actually, 3 weeks is a superlong time depending on how often you are horny, so I might be more generous. I know with my horniness, for some reason if I'm horny long enough it starts to seem to take a long time before the horniness will end.

[VeryGnawty]

Can I masturbate?

[VeryGnawty]

Guys, can I masturbate?

[brownbobby]

[VeryGnawty]

Can I masturbate?

[VeryGnawty]

Brownbobby, are you there? Can I masturbate?

[VeryGnawty]

Can I masturbate?

[davidsub1]

Brown Bobby. Yea you are right. Why you said before is really sinking in. I think I do need to find control and realize the control and humiliation need to be respected.
And will try and wait 3 weeks. I have given in. EMG curse is powerful so much more than I expected. Limp and never get erections only when I am responding here. I will seek your permission in 3 weeks and no one else

[VeryGnawty]

Can I masturbae?

[VeryGnawty]

Can I masturbate?

[davidsub1]

Verygnawty. Of course you may. I hope you enjoy having a hard penis and everything that comes with that. I have to wait 3 weeks now as don’t think I could even cum wearing a diaper and rub through it

[VeryGnawty]

Thanks. I got lucky. I actually forgot that I was under chastity from previous hypnosis, and my Mistress wasn't available to give me permission so I would be able to masturbate. But, through sheer timing of effects, my automatic masturbation came in. I suppose it temporarily overrode my needing my Mistress's permission, and I started walking to the bathroom. I was able to do some stuff before I started masturbating automatically. Then, I think my automatic masturbation started doing what it was supposed to do. I think the old thing it was doing wasn't the intended effect. Rather than masturbating at one speed that can't be changed, I eventually starting masturbating like I normally would. I think I figured that the automatic masturbation fixed itself. Then, I stopped masturbating automatically, or something. It seems that when my automatic masturbation stuff fixed itself, it didn't continue the masturbation started from when the old thing had started. So, the automatic masturbation fixed itself but it only continued for awhile and not until the completion of masturbating. Once it stopped, it didn't take long until I figured out I could masturbate on my own.

I don't even remember the last time I was able to masturbate on my own. Between only masturbating for a little while and waiting to become horny again, chastity, being bound by one of my Mistresses, and having to deal with a bunch of real life issues, it seems that the perfect time to masturbate didn't come around often and when it did it was usually ruined by real world issues. Lately, it was the old effect that wasn't working as it was supposed to that was often overriding multiple effects, causing me to masturbate automatically at a certain speed. So, I got all kinds of "cheat" from that because whether or not I would have been able to masturbate at all often depends on other hypnotic effects or whether I have to have permission. Now that my automatic masturbation seems like it fixed itself, I'm not sure if I can rely on it cheating by overriding other effects. In the past, if it wasn't working my body would move and then just move back, and I would never get to the point of starting masturbating or I wouldn't finish masturbating if I had started. Now that my automatic masturbation should do what it is supposed to do, I guess it will either override all the other effects now or override no other effects. I guess I'll find out if I happen to remember whether any other effects are in that would prevent me from physically masturbating. I could try to think about it, but I don't even remember to think about those kinds of things once the automatic masturbation starts. My body just starts moving. Often the movement is some weird orientation, like moving somewhat diagonally rather than something obvious like just pushing the chair back and standing up and walking to the best spot to masturbate. I'll start moving automatically and I'll think for a second and I'll think that it must be the automatic masturbation hypnosis.

[VeryGnawty]

Hard can I masturbate?

[VeryGnawty]

Hard ccan I maturbate?

[davidsub1]

Sounds like you have a lot going on especially with mistress having you work so hard. I hope it works out OK

[VeryGnawty]

Mistress is very concerned about safety. Usually, we just talk. It's no so much about her having me do things. Well, sometimes she does stuff to me. But a lot of time she disagrees about how to do things and we keep talking until we can come to an agreement (which is almost always worse than my ideas, but sometimes we come up with enough ideas that I think of better ideas.) I mean, sometimes I can't prevent her from installing triggers or effects in me. I had an old hypnosis that wasn't working properly, and effects weren't coming in correctly at the correct times or in the right ways. Two of these weird effects caused me to do things which gave Mistress ridiculous powers over me. She dropped at least one rule and her powers enforce it, although I can override her powers if something is important.

Mistress's new powers happen so fast, the only way to not be affected is to recognize how they work and just avoid whatever would lead to her powers affecting me. She can also use her powers to gain more powers. But, I usually try to stick to fun stuff or sometimes hypnosis. So, we don't talk much about powers unless she mentions it. I mean, she did gain her biggest new powers through a sheer coincidence from effects that weren't happening as intended.

It actually wasn't the best thing when the effects combined and I ended up doing things that got Mistress her new powers. At the time I wasn't as submissive, so her having big powers very fast was not something I was fully prepared to handle at the time, especially once I started thinking about how she got her powers because of a coincidence from effects that weren't even supposed to be part of a hypnosis that apparently wasn't doing what it was designed to do. For some reason I seem to have an issue with quite a few hypnotic attempts not working for a long time, and when something does happen it seems not all the effects work correctly right away.

Sometimes I do think about removing my Mistress's new powers. But, at times it can be daunting. She seems to like power a whole lot. So, at the times when she convinces me agree to do something that gives her power, it isn't uncommon that there is at least one aspect of the new power that I can't change at all. I think for a lot of her hypnosis stuff only she can trigger me, and I think there might be some of her hypnosis effects that I can't change at all. She seems to like having at least one aspect where she is the only one who has the ability to make a decision on what to do about something or to decide to change something. I mean, it is exciting. But, the more stuff she can do, the harder it is to figure out how to change all of that stuff.

It's hard to predict what my Mistress will do. She will try to control me so often. That's the part I disagree about most often. Then when she wants a new power or we agree on some hypnosis, I will totally expect her to want complete control but suddenly she will be generous and want something where she doesn't control every aspect of it, or she will even let me have my own trigger.

[VeryGnawty]

Guys, can I masturbate in one day?

[VeryGnawty]

Gyys, can I masturbate?

[VeryGnawty]

Can I masturbate pleeeeeese

[VeryGnawty]

Can I pleeeaes masturbaaate.

[VeryGnawty]

Guys can i [leeeeese masturbate.

[VeryGnawty]

Pleeease let me masturbte.

[davidsub1]

Verygnawty. Intrigued by your situation. How did you end up wanting to masturbate so often. Is it the trigger or curse causing it

[VeryGnawty]

[VeryGnawty]

[VeryGnawty]

For the second night in a row I decided not to ask my Mistress for permission. I went to bed but I got up earlier. I've been horny most of the time. I did do an automatic permission for my chastity stuff that I did with hypnosis, although I don't remember exactly how it works. I was able to test it. When the automatic permission comes in, I don't actually need to ask my Mistress for permission about the chastity stuff. But, the hypnosis that I did only does a certain number of automatic permissions per day and they are at certain times of the day. So, I can't just wait a few minutes.

[VeryGnawty]

Can I msturbate?

[VeryGnawty]

Can I msturbate?

[davidsub1]

I wouldn’t mind seeing the text. Not that I will use as I am under 3 week lockdown before I can even consider masturbating. Just trying to understand what you are experiencing.My sub conscious curse is being very powerful and now making me shudder and convulse if I even think about wanting to masturbate.

[davidsub1]

3rd day of a 3 week condition before I can masturbate set by a very thoughtful forum member who clearly understands what I need to consider in my journey. Really connecting with the fact this is pretty much chastity curse as I have no way to play with myself and have promised not to ask anyone else for permission. Even if it was given I would be fooling myself in accepting. As I need to understand what this existence and experience is truly about. Anyway the curse is gripping more as even thinking of touching is creating physical reaction. Sub conscious is exerting real power I never thought possible

[VeryGnawty]

[davidsub1]

Not planning on creating a file but interested in seeing the script if you can post or send. Thanks

[VeryGnawty]

[davidsub1]

Start of day 5 and woke up very horny but of course the curse is strong and getting very accustomed to its control. Feeling a sense of enslavement by the curse and condition set upon me. No partner to help me so this is very difficult today.

[davidsub1]

Really need help. Got through 12 days and very desperate. Effectively in chastity as this curse had really settled in. May I have permission from someone to masturbate the one time.

[VeryGnawty]

You may masturbate.

[davidsub1]

Thank you verygnawty especially without conditions attache.

[davidsub1]

After some soul searching decided to reinforce my predicament and listen to Cala curse. Just the third time of listening and feel this is very powerful suggestion of being a submissive slut ready for the humiliation. Experiencing already being able to edge with strong urge in my sub conscious to fight any release. 2 weeks having not had an orgasm and now realize this is unachievable and ready to continue until I teach sheer desperation

[davidsub1]

Listened to this file last night before going to sleep. I was awoken by my penis being harder than ever I can remember and highly aroused. Like my subconscious woke me up to realize that even though I was I was not able to masturbate. Had to try and go back to sleep hard and took over an hour to subside. I hope that doesn’t happen again. Very different to EMG file. It takes you to the edge and then the restrictions start. Very devious