by MasterJack » May 14th, 2021, 6:41 pm
Well it seems like I must be highly suggestible these days, or it's because I took my pramipexole after 2 days of forgetting. But the last time I listened to my file was early in the morning before going to sleep.
This is maybe a 2nd or 3rd listen overall. Not many at all, and I'm always updating my file here and there.
Anyway this morning I noticed my libido was down for transgender porn again, more down than last time (but this could have been not taking my prami). But I did tell my wife that I think the hypnosis file is working because of this.
Then in the evening my wife has a bath, and after getting out and drying, lies naked flat down on the bed and asks me to give her a massage because her lower back was hurting. Well I started to see glimpses of sexiness of her bum while massaging her, nothing major, but glimpses, and was also giving her bum and back small kisses here and there. But what's next is the most shocking change in behaviour. I kept spreading her cheeks because I wanted to check out her asshole, and it looked sexy to me. But then I went in and started licking it, I didn't poke or prod, just licking the outside of it up and down. Why this is shocking, is I have never wanted to do that in my life, and don't believe I ever have. The other thing that's shocking, is it isn't mentioned in my hypnosis script, instead breasts, pussy, and body are, but not bum and asshole. Obviously they are both part of the body, but it shocks me that I was more interested in her asshole then her pussy which I had suggestions for, though I had a glimpse of sexiness of her pussy 2 days ago. Anyway my mind is racing with thoughts of giving her anal sex in the future, I start getting a hard erection that won't go down, but she was tired, and me too tbh, but I ended up fighting it and staying awake because of the sexual thoughts of her asshole and bum and giving her anal sex were just on my mind, that I had to update my hypnosis file to include references to them 2 as well now lmao.
Hopefully I'll keep on progressing and update here with any other progress.
No longer distributing my files.