by soulpen » October 14th, 2013, 9:07 pm
Ok so It has been 7 1/2 weeks of CFG, once -> three times a day. One week ago I started using train ->CFG. Now every time I hear it, or think about guys during the day, every night for the last week my underwear feels like a womans, but instead of getting wet when horny like a woman would, my underwear gets filled and sticky with pre cum. Literally the whole crotch area smells and is damp with pre-cum. The thing is, I have never pre-cummed that much. I mean, even in college I can only remember pre-cumming a few times. I have pre-cummed more semen in the past week that the whole past year together. I guess this is a side effect of train -> CFG. This morning at around 0900 I was listening to train ->CFG, and I tranced out. I lucid dreamed when CFG came on. Here is the dream. I had CFG on an old sony walk-man that had a bad 1/8" jack. Everytime the jack came out whatever tape I played was played out loud. So I was in High School at some kind of boys camp, and I thought I was listening to myself in my bed at lights out, but my camp mate started smiling at me, and I said, What"? He then said, "Whatever it is you listen to it turns me on". In my dream I was embareassed, and went to sleep. The following day at camp (this whole while in my trance I'm still listening to CFG) my father and some other kid were there, and I got caught once again listening to CFG by them, and they said , "WHAT the F*** are you listening to"? At which point I woke up, and realized I'd been listened to CFG on repeat (and lucid dreaming the whole time), the time on my clock was 1140. I haven't gotten into a guys pants yet, I haven't gotten in a girls either. I'm an attractive male, just shy to sex with either. I've had many female partners in the past, so I know how to and love sex. I still find the female body beautiful, but the way a geologist finds a rock beautiful. I've always found the male body (one who takes care of it, food/exercise/mind/heart) just as artistic, but in an artists eye sort of way. I don't know if it's working yet, I hope so. This afternoon I did an experiment. I put on straight porn for 5 min. and didn't touch myself. I worked in the yard for 30 min. I came inside and then I put on gay porn for 5 min. Both got me into that stage between flaccid and hard, but the gay porn made about a table spoon of pre-cum run down my leg. It wouldn't have taken much effort with either and I could have masturbated. I'm going to keep my schedule of train ->CFG. If nothing else this file has shown me I'm capable of producing a lot of pre-cum.